2020-03-09 at 3:07 PM UTC
Folks, Quit wondering why your only good high was your first one.
2020-03-09 at 3:11 PM UTC
How much sleep you get a night Matt?
2020-03-09 at 3:13 PM UTC
My first high was horrible. I hit the pipe so much that my throat closed up and I would choke trying to drink water or swallow food.
2020-03-09 at 10:55 PM UTC
it has nothing to do with chemicals. the first high is the best because novelty is a significant factor, and novelty isn't a chemical, it's a spiritual experience.
2020-03-10 at 10:13 PM UTC
no, chemicals have nothing to do with it.
2020-03-13 at 5:49 PM UTC
Meth is just better than anything not being on drugs will ever feel like. It's pretty bad.
It gives me no motivation to seek out human relationships or anything in life that normal people would find enjoyable. All it makes you want to do is redose until you die. And while you're on it it's hard to deny that it's fucking amazing, even as your life is falling apart.
Dopamine is a hell of a drug. I feel like you have to be a pretty broken person to purposely seek this shit out and keep doing it despite all the negative effects like I did. I guess I just wanted to self destruct in the most hedonistic way possible
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2020-03-15 at 3:09 AM UTC
[the disappointingly unanticipated slab]
one time i skipped work just so i could spend the day jacking off while spun out
2020-03-15 at 3:51 AM UTC
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
One time i went to work just so i could spend the day jacking off while spun out.