Last time I listened to this my connect had got arrested and I was on like day 3 of no dope, on a mattress soaked in sweat, smelling like bile and piss and watching light just barely come through the blinds again. At the time I was at the peak of my habit, doing 3-5 g a day and Xanax/Ativan/ opana/ Duragesic. I was so dopesick i was overheating and dizzy. At one point everything was spinning so much that when I laid at the end of the bed and closed my eyes for a moment, I woke up with a jump bc it felt like I was upside down. Started smoking random pebbles and cooking up scraps of carpet and a baby food jar of old moldy cottons. Just fucking miserable.