2018-08-31 at 1:40 PM UTC
Ever since like, 2014 (when I started taking drugs), it's like each year has had a different "feel". Before then they were all just kinda lumped together and I don't know the difference.
For example, 2014 was one of the best years of my life, when I was doing psychedelics all the time and stuff. 2016, on the other hand, was fucking shit, where I'd spent all my time drinking and going to shitty clubs and having to interact with fucking whore cunts.
2017 didn't really have a feel though. It was a weird year. Maybe like a bridge year, where I started to get my shit together.
2018, it's like I'm finally breathing. I've completely accepted that no woman will ever like me, which is doing wonders for my mental health.
2018-08-31 at 8:51 PM UTC
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2018-08-31 at 9:22 PM UTC
2018 was the year i drank ~200 gallons of beer and was a faggot on NIS 18hrs+ /day
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2018-08-31 at 10:12 PM UTC
I'm more healthy and I get more for free. Plus I still key people's cars. It's getting better. Other's are getting fatter and bitter while absorbing my effect.
2018-09-01 at 8:13 AM UTC
2012 was eh, life enhanced. Xanax adderall. Squeaky clean perceptually. 2013 was really shitty. Deleriants and teen angst. 2014 is when my whole life changed, starting mostly near mary/April, peaking at a penultimate meth/coke phenibut peak in summer of 2014 and fading into the spice bliss euphoria headspace of 2015, which was so many fucking revelations, went from a lazyish fat fuck to so many different viewpoints, for the first time in life everything fell into line. 2016 was the trisomy year, winding down so many awesome experiences and concluding a bunch of friendships and things ill never be able to do again. Things I can never feel, opportunities for functional addiction ill never have. Hell I'm in a fucking rehab.
2017 waa fucking weird as hell and I hated it. I honestly can't tell if 201... No I can tell 2018 fucking sucks worst year of my life
2018-09-01 at 7:41 PM UTC
2012- joined zoklet, smoked classic jwh-018 spice, got kicked out of 9th grade for stabbing an asian girl with a pencil. met sanzenbacher
2013- had my second girlfriend mollessta, got prescribed xanax and adderall, royally freaked the fuck out on her for months, got sent to sped school
2014- had my third girlfriend an autistic girl ashley, got seriously addicted to spice 5 grams a day. got psych hospitalized after having a schizophrenic break on spice thinking i was molested, narrowly avoided 6 months of inpatient. got my GED
2015- started having serious delusions about my autistic ex ducttaping her dog and spent like 6 months in turkey during spice withdrawals which was the absolute worst time of my life. wanted to kill myself every single day for months. when i got back i started doing a gram of bundy almost evert day. became best friends with roshambo
2016- broke into my neighbors house with a cinderblock on a plateau sigma after 6 months of bundy addiction, and had to go into rehab for like 2 months to avoid jail. the bundy really fucked with my mind and i started having constant intrusive thoughts of raj the roach demon while eating and fapping. had my first legit suicide attempt with T-PAIN and phenibut. spent my longest time sober since i was like 13 at 5 months though i was suffering the entire time. i started college classes this year. got involved in iqexams
2017- was gaining my college credits. started slipping back into bundy and nutmeg binges but they never got extremely bad. got fed up with dealing with being tortured by roach demons so i decided to see a psychiatrist for OCD and get medicated. was very depressed at the time. i got investigated by the FBI and the local police for harassing women and celebrities and sending them death threats. i glassed roshambo and started smoking mail order spice with my neighbor. started making tests for iqexams.
2018- meds started working and ocd became less severe. mostly stopped using bundy and hard drugs, and mainly drank and smoked weed. entered my second year of college. had a second run in with the FBI. took summer off to get my shit together, and have fixed my ocd/anxiety about showering which i now do daily. produced my 8th and last official IQ test so far, because ive decided to pursue other hobbies in the meantime. still smoke mail order spice occasionally. chilled with my neighbor a lot while shamby was in rehab for 6 months. im happier now than ive been in a long time
2018-09-01 at 8:59 PM UTC
Sudo
Black Hole
[my hereto riemannian peach]
You spent a long time saying you just do drugs and obcess about girls. Why the fuck doesn't?
I think of my years in terms of my incarceration during them. Sometimes I'm on house arrest too. Last year sucked it was totally jaily. This year started off kinda incarcerated but it's shaping out to be not so bad. Hopefully next year will be a jail free freedom extravaganza
2018-09-01 at 9:17 PM UTC
Years are like that with me too
Sometimes they're inspired by an album that came out that year and depending on how it sounds and the cover art I'll associate those aesthetics with the year.
2013 - 2014 were very bright and cheerful, I smoked a ton of weed and did lots of vr.
2010 - 2012 were very dark and depressing, I was an alcoholic, the jedis attacked Japan and started flooding Europe with handsome and well tanned individuals.
2015 - 2017 very dark again, I became homeless, started going out in the fleshnet and saw a huge handsome and well tanned individuals infestation in my county, started having psychotic episodes.
2018 extremely depressing, thought the government was stalking me and that I was an mkultra subject, now I work all the time and it's very tiring.
I can only hope 2019 will set things right and make up for such an awful decade.
2018-09-01 at 10:23 PM UTC
I signed a form 2019 yesterday by accident. Several times I've had to ask what year it was. Caring about years is silly. The months matter, but time is cyclical.
2018-09-01 at 10:26 PM UTC
POLECAT
POLECAT is a motherfucking ferret
[my presentably immunised ammonification]
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2018-09-02 at 12:36 AM UTC
1988 - 2015 SHIT!
2016- 2018 METH ORGASM!
I'ma ball on these whores nigga fuck a feel!
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2018-09-02 at 12:53 AM UTC
after the 1980s Music became mostly shit
