Should I feel shame because my last an hero attempt didnt work

1. 2019-05-07 at 5:25 PM UTC

   #1
   

   Dissociator African Astronaut
   Im pretty sure I overdosed on stims during benzo wd to try to die but instead I just had seizures and rhabdo instead
   
   Something is making me think I wouldn't make a dysphoric bonehead move like that for fun
   99 percent sure I tried to kms
2. 2019-05-07 at 5:42 PM UTC

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   Technologist victim of incest
   Now you just thought you were trying to kill your self?
   You are destroying yourself every day. Your eye is messed up, probably for life. You have rhabdo from your drug use. God only knows the amount of brain damage you’ve gotten from seizures or just the actual drugs. You’re young and look like an old guy who’s had a stroke.
   
   Listen, I don’t know you, but I’ve read enough to know a bit. You need to figure out what makes you do this shit and deal with it. I doubt that will happen, so you will continue to destroy your brain till you are comatose. Ya know a vegetable for life.
   
   Sorry man, but the shit you stoop to for a fuckin buzz is ridiculous.
   The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!

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3. 2019-05-07 at 5:44 PM UTC

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   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Just be safe ok..? No more ppx maoi pls
4. 2019-05-07 at 5:57 PM UTC

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   HTS highlight reel
   You should be so ashamed of trying in the first place that you never try again.
5. 2019-05-07 at 5:59 PM UTC

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   Jiggaboo_Johnson Black Hole
   Buy a gun...no need to complicate things.
6. 2019-05-07 at 10:25 PM UTC

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   Ghost Black Hole
   Can't even see out of his right eye.. never went the right way
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   • Dissociator
7. 2019-05-07 at 10:29 PM UTC

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   WellHung Black Hole

   Originally posted by Dissociator Im pretty sure I overdosed on stims during benzo wd to try to die but instead I just had seizures and rhabdo instead
   
   Something is making me think I wouldn't make a dysphoric bonehead move like that for fun
   99 percent sure I tried to kms

   
   never heard of rhabdo...wut's that? Also, what happened to your eye?
8. 2019-05-07 at 10:32 PM UTC

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   mashlehash victim of incest [my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
   Everything happened to Joe.
9. 2019-05-07 at 10:32 PM UTC

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   WellHung Black Hole

   Originally posted by Technologist Now you just thought you were trying to kill your self?
   You are destroying yourself every day. Your eye is messed up, probably for life. You have rhabdo from your drug use. God only knows the amount of brain damage you’ve gotten from seizures or just the actual drugs. You’re young and look like an old guy who’s had a stroke.
   
   Listen, I don’t know you, but I’ve read enough to know a bit. You need to figure out what makes you do this shit and deal with it. I doubt that will happen, so you will continue to destroy your brain till you are comatose. Ya know a vegetable for life.
   
   Sorry man, but the shit you stoop to for a fuckin buzz is ridiculous.

   
   I'm sure he appreciates that overwhelming support. Way to prop him up when he's down.👍❤
10. 2019-05-07 at 10:32 PM UTC

    #10
    WellHung Black Hole
    I feel bad for the disassociater. I want him to get well.
11. 2019-05-07 at 11:18 PM UTC

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    Zanick motherfucker [my p.a. supernal goa]
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    I'm sure your thoughts about the attempt and its results will change quite a bit over time. Try not to get preoccupied with feeling how you think you're supposed to.
    
12. 2019-05-07 at 11:20 PM UTC

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    Helladamnleet African Astronaut [impartially tyrannize that lentinus]

    Originally posted by Dissociator Im pretty sure I overdosed on stims during benzo wd to try to die but instead I just had seizures and rhabdo instead
    
    Something is making me think I wouldn't make a dysphoric bonehead move like that for fun
    99 percent sure I tried to kms

    
    Yes, and you will never get your honor back unless you finish what you started
13. 2019-05-08 at 3:21 AM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole
    joe roshambo, you did not try to seppek. You mixed a bunch of drugs because you are retarded and want to get see how many drug interactions you can do without breaking your body. You did NOT want to actually break it, but you did as a side effect.
    
    stop being fuckin dumbazz and doing ppx maoi, ya lil' retard lmao
14. 2019-05-10 at 3:54 PM UTC

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    Ghost Black Hole
    roshambo is plural
15. 2019-05-10 at 4:12 PM UTC

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    The Self Taught Man Black Hole

    Originally posted by HTS You should be so ashamed of trying in the first place that you never try again.

    
    So I was gonna say HTS with the most Totse response and then I realized I read it wrong and Lucy is just a sweet heart.
    
    
    

    Originally posted by Helladamnleet Yes, and you will never get your honor back unless you finish what you started

    
    And then later in the thread Hella swooped in with the actual most Totse response.
    
    
    Get well soon Disassociater
16. 2019-05-10 at 4:18 PM UTC

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    mashlehash victim of incest [my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
    I watched him on facebook live and he snorted a mixture of things...some fake speed that he bought from some gay he NAMED over facebook live.
    
    
    So smart
17. 2019-05-10 at 4:19 PM UTC

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    vindicktive vinny Black Hole

    Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Buy a gun…no need to complicate things.

    
    why buy a gun when theres a tall building nearby ?
18. 2019-05-10 at 4:20 PM UTC

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    Ghost Black Hole

    Originally posted by mashlehash I watched him on facebook live and he snorted a mixture of things…some fake speed that he bought from some gay he NAMED over facebook live.
    
    
    So smart

    
    that was a good stream
19. 2019-05-10 at 4:20 PM UTC

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    mashlehash victim of incest [my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]

    Originally posted by vindicktive vinny why buy a gun when theres a tall building nearby ?

    
    Get rid of your stupid fucking avatar or I'm going to kick your fucking ass
20. 2019-05-10 at 4:22 PM UTC

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    mashlehash victim of incest [my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]

    Originally posted by Ghost that was a good stream

    
    Lol and then he walks across the street with near snot bugars falling out of his nostrils, loudly sniffing and walking across street...to smoke a cigarette.
    
    Jesus doesn't care.