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2018-06-26 at 5:41 PM UTC
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2018-06-26 at 5:43 PM UTCThe only real cure is for the world to rid itself of evil once and for all, then immortal life follows. You can't put the cart before the horse.
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2018-06-26 at 5:44 PM UTCJust figure out what human consciousness really is and then how to upload it to a computer/robot and you're immortal.
They already put a worms brain in a lego robot...next would be a niggers brain.
https://www.smithsonianmag.com/smart-news/weve-put-worms-mind-lego-robot-body-180953399/The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-06-26 at 5:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by Jiggaboo_Johnson Just figure out what human consciousness really is and then how to upload it to a computer/robot and you're immortal.
Absolutely correct. Reality is kind of like a giant computer program, and we only reside in part of it. Atoms become the pixels. Inside the matrix, programs are running. We reside in only part of the fulsomeness of the programming. When we die, we are not really lost. The code which represents us all is still there after we die. We're not really gone for good, only in state of stasis. Even the evil ones are not really gone - not yet. Nefarious aliens also have the know-how to tamper with parts of the programming, but certain other parts, which include the code we are, have been restricted from alteration. Everlasting life, the end of pain, the end of suffering, the end of all ailments which plague mankind, is but just a modification of the structures of the code, and only one individual in all possible worlds has the password. -
2018-06-26 at 6:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by doofusrick https://sanctionedsuicide.net/threads/going-to-kill-myself-tommorow.987/
Originally posted by serge For anyone who wonders, Vincent has been banned for
1) Insulting other users
2) Not respecting other user's decisions and opinions.
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2018-06-26 at 7:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader spectral, any comments ???
Seems kind of retarded to me to go to a site dedicated to the promotion of suicide to whine and complain about said suicides. That would be a good ban, IMO, if the user kept the shit up for too long. That site is not dedicated to free speech and open opinion, it's dedicated to people who are too lazy to help anyone else but themselves and want a cowardly exit. It's probably better they DO kill themselves, because if they're not ready to help anyone but themselves, then they really have no place in a beneficial and constructive society anyways. -
2018-06-26 at 7:17 PM UTCMy wife and I split up in 2012/2013. She had a daughter from a previous relationship when I met her and that girl became my step daughter until the divorce.
After the divorce my ex continued to use drugs and I got clean in March 2013.
Couple years later, my former step daughter gets into major trouble / heroin addiction and gets taken from my ex wife by Child protective services for severe neglect (age 16) That’s when I got full custody of our 13mo boy and 7yo girl. My step daughter didn’t like group homes at all and asked to come live with me and her half siblings so I said yes. This was feb / March of 2016.
Fast forward and things are moving along, and November rolls around and my mother suddenly faints at the school she teaches at overseas and it turns out that it is brain cancer and it’s really really bad. 5cm tumors. Plural. In the brain. That was thanksgiving day 2016. 30 days later my stepdaughter goes missing and had relapsed on heroin and the first clue to her whereabouts was pictures of her on backpage being sold as an underaged sex worker. The fbi got involved as it’s super illegal to post naked / sell women under the age of 18 online. They have a exploited children task force. My profession is cyber security and online forensics as well as being a former Marine so for three weeks I tracked everything down that I could and that lead me to finding her at a shady house at 1am just north of the downtown area of a major US city. A Top 10 US city.
The cops didn’t believe the “crazy” father right away but when they raided the house 2 hours later they found her and took her to the hospital. Long stint in rehab and she’s been doing a lot better.
After I found her, and after those three weeks were done, m ex-mother in law came to stay with me and my younger kids and I barely left my bed for a month. It took me months to cry. I started havin nightmares about random motels and watching through the eyes of other men, finding and paying and sleeping with my own kid. But it’s not me, I’m stuck having to watch and when I wake up and fall back asleep the dream would continue.
I lost my job. Couldn’t keep things together and in August of last year I attempted suicide when I had to face the reality that I couldn’t take care of my children anymore. They left with cps under a voluntary order as they call it. Much better that I did that than have them taken. I went to the VA hospital and was admitted to the psych ward for a week.
It’s been a rough couple years Recovering drug addict Single dad of really young kids Foster / step daughter gets sold into prostitution when she didn’t have the money to pay her dealer back.
