ITT we list our emotional problems as factually as we can

1. 2019-12-31 at 2:57 AM UTC

   #1
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
   I have insecurities about how I've treated and acted towards women before in the past. I feel guilty and also ashamed.
   
   I feel like I've wasted a lot of my life. Like a good 7 years of my life I can blame myself for. I feel I was naive in some ways too.
   
   I think I'm either going to die young or live a depressing old life high on painkillers getting stupider and stupider and becoming more and more of a burden
   
   The fear of going back to jail is omnipresent in my life at unsustainable level. It's that stupid feeling of being amazed at getting away with things I should really outgrow
   
   I've been told I "tick" and "hum" even if things seem to be going ok there's something bad lurking beneath the surface. I feel it will make me either snap or become and old man who can't get erections which seems to happen a lot anyway
   
   Spirituality has filled a void in my life but there are a ton of other voids that cannot be filled by it
   
   I feel I've gotten stupider with time. I blame weed, I've smoked tons upon tons of it ingesting into my lungs and I think it's decreased my productivity and cognitive abilities. Gay.
   
   I wish I had more people to talk to about things like this
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2. 2019-12-31 at 2:59 AM UTC

   #2
   

   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
   i find it hard to care about anything including myself
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   • aldra
3. 2019-12-31 at 3:02 AM UTC

   #3
   

   G African Astronaut

   Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood i find it hard to care about anything including myself

   
   
4. 2019-12-31 at 3:02 AM UTC

   #4
   

   A College Professor victim of incest [your moreover breastless limestone]
   i might not be perfect and a little bit much to handle at times but if you cant deserve me at my worst you
   SURE as hell dont deserve me at my best
   
   
5. 2019-12-31 at 3:05 AM UTC

   #5
   

   Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]

   Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood i find it hard to care about anything including myself

   
   I think you have to care about yourself first before you care about anything. Self care is something I wish I learned earlier in life.
   
   
   
   

   Originally posted by A College Professor i might not be perfect and a little bit much to handle at times but if you cant deserve me at my worst you
   SURE as hell dont deserve me at my best
   
   

   
   I can hamdle the fuck ou of u all the fucking time boibby
6. 2019-12-31 at 3:06 AM UTC

   #6
   

   frala Avant garde shartist

   Originally posted by A College Professor i might not be perfect and a little bit much to handle at times but if you cant deserve me at my worst you
   SURE as hell dont deserve me at my best
   
   

   
   AMEN SiStEr 🙏🏻
7. 2019-12-31 at 4:11 AM UTC

   #7
   

   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
   everyone i have anything in common with kills themselves except me i feel like a loser for being alive
8. 2019-12-31 at 4:15 AM UTC

   #8
   

   G African Astronaut

   Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood i feel like a loser for being alive

   
   Quoted for truth lol such a sad fuck.
9. 2019-12-31 at 5:18 AM UTC

   #9
   

   the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
   fuck you kill yourself faggot
10. 2019-12-31 at 5:26 AM UTC

    #10
    

    G African Astronaut

    Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood fuck you kill yourself faggot

    
    Seems like that's your master plan no ?!
11. 2019-12-31 at 5:32 AM UTC

    #11
    

    Sudo Black Hole [my hereto riemannian peach]
    what's your favorite wu tang song/concept?
12. 2019-12-31 at 6:42 AM UTC

    #12
    

    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    Shaolin Shadowboxing. wu TANG wu TANG wu TANG
13. 2019-12-31 at 7:38 AM UTC

    #13
    

    iam_asiam68 African Astronaut
    
    
    
    
    
    
    Op, i regret 85% of everything i have thought, done, committed. at the same time, without that 85% of regrets, i would not have figured out just how fucked up i was in order to correct it. after that, it's learning to maintain and be satisfied.
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    • Sudo
14. 2019-12-31 at 7:42 AM UTC

    #14
    

    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    im a sociopath and I like to play with knives
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    • the man who put it in my hood
15. 2019-12-31 at 9:11 AM UTC

    #15
    

    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support

    Originally posted by Bill Krozby im a sociopath and I like to play with knives

    
    Pretty sure you posted this exact post a while ago. But being sociopath is nothing to brag about, you're also missing out on some key human experiences if you are. But i doubt you're really a sociopath.
16. 2019-12-31 at 9:16 AM UTC

    #16
    

    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
    i want to eat boomers
17. 2019-12-31 at 9:18 AM UTC

    #17
    

    Sophie Pedophile Tech Support
    I want to bang zoomers.
18. 2019-12-31 at 9:29 AM UTC

    #18
    

    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

    Originally posted by Sophie Pretty sure you posted this exact post a while ago. But being sociopath is nothing to brag about, you're also missing out on some key human experiences if you are. But i doubt you're really a sociopath.

    
    I'm not bragging. And family members and people I've been I'm relationships with tll me I am
19. 2019-12-31 at 9:37 AM UTC

    #19
    

    the man who put it in my hood Black Hole
    bipolar bundy
20. 2019-12-31 at 1:07 PM UTC

    #20
    

    Octavian motherfucker

    Originally posted by Sudo I have insecurities about how I've treated and acted towards women before in the past. I feel guilty and also ashamed.
    
    I feel like I've wasted a lot of my life. Like a good 7 years of my life I can blame myself for. I feel I was naive in some ways too.
    
    I think I'm either going to die young or live a depressing old life high on painkillers getting stupider and stupider and becoming more and more of a burden
    
    The fear of going back to jail is omnipresent in my life at unsustainable level. It's that stupid feeling of being amazed at getting away with things I should really outgrow
    
    I've been told I "tick" and "hum" even if things seem to be going ok there's something bad lurking beneath the surface. I feel it will make me either snap or become and old man who can't get erections which seems to happen a lot anyway
    
    Spirituality has filled a void in my life but there are a ton of other voids that cannot be filled by it
    
    I feel I've gotten stupider with time. I blame weed, I've smoked tons upon tons of it ingesting into my lungs and I think it's decreased my productivity and cognitive abilities. Gay.
    
    I wish I had more people to talk to about things like this

    
    I quit smoking weed cause it dulls my senses, makes me parnoid, anxious and all round retard.
    
    I have a bad tick whem thinking about regretful things/ cringe/ mistakes I made in the past.
    
    Wasted years plays heavily, even more so when google cloud comes up reminding me, "today X years ago".
    
    The thought of more years wasted terrifies me.
    
    Inability to change scares me albeit I have accepted there will be times I may fall down as long as they don't proceed for consequetive days.
    
    Scared of other opportunities not presenting themselves.
    The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

    • Sudo