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my neighbor thought i was cute and cool for being an emo kid

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    but time has elapsed and now she knows i'm a real OG emo kid. i have visible cutting scars from years ago and also unintentional burns and scrapes from being passed out or fucked up that a normie would probably scoff at. i'm constantly on the verge of suicide and can't sleep or eat or get enjoyment out of anything and im a wretched excuse for a junkie (who is also old (lol) and has nothing) and after a long night of listening to bedwetter and bright eyes and the used i just might come out and lose my shit one day, you catch my drift? i think she had a moment akin to that scene in fear and loathing where the normie walks in the bathroom when hes licking the hits of acid off that guys wrist (collar? wrist collar? is that what it's called?) and the normie has an existential crisis and runs home and cries because he didn't think something like that actually existed but it does and it lives down the hall from u and they're fucking TERRIFIED.

    but you know they call me yung james joyce on the streets and its not for nothing. i was born with an artful soul for which the world did not have a fitting medium to convert my genius into a discipline, but i am creating that now. and you know they also say. ART IS SUPPOSED TO SCARE YOU and i've got blood in my lungs so essentially, i am a walking work of art, like my boy lil peep was (RIP lil peep, *pours out a line of ketamethamphetamine in the dirt in his memory*. i'm sorry you didn't make it peep, i wish you were here with us still to lead on the revolution. i wish it could have been riff raff instead of u. but you sparked something that now cannot be stopped and that is wonderful. i'm sure whatever incantation the beings who are watching us have decided to put you in now, it is highly advanced past our normal human capabilities. you were like the savior of gen z. the new jesus christ. a prophet in disguise. you are probably up there with the gods being totally saturated by eternal love and oneness and someday after i have completed my mission in this incantation i know we will be together in a form that i cannot understand yet.

    i have a feeling there is this place you go for a while when you die. maybe it's hell. it's not permanent though. you are just put together with everyone who you hurt or who hurt you significantly and you have one last chance to sit together and you don't need to talk because you both just understand. you're freed of all the egotistical ties that held you to life or your earthly body and you see everything clearly and in that moment you care about the other people more than yourself. then a little demon looking thing brings out one sandwich, and only one of you will eat it. the one who eats the sandwich will be reincarnated as something better, or more conscious. the one who does not eat the sandwich gets a point for moving down a consciousness level. This process is repeated with everyone and at the end you have a score that determines how you will reincarnate.
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    Summarized version?
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    fucking_weirdo Yung Blood
    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Summarized version?

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    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Yeah I feel ya bromo I'm kinda emu too. I'm like a bad boy with a heart of gold. A real rebel a loner.

    When I was in high school I listened to blink182 and even cut my wrist. Not just a little scratched but a huge gash to the point where they had to staple me up.

    I even have a chest tat of a heart and a banner around it saying "isn't love the answer?"
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    Sudo Space Nigga [my hereto riemannian peach]
    what a great post
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    Ghost Black Hole
    youre just a fagot though I LISTEN TO LIL PEEP BEFORE ANY OF YOU THAT MEANS IM DARK AND MYSTERIOUS
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    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Originally posted by Ghost youre just a fagot though I LISTEN TO LIL PEEP BEFORE ANY OF YOU THAT MEANS IM DARK AND MYSTERIOUS

    My name literally means dark and mysterious
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    Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III but time has elapsed and now she knows i'm a real OG emo kid. i have visible cutting scars from years ago and also unintentional burns and scrapes from being passed out or fucked up that a normie would probably scoff at. i'm constantly on the verge of suicide and can't sleep or eat or get enjoyment out of anything and im a wretched excuse for a junkie (who is also old (lol) and has nothing) and after a long night of listening to bedwetter and bright eyes and the used i just might come out and lose my shit one day, you catch my drift? i think she had a moment akin to that scene in fear and loathing where the normie walks in the bathroom when hes licking the hits of acid off that guys wrist (collar? wrist collar? is that what it's called?) and the normie has an existential crisis and runs home and cries because he didn't think something like that actually existed but it does and it lives down the hall from u and they're fucking TERRIFIED.

