anxiety

1. 2019-06-18 at 11:48 PM UTC

   #21
   

   -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

   Originally posted by Bill Krozby cool i'll look into it. maybe I need something stronger / different. I know people that swear by it and some that don't bother with it after trying it.

   
   A lot of the CBD oil out there is pure garbage. Gotta get the right one. Sounds like you need the higher potency.
2. 2019-06-18 at 11:49 PM UTC

   #22
   HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut
   OP stopped baking his brain to a crisp 24/7 and now after sobering up has to deal with the burden of being a loser
3. 2019-06-18 at 11:50 PM UTC

   #23
   

   kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

   Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0 OP stopped baking his brain to a crisp 24/7 and now after sobering up has to deal with the burden of being a loser

   
   thats really rich coming from you
4. 2019-06-18 at 11:50 PM UTC

   #24
   

   Octavian motherfucker

   Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0 OP stopped baking his brain to a crisp 24/7 and now after sobering up has to deal with the burden of being a loser

   
   What's your excuse then?
5. 2019-06-18 at 11:52 PM UTC

   #25
   

   GGG victim of incest [my veinlike two-fold aepyornidae]
   Cbd is a scam by the white man to trick little bois into touching their privvies
6. 2019-06-18 at 11:54 PM UTC

   #26
   HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Bill Krozby thats really rich coming from you

   
   Not really.
   I'm not here feeling anxious about myself and the stuff I'm worried about I was already worried about when I would be high nonstop
7. 2019-06-18 at 11:58 PM UTC

   #27
   HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut
   also THC is the devils molecule
   
   CBD might have some benefits but marijuana in general is garbage
   it's not even a pleasant experience, it's an awful drug that makes me feel extremely paranoid and dysphoric and sometimes even hallucinate
   I hated it but I kept doing it nonstop 24/7 for years because I was desperate for an alternative to alcohol ... but even now I kinda think about doing it but then I remember the paranoia and I'm like "nah".
   I'm talking, worry about gouging my eyes out or harming myself ... or thinking all of my online friends were CIA agents trying to psycho-analyze me ... marijuana is not a harmless tame drug at all and should stay illegal.
8. 2019-06-19 at 12 AM UTC

   #28
   

   Technologist victim of incest
   Well if you’re a nut case, I’m sure marijuana could make it worse.
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9. 2019-06-19 at 12:02 AM UTC

   #29
   HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut
   HOWEVER
   
   what marijuana can do for immersion is incredible
   virtual reality absolutely is not the same sober compared to high and video games and movies are so much better high ... but then I'm reminded of the subliminal stuff and predictive programming so that ruins the whole experience.
   in 2017 I started flipping out hardcore hearing voices and stuff like I was playing GTA 3 and suddenly all the sounds started flowing together like music and etc
   
   What's interesting about weed is after I take a break I can't remember what it really feels like to be high (it really messes with my memory) but I do know this ... when I'm high my mind is in a total state of fuck ... psychosis ... I can't think straight at all I have a million thoughts all at once my vision is super blurry and messed up ... horrible drug.
10. 2019-06-19 at 12:02 AM UTC

    #30
    HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Technologist Well if you’re a nut case, I’m sure marijuana could make it worse.

    
    I'm perfectly sane
11. 2019-06-19 at 12:05 AM UTC

    #31
    

    Technologist victim of incest

    Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0 I'm perfectly sane

    
    
    LAUGH OUTMOTHERFUCKINGLOUD
12. 2019-06-19 at 12:05 AM UTC

    #32
    HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Technologist LAUGH OUTMOTHERFUCKINGLOUD

    
    if you ever met me in person you would realize that I'm not mentally ill, maybe psychologically but that's another story.
13. 2019-06-19 at 12:06 AM UTC

    #33
    

    Technologist victim of incest
    U cra cra!
14. 2019-06-19 at 12:07 AM UTC

    #34
    HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Technologist U cra cra!

    
    I don't speak mexican
15. 2019-06-19 at 12:29 AM UTC

    #35
    

    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

    Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0 I'm perfectly sane

    
    You mentioned yesterday you're afraid of going back to the mental hospital
16. 2019-06-19 at 12:31 AM UTC

    #36
    Thotgirl African Astronaut
    I have had severe anxiety cuddling a cat helps greatly
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    • kroz
17. 2019-06-19 at 12:57 AM UTC

    #37
    HikikomoriYume0 African Astronaut

    Originally posted by Bill Krozby You mentioned yesterday you're afraid of going back to the mental hospital

    
    I was given the choice of going to a mental hospital or jail after breaking some windows, no big deal.
18. 2019-06-19 at 1:14 AM UTC

    #38
    

    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

    Originally posted by Thotgirl I have had severe anxiety cuddling a cat helps greatly

    
    I was about to suggest that
19. 2019-06-19 at 1:15 AM UTC

    #39
    

    kroz weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink

    Originally posted by HikikomoriYume0 I was given the choice of going to a mental hospital or jail after breaking some windows, no big deal.

    
    But why the mental hospital? Cause ur cookoo
20. 2019-06-19 at 1:46 AM UTC

    #40
    

    -SpectraL coward [the spuriously bluish-lilac bushman]

    Originally posted by Bill Krozby But why the mental hospital? Cause ur cookoo

    
    I'm a cookoo, too. So are you.