Why do you guys think John Gardner is letting himself go like this?

1. 2020-04-29 at 2:23 PM UTC

   #1
   Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
   anyone have input or idea?
   
   https://www.nbcsandiego.com/news/local/john-gardner-prison-life-2014-murders-of-chelsea-king-amber-dubois/1979944/
   
   https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EOPhVlDX7xU
2. 2020-04-29 at 2:28 PM UTC

   #2
   Wariat Marine/Preteen Biologist
   i mean everyone in the OC is talkimg about it. why let yourself go like this even in prison?
   
   https://www.sandiegouniontribune.com/sdut-john-gardner-mugshot-four-years-later-2014aug01-htmlstory.html