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I have no hope for the future
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2019-06-19 at 6:08 PM UTCHi frala looong time no see! 😁
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2019-06-19 at 6:11 PM UTCHi bby ♡
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2019-06-19 at 6:13 PM UTC☺️☺️☺️
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2019-06-19 at 6:16 PM UTChi frala
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2019-06-19 at 7:28 PM UTC
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2019-06-19 at 7:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny its scientifique.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Biological_determinism
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2019-06-19 at 7:30 PM UTCIt's almost winter solstice where Aldra is, I know winter always gets me depressed
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2019-06-19 at 11 PM UTCBasically research say that the only thing that matters for having a "good" wholesome life is having a partner that you love. Then your life becomes so much more complex in that instead of sitting on the futon doing nothing with not enough gumption to get up and find the TV remote, instead of doing that you will be constantly driven to please your partner who does the same for you, and then you get to be happy
I hear a fucking ice cream truck driving by- I thought those were all illegal now
But also it's that mindset of always "giving" like Obbe talks about that makes life better instead of dwelling on the past or being anxious about the future, you just kind of turn that off and be continually busy making things better all the time, which is 121333% easier when you have a partner you love that loves you as well. -
2019-06-19 at 11:03 PM UTC
Originally posted by Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country It's almost winter solstice where Aldra is, I know winter always gets me depressed
I like it better than the 40 degree+ summers
Originally posted by DietPiano Basically research say that the only thing that matters for having a "good" wholesome life is having a partner that you love. Then your life becomes so much more complex in that instead of sitting on the futon doing nothing with not enough gumption to get up and find the TV remote, instead of doing that you will be constantly driven to please your partner who does the same for you, and then you get to be happy
sounds like a complicated way too keep yourself too occupied to realise how miserable you are
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2019-06-20 at 12:12 AM UTC
Originally posted by Star Trek VI: The Undiscovered Country It's almost winter solstice where Aldra is, I know winter always gets me depressed
My worst times always seem to be during the summer, particularly at the turn of summer for some reason
Probably just the heat on top of everything else
Originally posted by aldra I like it better than the 40 degree+ summers
sounds like a complicated way too keep yourself too occupied to realise how miserable you are
it's not really enough for me. nothing seems to be
Our summers get up there too, except we call them "100 degrees"
It's been pretty cool comparatively the last couple years though
The only thing that worked for me was various "nootropics" combined with working 12 hours a day every day
But that's only sustainable for so long, and when I do finally take time off I go and do something stupid which just makes things worse
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2019-06-20 at 4:26 AM UTCI thought you meant like 40 degrees F as in your summers are reversed or something. Is it hot there too right now?
I don't do so well in the heat. Surprisingly it hasn't bothered me all that much on the hot days so far (80-90F), probably because I think my meds make me cold, but I'm sure that won't last once it get well into the 90s and over 100°F... -
2019-06-20 at 4:28 AM UTCMy tolerance to heat has definitely went up since I had that metal bracket installed in my shoulder but summer still sucks ass
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2019-06-20 at 4:38 AM UTCAnyway, what I was saying Aldra is if you start feeling loving, happy, wholesome, romantic, fulfilling feelings all the time and always have someone around who gets you and stimulates your mind and emotions and gives you a sense of completeness, wouldn't that be better than feeling like crap when you don't have it? Do you really think being in love won't change things?
And further yet, is not having children like the most satisfyingppp and purpouseful thing you can do in life? Wouldn't that change perspective enough to not just distract you, but mirth and excite and cleanse you? -
2019-06-20 at 4:38 AM UTCEven if it did it's just a biological responseThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-06-20 at 4:42 AM UTCAll you have to do is want to fit into the master plan. Just the desire, the intention, the will to be a part of the solution, is the first step. No need to excuse anything, it can all start today. This minute. The past doesn't matter at all.
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2019-06-20 at 5:05 AM UTC
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2019-06-20 at 5:19 AM UTC
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2019-06-20 at 5:35 AM UTChey aldra, whats the nature of your hopelessness ?
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2019-06-20 at 8:40 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Anyway, what I was saying Aldra is if you start feeling loving, happy, wholesome, romantic, fulfilling feelings all the time and always have someone around who gets you and stimulates your mind and emotions and gives you a sense of completeness, wouldn't that be better than feeling like crap when you don't have it? Do you really think being in love won't change things?
And further yet, is not having children like the most satisfyingppp and purpouseful thing you can do in life? Wouldn't that change perspective enough to not just distract you, but mirth and excite and cleanse you?
I've been living with my long-term girlfriend for quite a while.
if I dislike the world I live in, it seems very morally dubious to bring kids here in the hope that it'll make me feel better.
Originally posted by Misguided Russian
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Originally posted by vindicktive vinny hey aldra, whats the nature of your hopelessness ?
1. Economic
2. Social
3. J'ew
more or less a fundamental disconnect between my personal feelings and values and the like and the outside world. it's impossible not to participate and hopeless to try to effect real change.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-06-20 at 9:23 AM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL All you have to do is want to fit into the master plan. Just the desire, the intention, the will to be a part of the solution, is the first step. No need to excuse anything, it can all start today. This minute. The past doesn't matter at all.
That's what this is about. I'm going to surf the kali yuga and ride the 'plan' into the ground like a meteor.
