2022-09-04 at 5:07 AM UTC
I sit and watch gore videos for hours. I've had two best friends in my life and both would watch them whenever I did. My first best friend loved car crashes and air plane disasters. My second friend loved women committing homicide and shoot outs. I personally like race car crashes, bombs and shooting videos, though ISIS videos in HD is very high quality.
I like when the person I'm with also goes into a trance like state and we don't need to talk other than to say 'that one' or 'the next one.'
It's been about ten months since I watched horrible videos. Today I started at about 9pm and it's now 1am. About 12 pages of videos. Gonna watch another two hours after I'm done making espresso.
I do not like the cartel videos but really enjoy African thief punishments (fire and mobs of people). Outside of those two individuals only one other person knows I watch them. Oh and all of you now obviously.
I realize how corrupting they are to the mind and limit myself to only two or three times a year.
I wanna figure out how to get another bestie in Miami but I think it's hard to find people you trust enough to confide and expect to share the enjoyment of watching the worst form of entertainment.
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2022-09-04 at 11:15 AM UTC
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Dont do that everytjing you see/hear/do/think has a larger impact on u and ur psychy then any of us can realize. Inztead of watching gore maybe drink some tea, light inscence, and decide which demon/angel you wanna try to invoke next, if you like money i reccommend clauneck.
2022-09-05 at 4:53 AM UTC
Nah I'm good on that bro. I like violence and death as entertainment periodically. Around new years I'll do it again
2022-09-05 at 5:32 PM UTC
What site? I pop in about once a month myself to goregrish when I'm bored and check out a few pages worth, anything more frequent than that and there really isn't a whole lot of new material- seems like just a few posts a day and maybe only one a day that's actually mildly shocking or entertaining or whatever.
I am subbed to a lot of the death/dying/injury/crazy video subreddits tho and they actually do provide a pretty decent chunk of consistent content on a daily basis if I just go waste an hour or two there at some point.
Watching people die is a good thing because it a. Is often times a learning experience and a friendly reminder of how quickly things can happen, helping us to be more cautious or aware in different situations.
B. It's good because it's a friendly reminder that you aren't that person, and no matter how you're feeling, things could be so much worse
And c. For the lulz obviously (what's done is done, watching something that already happened isn't gonna make things worse for anyone so whatever) I guess you could argue that maybe watching the cartel videos perpetuates more cartel violence since they know they have an audience but I mean the cartel videos are all fucking hilarious and who really cares? They all know exactly what they're getting into.
That said I still haven't and will never watch an animal torture video except for the fucking luke magnotta vacuum sealed kitten one which I've seen like 5 times drunk on TC because idk. I don't like it but for some reason it isn't as hard to watch as it would be up close an animal getting stabbed or whatever.
2022-09-05 at 5:34 PM UTC
2022-09-05 at 5:39 PM UTC
I never liked being the one they called on up north and in milwaukee to put animals down. My friend who is like a father figure to me said it's because unlike the other 99% of the time, I am extremely quiet and people consider that to be respectful of me, I am also good at it, and have never botched any of them.
The other fact is I'm willing to do it despite not really wanting to (dogs are the worst for me personally because I know everyone in my life's dogs). But I've seen less qualified people do it and they generally make a lot of mistakes that I never have.
It's a hard thing to do but I want it done right, so it falls on me a lot of the time and I take no joy in the action of doing it but do take satisfaction in the fact I was the one to do it correctly which is to say: Minimize time of execution, Minimize pain to animal, Minimize interaction of myself with the animal in my capacity as the person putting the animal down.
2022-09-05 at 5:45 PM UTC
probably the worst thing I ever seen was my pa's friend had to put this lil chiuana down and I told him just to use a shovel on it's neck cuz it was thin enough, thsi dumb fucker got super drunk cuz he was emotional and went to hit it with a hammer and hit it in the snout, but was too drunk to get ahold of the dog that ran away from him and kept running away from him as it bled out everywhere, just so much blood in circles in the snow all over his property, a lot moe than I would've expected to come out of a chiuhua (IDK how to spell it) lil mexican dog type shit
and I was just honestly repulsed cuz a) If you were insistent on doing it yourself, do it sober b) If you're going to get drunk and insist on doing it yourself, get the dog drunk too c) Use a method of execution you actually know how to perform correctly.
I personally think laying the dog down and a very quick drop of the shovel as hard as one could to the neck portion would break the brain stem, rendering the dog dog, without beheading it. But what do I know about such matters???
2022-09-05 at 5:57 PM UTC
I see enough of that when some fool disrespects
2022-09-05 at 6:02 PM UTC
oh ja. did the dog consented to being put down.
2022-09-05 at 6:23 PM UTC
the owner did which in my country is enough for the dog to be humanely put down, obviously some laws were broken by his negligence in doing it drunk and fucking it all up so it could be construed as animal abuse but no one involved was a snitch so it kinda was over as soon as it was over.