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    Kafka African Astronaut
    I used to be anorexic, pro-ana, because my ex was and I’m highly-suggestible. It crept up on me, thinking if they hated fat so much they wouldn’t find me attractive if I had fat. When I get information overload the last thing I want to see is fat and I think it’s a control thing, I’m scared if I ever go over 9 stone then I could lose control of my weight. I liked wearing crop-tops so that was another factor. I would stay around 8.3 stone and they told me they would want to lose even more weight if they were me. I was weighing myself everyday and had an app to count calories, the limit was 700 cals a day. Only on one occasion I made myself throw up and I can’t eat that food ever again. I got to 7.10 stone.

    I don’t count calories or weigh myself anymore but I’m conflicted because some part of me wants to gain weight and look healthy, I know other people think I’m too skinny. Another part of me wants to be anorexic again and just get more dermal fillers in my face for the loss of volume. Right now I’d say I’m around 8.7 stone, 8.3 would be underweight.
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    #THINSPO
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    Bradley victim of incest
    I think you look really good to be honest, you're in good shape. I also have previously practiced eating disorders but no longer do that.

    It took a lot of self love and Acceptance
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    Bradley gettin his game on.
  5. #5
    Incessant African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Kafka I used to be anorexic, pro-ana, because my ex was and I’m highly-suggestible. It crept up on me, thinking if they hated fat so much they wouldn’t find me attractive if I had fat. When I get information overload the last thing I want to see is fat and I think it’s a control thing, I’m scared if I ever go over 9 stone then I could lose control of my weight. I liked wearing crop-tops so that was another factor. I would stay around 8.3 stone and they told me they would want to lose even more weight if they were me. I was weighing myself everyday and had an app to count calories, the limit was 700 cals a day. Only on one occasion I made myself throw up and I can’t eat that food ever again. I got to 7.10 stone.

    I don’t count calories or weigh myself anymore but I’m conflicted because some part of me wants to gain weight and look healthy, I know other people think I’m too skinny. Another part of me wants to be anorexic again and just get more dermal fillers in my face for the loss of volume. Right now I’d say I’m around 8.7 stone, 8.3 would be underweight.

    Giving in to pro Ana shit is foul get some help and deal with your dad's death without drugs like the rest of us did
  6. #6
    Incessant African Astronaut
    I'll say it again Kafka you disgust me you should get sober and get in therapy. physics dick and a bunch of simps that you lure in and then discard publically will not fix you
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    Originally posted by Incessant you should get sober

    Whoa whoa whoa let's not fly off the handle here
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
  8. #8
    Incessant African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Whoa whoa whoa let's not fly off the handle here

    Okay you should get sober from hard drugs
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    I was gonna say she should try meth if she hasn't yet. Or learn to make LSD
  10. #10
    Incessant African Astronaut
    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood I was gonna say she should try meth if she hasn't yet. Or learn to make LSD

    She should try not being around toxic people and again therapy for grief
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    Kafka African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Incessant I'll say it again Kafka you disgust me you should get sober and get in therapy. physics dick and a bunch of simps that you lure in and then discard publically will not fix you

    Does it bother you I was an escort because I like dick so much?

  12. #12
    Incessant African Astronaut
    Originally posted by Kafka Does it bother you I was an escort because I like dick so much?


    Nope it bothers me that you're pure evil.
  13. #13
    Originally posted by Kafka Does it bother you I was an escort because I like dick so much?


    What do you like about it
  14. #14
    aldra JIDF Controlled Opposition
    Originally posted by Incessant physics dick

    ???
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