    but you know they call me yung james joyce on the streets and its not for nothing. i was born with an artful soul for which the world did not have a fitting medium to convert my genius into a discipline, but i am creating that now. and you know they also say. ART IS SUPPOSED TO SCARE YOU and i've got blood in my lungs so essentially, i am a walking work of art, like my boy lil peep was (RIP lil peep, *pours out a line of ketamethamphetamine in the dirt in his memory*. i'm sorry you didn't make it peep, i wish you were here with us still to lead on the revolution. i wish it could have been riff raff instead of u. but you sparked something that now cannot be stopped and that is wonderful. i'm sure whatever incantation the beings who are watching us have decided to put you in now, it is highly advanced past our normal human capabilities. you were like the savior of gen z. the new jesus christ. a prophet in disguise. you are probably up there with the gods being totally saturated by eternal love and oneness and someday after i have completed my mission in this incantation i know we will be together in a form that i cannot understand yet.

    i have a feeling there is this place you go for a while when you die. maybe it's hell. it's not permanent though. you are just put together with everyone who you hurt or who hurt you significantly and you have one last chance to sit together and you don't need to talk because you both just understand. you're freed of all the egotistical ties that held you to life or your earthly body and you see everything clearly and in that moment you care about the other people more than yourself. then a little demon looking thing brings out one sandwich, and only one of you will eat it. the one who eats the sandwich will be reincarnated as something better, or more conscious. the one who does not eat the sandwich gets a point for moving down a consciousness level. This process is repeated with everyone and at the end you have a score that determines how you will reincarnate.

    Emo chicks, yeah. What of them?

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    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Originally posted by Misguided Russian Emo chicks, yeah. What of them?


    That their fucking hott. My second gf was 17 and we had a slight argument and she went and cut herself. When I saw the cut I actually started getting a boner but I pretended that I was disgusted by that behavior
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    Originally posted by Bill Krozby That their fucking hott. My second gf was 17 and we had a slight argument and she went and cut herself. When I saw the cut I actually started getting a boner but I pretended that I was disgusted by that behavior

    I never understood bitches who get turned on by getting cut and having cigarettes put out on them.
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    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Originally posted by Misguided Russian I never understood bitches who get turned on by getting cut and having cigarettes put out on them.

    Because there's for some a fine line between pain and pleasure and sometimes those lines get blurred

    *Ahhh yeaah cut yourself again my little freak, I can do whatever I want with you because your my little freak*
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    DietPiano Naturally Camouflaged
    Yeah my ex was a cutter. She was insane though, but pretty hot with big tits and ass for a, idk 100lb 15 year old. I dunno, I can't relate at all to wanting to cut yourself, like I don't get why that seems desirable.
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    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
    Originally posted by DietPiano Yeah my ex was a cutter. She was insane though, but pretty hot with big tits and ass for a, idk 100lb 15 year old. I dunno, I can't relate at all to wanting to cut yourself, like I don't get why that seems desirable.

    It's mostly a child like / immature behavior I think. Like I was saying I once cut myself on my wrist so bad, Just one huge slice with glass when I was messed up when I was 19 to the point to where they took me to the hospital and then put staples in and then grilled me in the psyche ward about why I did it. I was super embarassed about it but now if anyone see's it and ask me what thats about I just tell them I young and fucked up. I have never done it again but I guess I have other bad habits now that are destructive.

    Ive never known anyone above the age of 19 that does that.

    its just a sign of adolescent mental illness / attention whoring really. especially the girls that will do these tiny paper cuts just because you pissed them off..
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    Rrr Tuskegee Airman
    I try to drink the blood coming out of my cuts nowadays
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    Rrr Tuskegee Airman
    Im gonna cut myself and drink the blood rn
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    mmQ victim of incest
    Originally posted by DietPiano Yeah my ex was a cutter. She was insane though, but pretty hot with big tits and ass for a, idk 100lb 15 year old. I dunno, I can't relate at all to wanting to cut yourself, like I don't get why that seems desirable.

    They just wanna feel something, man. They just wanna feel.
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    Rrr Tuskegee Airman
    Tastes like iron. Not very much came out though. I wonder if id be able to drink a cup full of blood tho
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    I cut the cheese a lot, does that count?
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    Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country Space Nigga [my scoffingly uncritical tinning]
    Originally posted by Rrr Tastes like iron. Not very much came out though. I wonder if id be able to drink a cup full of blood tho

    I think Vampire the Masquerade : Bloodlines may have been a bad influence
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    DietPiano Naturally Camouflaged
    I dont have to take iron anymore now that I quit vaping.. something about pure nicotine makes it absorb worse. When I first stated taking them I felt so much better right away
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