2016-09-01 at 3:48 AM UTC
Why the hell not? Plus, I'll get some shit done too.
2016-09-01 at 5:27 AM UTC
Okay but there's nothing worse than not eating in a week and having your stomach make all kinds of crazy noises and you feel like you might die.
And still being high so food is completely unappealing. And having no money to buy a burger or something easy to choke down. All I had was spaghetti noodles and sauce in the fridge.
Also my mouth and throat were all torn up from smoking meth all night and day.
I warmed up a bowl of food and forces myself not to get high so I could try to eat.. I could barely swallow that disgusting crap. My stomach was still growling after I managed to swallow it all so I said "fuck this" and chopped another rock, got high all day and didn't eat for another 48 hours.
I never let it get that bad, I have only lost control like that a few times but I learned not to do that anymore.
Fresh fruit, grapes, banana, melon. Doritos brand triangles, pizza, ice cream are easy to swallow with a fucked up mouth. Force yourself to eat just to not have your stomach make noises.. It really sucks and puts a damper on the fun when you want to get high but you know if you don't eat something very bad might happen.
It's hard enough to keep drinking water, at least you actually desire it a lot because amp kills saliva production. Food is tricky though.
Eventually I was able to learn to eat lots of food when high as fuck just to keep up appearances and say stuff like "I'm hungry" and "I'm tired" to make it seem like I wasn't on drugs.
2016-09-01 at 8:27 AM UTC
I knew some chick who dieted by binging on mcat for a week. It worked. Even tho I told her it was a retarded way to lose weight
2016-09-01 at 9:11 AM UTC
I'm going to kill myself and some extra
