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Interacial lesbians is so fucking hot
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2019-12-13 at 6:14 AM UTCI’m 30, but 21 in bed. Bow chicka-wow-wow
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2019-12-13 at 6:19 AM UTC30 is the age when you meet the rebounding women. not all are rebounding from man to man, but some are really looking for that one. but at this stage in life, it typically won't be an ex you're dealing with, but a child. the daddy is being worthless so you see him on limited bases. but his baby you're raising, is a responsibility you gotta be ready for. it ain't about getting interrupted by children, cause women love to bang their entire lives. it's about getting interrupted with your life by someone else's child.
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2019-12-13 at 6:30 AM UTC
Originally posted by jedi_darryl I’m 30, but 21 in bed. Bow chicka-wow-wow
don't you have several children?
having sex is ridiculously easy but loving someone is extremely hard, at least in my experiences. I like feeling things, even if they're terrible, it feels good to feel them. I think my bpd made that difficult for a while but I broke through it with toxicity yeah baby how do you own disorder? -
2019-12-13 at 6:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo don't you have several children?
having sex is ridiculously easy but loving someone is extremely hard, at least in my experiences. I like feeling things, even if they're terrible, it feels good to feel them. I think my bpd made that difficult for a while but I broke through it with toxicity yeah baby how do you own disorder?
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2019-12-13 at 6:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby You're a borderline?
well I only found out what it was last year while talking to this chicken in a liquor store who was really high on coke, then we got accosted by literal gypsies. It was a good day.
Point is, when I learned what it was I instantly identified with it and understood it but in a way where I realized I had internalized and repressed those feelings (or lack thereof) and they were actually what I had projected onto the world for many years but I had sought to heal from, by essentially forcing myself to experience things with a wide variance of emotion and using codependent relationships as a substitute for muh own feelings lol -
2019-12-13 at 7 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo well I only found out what it was last year while talking to this chicken in a liquor store who was really high on coke, then we got accosted by literal gypsies. It was a good day.
Point is, when I learned what it was I instantly identified with it and understood it but in a way where I realized I had internalized and repressed those feelings (or lack thereof) and they were actually what I had projected onto the world for many years but I had sought to heal from, by essentially forcing myself to experience things with a wide variance of emotion and using codependent relationships as a substitute for muh own feelings lol
do you feel though, at certain moments in life, such as celebrating a birthday or holiday or like this coming christmas, that some of your reactions to people, what they say, when you unwrap a gift, are natural reactions or learned traits?
and i mean no disrespect, i just have really delved deep into these studies the past 5 years and discovered a new world to the mind that i was unaware of before. -
2019-12-13 at 7:02 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo well I only found out what it was last year while talking to this chicken in a liquor store who was really high on coke, then we got accosted by literal gypsies. It was a good day.
Point is, when I learned what it was I instantly identified with it and understood it but in a way where I realized I had internalized and repressed those feelings (or lack thereof) and they were actually what I had projected onto the world for many years but I had sought to heal from, by essentially forcing myself to experience things with a wide variance of emotion and using codependent relationships as a substitute for muh own feelings lol
See the reason why I've asked is because I've known about it for a long time and have studied it wondered if I'm like that but really it's so vague and personally when I read or listen to the some of the case studies there so much more intense than what I've been through. I've been diagnosed bipolar and to an extent I believe it's possible I am but a lot of the same behaviors also seem like borderline traits. Like running around doing drugs and having compulsive butt sex ect..
It's quite the quandaryThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-12-13 at 7:04 AM UTC
Originally posted by DontTellEm Ppl aren't just trying to fuck in their 30s. Lol. Dumbo
If I would e known this, I would’ve waited after my 20s to get strung out on heroin lol. Now everyone wants to talk about marriage and kids.
I’m like “I’m still 20 in my head. Can’t I just eat you out and take your kid to a Dodgers game or some shit?”
This is how I feel:
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2019-12-13 at 7:16 AM UTC
Originally posted by jedi_darryl i tried that. A hooker can’t or won’t share emotions because they’re paid to be pretentious of one’s needs. I want the real thing, not an hour of it. it’s pathetic really.
I didn’t say wife up a hooker bro I said get laid so the Desperation isnt comin off you in waves like a new Chanel fragrance.
That’s the easiest way to turn off a woman is just being desperate. -
2019-12-13 at 7:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby See the reason why I've asked is because I've known about it for a long time and have studied it wondered if I'm like that but really it's so vague and personally when I read or listen to the some of the case studies there so much more intense than what I've been through. I've been diagnosed bipolar and to an extent I believe it's possible I am but a lot of the same behaviors also seem like borderline traits. Like running around doing drugs and having compulsive butt sex ect..
It's quite the quandary
I agree, that was my impression too but it's just become a dismissive catch all for really just shutting people out and now knowing how to feel. It's entirely possible I don't and never did but I was/still am a very broken and messed up gont. Kinda why I post on here instead of typical social media. Bipolar is hereditary and half my family has it but I don't and am grateful for that. -
2019-12-13 at 6:32 PM UTCI've only made out with one lesbian but it was pretty cool. Way different than a straight chick. Not better but different. When I see two lesbians I often say "remember ladies, three tongues are better than two" and sometimes they like that idea.
I'm definitely a reincarnated lesbian ninja in a mans body, but I wouldn't say trapped. I enjoy it. -
2019-12-13 at 6:38 PM UTC
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2019-12-13 at 6:39 PM UTC
Originally posted by Kuntzschutz I've only made out with one lesbian but it was pretty cool. Way different than a straight chick. Not better but different. When I see two lesbians I often say "remember ladies, three tongues are better than two" and sometimes they like that idea.
I'm definitely a reincarnated lesbian ninja in a mans body, but I wouldn't say trapped. I enjoy it.
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2019-12-13 at 6:39 PM UTCdon't think too much about it, its just a play on words
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