2020-12-16 at 11:24 PM UTC
[my polyoicous forward graciousness]
Look, I really want a house and good food and alcohol and all the other nice things money can buy but withstanding a whole day, let alone a week working is a monumentally difficult task for me. So if you work, how do you do it? How do you avoid boredom and the feeling that you're a meaningless cog in the machine?
2020-12-16 at 11:27 PM UTC
do HIT of amphetamine and I can do anything.
I can also do anything while sober too but it will take a lot more effort and time and I won't enjoy myself as much
2020-12-16 at 11:41 PM UTC
I try not to get too fucked up at work and I don't like to redose in the bathroom but holy shit it's annoying every job is just people talking about food and being tired, dog fucking going slow. Just do a bump in the morning, crash at lunch time.
If you just do a lil bit the crash is less interfering than it is just being tired and hungry all day, in my experience at least.
Coffee is a shit working drug, especially for women who have naturally small bladders. Oh look Donna and Paul are having some afternoon coffee, I wonder where they will be in an hour.
While all I do is "get some water" pop into the bathroom, a quick bump on the wrist and back at it. By the time they come back from the bathroom it feels like an hour went by and so much has gotten done.
Time just flies by, you don't even need a break except at lunch to lower your body temperature and chill out to prevent over heating and brain damage. It's so fucking easy. Everyone is stupid, society is slow and gay
2020-12-16 at 11:47 PM UTC
[the overexcited four-footed chanar]
Yeah, I put my life on the line, man
See I gotta die man, don't you even try, man
Enemies gon' bleed, once I let these bullets fly, man
Mama's gonna cry, man, I like to get motherfuckin' high
Man, you're not the guy, man
2020-12-16 at 11:53 PM UTC
JIDF Controlled Opposition
extreme negative reinforcement
2020-12-17 at 5:55 PM UTC
I like nice stuff. I can't imagine seeing something I like and having to be like "guess it'll have to wait until next month's gibmedats".
I imagine having a job you enjoy would be helpful too. I think my job is dumb, but it's easy, I don't do overtime and it pays better than some more labor intensive jobs. I don't really think about work when I'm not there, it's just a way to earn money.
Is boredom even a bad thing? It's been a huge part of adulthood for me, bored is my neutral setting.
2020-12-17 at 5:58 PM UTC
[the overexcited four-footed chanar]
i never want 2 b liek u people.
2020-12-17 at 6:08 PM UTC
Just think of all the shit you want to do after work or goals your working toward. It helps me
2020-12-18 at 1:52 PM UTC
your born with it unless your a nigger.
2020-12-18 at 2:04 PM UTC
step 1: don't do hard drugs. look i know this is harder than it sounds. I spent over 10 years slamming heroin and then fent for the last 5 every fucking day. such a waste of life and money.
step 2: find a job that pays well that u can handle every day. we all have bad days and hate going to work sometimes but honestly I find that the days I dont wsnt to go to work end up being the better.
step 3-99: these will just come if you keep up 1 and 2...women..houses..material wealth...
took me over 10 year a and a 12 months locked in stl County to finally get my head out of my ass.
oh and methadone and marijuana help me a ton...find lesser drugs that keep you off your d o c.
2021-03-18 at 7:16 AM UTC
Well you're already coming off as retarded to many online, perhaps trying to get on SSI/SSDI for mental retardation will pay out and then you won't have to work but you'll get a check like u work work work, and ur meds are 1$ each if you're on SSDI (you get paid more, you want the D) otherwise they're free if you're on SSI>