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  1. #1
    Bradley Naturally Camouflaged
    Please!

    Write www.Niggasin.Space as clearly as you can on your chest & forehead, stand ontop of a high (though not too high where it can't be read by cameras) building or bridge and hold off jumping or coming down as long as you can.

    I recommend doing a lot of xanax, seroquel, benzos or other delerium causing drugs or just black out from drinking. Make sure the cameras see our website. Blame Lanny for causing you to get this far.

    Don't kill yourself but do inpatient treatment, or do a backflip but absolutely don't 'walk into the air' like some of these fags where they just end up going straight into the earth like a missile feet first, nothing is lamer than that. I'd rather have you try again at a later point.

    If any of you aren't too pussy, I feel as though we will see a swelling in our ranks of people who watch suicide jumpers.



    And I speak for myself, the people who watch jumpers/suicide videos are the shittiest type of people and exactly what our community needs and arne't afraid of typing in something as distasteful as www.NiggasIn.Space

    Remember to yell "IT'S A REAL WEBSITE, WE'RE A COMMUNITY, WE LOVE YOU"
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  2. #2
    Rape Monster African Astronaut
    I tried to commit suicide once, never doing that shit again I almost killed myself
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  3. #3
    Bradley Naturally Camouflaged
    I never tried but I wanted to for a long time but I think the idea was just a sick fascination I had like raping a straight man because I hate him.

    I don't think no matter how much I might want to actually be able to do it.
  4. #4
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I was talking about Chester Bennington from linkin 182 committing suicide with my friend yesterday and we both just had to acknowledge that suicide is always personal and inexplicable and if yoy decide you're gonna actually do it, chances are you're actually going to do it.

    I remember Rob Ford got flak for not wanting a suicide prevention call center to be funded publicly and I thought that made sense because if you're really suicidal, you don't care if you have to pay a toll for it (you're gonna die and if you live then it was money well spent) and I would think anyone who isn't helped and kills themselves anyway, they don't pay the phone bill so it should really be a 1-900 charge. Why isn't this a chapter in freakonomics?
  5. #5
    Meikai African Astronaut
    I've tried to kill myself once, but I've actually come closer to succeeding at killing myself completely accidentally. How silly is that? smh
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  6. #6
    Bradley Naturally Camouflaged
    I've been been in gun fights and knife fights and gotten cut but never shot, at the moment it gave me an erection and a feeling like I shot up cocaine from the andrenalin but after I bleach my shooting arm in the shower I'd just sit there looking at my hands like what the fuck!

    Sometimes I draw pictures like they told me to in prison to get over PTSD even though the pictures are representations of the violence I experienced, it helped a lot because I wasn't just keeping it in and festering over what happened.

    So I have all these doodles of humanoid shapes robbing one another and people falling down and pools of blood, they asked me about it when I entered this sober living facility and they flipped through my sketch notebooks and when I told them "I was told to draw representations of things that has happened to me." the intake lady gave me this wide eyed look and stopped flipping through them cuz it's about 3/4 full and it's three 90 or 120 page notebooks.

    I also write gay erotica with a focus on prison environment but only while I'm locked up, I carry those on me too.
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  7. #7
    Those suicide helplines are shit...none of them help you do it, they just hinder the process.
  8. #8
    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    I miss writing stories, I'm so busy now I think of them and write rough notes on my phone but don't have the time to write. I don't have "a room of my own" but I'll find a way. I wrote alot in prison and when I think about stories I feel more complete because it's Hard for me to articulate things. That's why Generation X by Douglas Coupland is an amazing book that's still underrated. It's basically the new decameron. I need to express my ideas or I'll die. Thank you kill me
  9. #9
    Rape Monster African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Bradley I've been been in gun fights and knife fights and gotten cut but never shot, at the moment it gave me an erection and a feeling like I shot up cocaine from the andrenalin but after I bleach my shooting arm in the shower I'd just sit there looking at my hands like what the fuck!

    Sometimes I draw pictures like they told me to in prison to get over PTSD even though the pictures are representations of the violence I experienced, it helped a lot because I wasn't just keeping it in and festering over what happened.

    So I have all these doodles of humanoid shapes robbing one another and people falling down and pools of blood, they asked me about it when I entered this sober living facility and they flipped through my sketch notebooks and when I told them "I was told to draw representations of things that has happened to me." the intake lady gave me this wide eyed look and stopped flipping through them cuz it's about 3/4 full and it's three 90 or 120 page notebooks.

    I also write gay erotica with a focus on prison environment but only while I'm locked up, I carry those on me too.

    I wanna read your gay erotica
  10. #10
    DrugSmuggler African Astronaut [soullessly saw your drumbeater]
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Those suicide helplines are shit…none of them help you do it, they just hinder the process.

  11. #11
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Those suicide helplines are shit…none of them help you do it, they just hinder the process.

    i volunteered manning the suicide hotlines to get easy secks.
  12. #12
    RIPtotse victim of incest [my adversative decurved garbo]
    Suicide is a permanent solution to a non permanent problem imho.

    All it does it annihilate any hope and create more grief for those left in the wake.

    One of my best friend hung hulimself and i literally think about him everyday..it's strange.

    Him and my grandpa I think about everyday.

    I believe there is a greater cosmic connection to these people that have had great impacts on your life and meditiation/prayer is literally just telepathic communication to the other planes of existence and we are all still and will be connected forever, as souls are eternal.

    I think part of the reason I didn't die or commit suicide was because I had so many good people praying/thinking about me and wishing me well which in turn caused me to stay here.

    We are all /divine/ beings and everything is energy there is no matter, everything you experience is energy and frequency and these people you have connections with have similar frequencies or energies that synergize with the energy you create which creates this cosmic, everlasting connection.

    Read a bob frissell book
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  13. #13
    Originally posted by RIPtotse Suicide is a permanent solution to a non permanent problem imho.

    no true at all.

    suicide is the permanent solution to recurring problems, as statistics indicate.
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  14. #14
    Originally posted by vindicktive vinny i volunteered manning the suicide hotlines to get easy secks.

    I did it when I was 20ish..well it was called a "teen crisis" line. Laughable that they let me do it at 20yrs old. Mostly emo girls threatening to kill themselves and saying "you sound nice" to me.

    ETA: Most of the teen boys just called to prank call.
  15. #15
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson I did it when I was 20ish..well it was called a "teen crisis" line. Laughable that they let me do it at 20yrs old. Mostly emo girls threatening to kill themselves and saying "you sound nice" to me.

    ETA: Most of the teen boys just called to prank call.

    what happened to the boys thst werent prank calling.

    did you secked them.
  16. #16
    Originally posted by vindicktive vinny what happened to the boys thst werent prank calling.

    did you secked them.

    I told them same as I tell you

    MAN UP!

    (We had a sheet of responses as a rough guide but no one used the sheet)
  17. #17
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson I told them same as I tell you

    MAN UP!

    (We had a sheet of responses as a rough guide but no one used the sheet)

    man up and stick their pee pee inside you ?
  18. #18
    Originally posted by vindicktive vinny man up and stick their pee pee inside you ?

    I never told you that...you just imagined/wished I did
  19. #19
    You must also register, so that Lanny can preside over the death.
  20. #20
    Back Lane Madders African Astronaut
    Don't mock my banner with &Totse from off the bridge
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