Originally posted by Wariat
that you suffer from chronic depression like crosby did? no matter what you do where you go what fun you have the enxt moment or day youre again ready to kill urself?
a few years back, my dependence on pills to stay in a stable mood was so bad that i could go from really happy to suicidally depressed in one minute, it was fucking bad. i didnt act on the thoughts because i knew what was happening and that i had no reason to be depressed but it was horrible enough that suicide seemed a logical option to make the depression stop. i cant believe it ever stopped, it was a wild fucking ride.