2017-01-23 at 4:31 PM UTC
Zanick
motherfucker
[my p.a. supernal goa]
I was popping a lot of clonazepam and drinking heavily every day for a while, when I threw etizolam in the mix. I think I'm pretty lucky I didn't fuck myself up for good at that point, and when I ran out and didn't have any for a week, I started having seizures. The first one was ruled a fluke by the ER, but after the second one I was admitted to their neuro unit, where greedy chink doctors charged my insurance every way they could think of and I laid around bored to shit on my birthday, waiting for my medicine. Now I'm on anti seizure medication that makes me feel like shit and my memory is shot. Even basic verbal reasoning is a herculean task and it's hard to skate by without my friends and coworkers noticing. Anybody else have this shit happen?
2017-01-23 at 4:44 PM UTC
Really dropping the ball here, Zanick. I can't see you making it through medical school if you keep this up. So much potential, but we certainly do tend to attract the self-destructive and damaged.
2017-01-23 at 4:52 PM UTC
Yea, I started taking Benzos here and there 8 years ago. Fell in love with them from the first Diazepam that touched my tongue.
I went through literally all RC Benzos and most Pharma ones. I even had a chance to try Chlodiazepoxid. The Mother-Benzo.
I'm also on Phenibut which doesn't make it easier.
Yea, over the past 3 Months I reduced my Benzo intake from 16mg Meclonazepam, 8mg Diclazepam and 8mg Flubromazepam to between 1 and 4mg Meclonazepam daily and only had 4.5g of Pheni since the 6th of January just randomly when I thought I'd die.
I got a Baclofen script as well, though. 60-80mg a day. It kinda helps a bit.
2017-01-23 at 4:55 PM UTC
The 6th is when I started writing down shit because I started noticing that I might forget shit ALL THE TIME. I was surprised by how low I can go without having a seizure.
2017-01-23 at 5:15 PM UTC
Clonazepam is pretty non toxic and smooth I had a few grams and took 6mg as my last dose before I ran out and never had seizures or really bad WD symptoms.
Mixed with alcohol though i started having violent blackouts and suicide attempts when I ran out.
I don't mix benzos and booze anymore
2017-01-23 at 6:21 PM UTC
I get prescribed clonazepam but it does absolutely nothing for me. I've taken 10mg and didn't feel anything at all. Clonazepam is the same thing as klonopin isn't it? I would really like to trade my clonazepam script for some codeine or hyrdro's. When I take xanax I get fucked up but I don't really enjoy it. I get the munchies really bad though, one night I ate a whole bottle of tums.
2017-01-24 at 5:31 AM UTC
I pity the foo who dont taper.
2017-01-24 at 5:43 AM UTC
benzo withdrawal lasts forever
2017-01-24 at 6:25 AM UTC
Toluene > chloro toluene > p-chloro-toluene > P-chlorobenzoyl chloride > 2-amino-2-chloro-5-nitrobenzophenone > 2-(bromoacetamido)-2-chloro-5-nitrobenzophenone > Clonazepam
Yield is 90grams
2017-01-30 at 12:41 PM UTC
I was coming down hard from Pheni when I got my script so take that into account. It has no affinity to the GBL receptor and you feel that. Hits GABAb real hard, though. To me it feels like a lot like Phenibut but without the extrem highs and hmmm, hard to explain, there's more in the middle. Like, when you compare it to music.
Come up is super fast. About 5 min until I feel it and an hour to peak. Lasts about 4 hours.
Side effects: Headaches, gastrointestinal(?) problems, pretty hard crash to be honest.
