2021-04-02 at 4:07 PM UTC
Even when its physically safe I've always felt like I'm stuck on some ball and chain. I'm pretty sure I wouldn't survive a whole year completely sober... but should I? Is that even ideal?
2021-04-02 at 4:20 PM UTC
Yes. It's very easy to quit drugs, just don't buy them. If you have an anxiety disorder a drug addiction is much more difficult because if you want to never run out you gotta deal with some sketchy folx.
2021-04-02 at 4:46 PM UTC
If i could take it all back now i wouldn't
I woulda done more shit that people said that i shouldn't
2021-04-02 at 5:07 PM UTC
[the disappointingly unanticipated slab]
with controlled substances -- if you have a permanent, debilitating issue affecting your quality of life to the point where you can't work, carry on a conversation or even concentrate on reading a book -- then i see no issue being addicted/dependent on them -- as long you aren't drinking on them -- all should be well.
2021-04-02 at 6:30 PM UTC
I mean I have no idea what my anxiety or depression was like at 13 when I started using drugs
I just started using to cope and then, well
now I'm here.
maybe I would have been better off without them? Some people live their whole lives without getting severely intoxicated or developing addictions. They seem to still be happy. Maybe I could've been like that too.
2021-04-10 at 5:30 PM UTC
eyyeeyeyeeyeeyeyeeeeeeeee smike weed everyday
2021-04-12 at 10:41 PM UTC
Yes, but none of you seem to care anyway
2021-04-13 at 4:14 AM UTC
Yes, because of withdrawals and such the old 1960´s adage of ¨If the drug doesn´t get you, the addiction will¨ becomes true. it is true.
2021-04-13 at 4:15 AM UTC
JIDF Controlled Opposition
we're already addicted to food and water
2021-04-13 at 6:07 AM UTC
I'm goonna drink an energy drink even tho it's 130am
2021-04-16 at 8:29 AM UTC
If you can manage it, find your favourite drug and limit yourself to once a week, on a Friday or a Saturday. I used to have massive substance abuse and self control issues. Now I never take anything when I have work (or any other commitment) the next morning, and never take anything two days in a row. At present it's usually just a half/quarter Xanax or some vodka on a Friday night, *very* occasionally both, but never more. If something comes up I skip and don't fret or look for another window to use. There's always next time. But if you can't maintain this sort of hyper-vigilant rigid discipline then you'll bottom out or start fucking your life up. Don't be addicted. It is bad.
2021-04-16 at 1:24 PM UTC
You're only addicted if you buy more so if you buy an ounce of crack you can't really say OH MAN I'M A HARDCORE DRUG ADDICT if that's the first time you bought it.