2021-04-16 at 5:18 PM UTC
hell yeah that hard liquor is my enemy, i'm sorry for being obnoxious. I waned to ask you, do oyu have to still wear the mask at the ymca or anytime or is it now optional if i got vaccinated 4 times
12:05 PM
Message by You: It's like this everytitme i ever start drinking, it just gets worse and worse and i end up pushing everyone i know away. Then i do so good at not drinking and some dumb shit just hurts me and i start back up drinking again, Friday, April 16 2021, 12:08 PM
It's like this everytitme i ever start drinking, it just gets worse and worse and i end up pushing everyone i know away. Then i do so good at not drinking and some dumb shit just hurts me and i start back up drinking again
Message by You: And i hate the most of all the things about myself, i hate my alcoholism because it really brings out the worst in me a hundred percent and makes me someone that i don't even love after awhile, Friday, April 16 2021, 12:08 PM
And i hate the most of all the things about myself, i hate my alcoholism because it really brings out the worst in me a hundred percent and makes me someone that i don't even love after awhile
Message by You: i feel like a bad person sometimes like it's a different part of me and my personality changes almost immediately from when i start drinking, Friday, April 16 2021, 12:09 PM
i feel like a bad person sometimes like it's a different part of me and my personality changes almost immediately from when i start drinking
I hope id idn't lose a friend last night, he tried telling me he was stronger than me and could whoop me and i got all excited and tried to make him do it and then called him a coward who tells lies. I hope he forgives me.
eitherway, that alcohol is the fuckin devil and one of the worst things i have to deal with, and kinda ruined my childhood
tho i will say, without it, i may not have been born.
Todays the first day i haven't drank since my friend cassi died a couple weeks ago. Fentanyl overdose, she was 25 and my fat ex's best friend.
the last thing i got tos ay to her was her asking me for pills in mid march and i told her to look in the carpeting
kinda fucked, can u imagine being the detective goin through all their fb texts lookin for the guy sellinlg the fentanyl cut dope and you just see funny ass bradley G telling dead dope users to find the pills in the carpeting
brings a smile to my face like when i knew the gay middle school librarian was aware of the nasty violent gay sex i was peaking at
2021-04-16 at 5:20 PM UTC
damn today's friday i've been drunk for three weeks in a row what the fuck
Time to go talk bout my sobriety with other drugged and drunk addicts in our twoseven room, see you there!!!!
gallom come cam up
2021-06-16 at 2:24 PM UTC
Rum and coke is great, so is cognac
2021-06-18 at 12:09 AM UTC
I been enjoying a beer 3,4 times a week. Used to be a wino and drink wine in the day. Red, burgundy usually. Vodka was nice but I can't drink large volume s or hard liquor anymore.
So my vote is beer
2021-06-18 at 12:13 AM UTC
I used to love Wild Turkey though. Cheap? Whatever. Really nice smooth taste, a bit sweet but a poor man boiler maker of a pint of PBR n WT whiskey was a nice buzz in the day
2021-06-18 at 10:42 AM UTC
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2021-07-13 at 6:23 PM UTC
I am going to drink a glass of absinthe