It’s been almost 11 months since the suicide attempt and even telling people the story seems to mess up their worldview and catches people off guard completely. I barely go out anymore and was able to get my kids out of foster care after being gone for three months. I have a job that I love but am suddenly noticing that my short term and medium to long term memory is in shambles. I’ve been in fight or flight / mission mode for multiple years now and I’m not sure how to move forward. 35yo single male, full time employed, no family anywhere nearby and I cry randomly or intermittently, and feel like I’m just barely hanging on. No real end in sight and I would really love for someone to tell me how to be happy again.
Taken from Reddit, not me.
Forgot to put in the link. Basically MALICE, you're not the only one dealing with issues. You can make it work.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-06-26 at 7:20 PM UTCIs that your story or a copy/paste from that site?
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2018-06-26 at 7:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dfg … I’ve been in fight or flight / mission mode for multiple years now and I’m not sure how to move forward. 35yo single male, full time employed, no family anywhere nearby and I cry randomly or intermittently, and feel like I’m just barely hanging on. No real end in sight and I would really love for someone to tell me how to be happy again.
Thing is, you CAN'T be happy in this world. This world is currently in control of Satan the Devil and his henchpersons. The world has been setup very carefully and thoughtfully in just such a way as to NOT make you happy. It's normal that you are having all these problems and sufferings and losses and pain and miseries and hopelessness. Satan the Devil wants to break you. He wants to grind you. He wants to pulverize you into dust. He brings you up just so he can bring you down, and laugh his head off. This is all just a game to him; he already knows he's finished. But he has legal control from God right now. Things must play out in the Court of God. Evidence must be brought forth. Witnesses must testify. The results must be weighed. The martyrs must fall, ground to dust beneath the ever-turning wheat stone. You too have a part to play, and play it you will. In the end, if you endure, everything will be undone, just as if it never even happened. That's the truth. You just need to get through it, not sell your soul, not give up, and everything will be undone, just as if it had never happened. And in a deep sense, it WILL never have happened, but you'll still be you, and they'll still be them. -
2018-06-26 at 7:28 PM UTCas far as i knew dfg is a paki living in the phillipines or summing.
..The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-06-26 at 7:32 PM UTC
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2018-06-26 at 7:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by benny vader corrected.
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Nope, still in PH, I just pasted someones post from reddit.
Originally posted by NARCassist as far as i knew dfg is a paki living in the phillipines or summing.
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Originally posted by -SpectraL Thing is, you CAN'T be happy in this world. This world is currently in control of Satan the Devil and his henchpersons. The world has been setup very carefully and thoughtfully in just such a way as to NOT make you happy. It's normal that you are having all these problems and sufferings and losses and pain and miseries and hopelessness. Satan the Devil wants to break you. He wants to grind you. He wants to pulverize you into dust. He brings you up just so he can bring you down, and laugh his head off. This is all just a game to him; he already knows he's finished. But he has legal control from God right now. Things must play out in the Court of God. Evidence must be brought forth. Witnesses must testify. The results must be weighed. The martyrs must fall, ground to dust beneath the ever-turning wheat stone. You too have a part to play, and play it you will. In the end, if you endure, everything will be undone, just as if it never even happened. That's the truth. You just need to get through it, not sell your soul, not give up, and everything will be undone, just as if it had never happened. And in a deep sense, it WILL never have happened, but you'll still be you, and they'll still be them.
Err I am an Atheist, the devil satan can suck it.
Originally posted by ohfralala Is that your story or a copy/paste from that site?
Not my story, i just stumbled on it.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-06-26 at 7:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL Absolutely correct. Reality is kind of like a giant computer program, and we only reside in part of it. Atoms become the pixels. Inside the matrix, programs are running. We reside in only part of the fulsomeness of the programming. When we die, we are not really lost. The code which represents us all is still there after we die. We're not really gone for good, only in state of stasis. Even the evil ones are not really gone - not yet. Nefarious aliens also have the know-how to tamper with parts of the programming, but certain other parts, which include the code we are, have been restricted from alteration. Everlasting life, the end of pain, the end of suffering, the end of all ailments which plague mankind, is but just a modification of the structures of the code, and only one individual in all possible worlds has the password.
that could explain ghosts you know. it could be kinda like some partial old code left on a disc after deletion getting unintentionally read again, like a glitch. life's a glitch, then you die.
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2018-06-26 at 7:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dfg My wife and I split up in 2012/2013. She had a daughter from a previous relationship when I met her and that girl became my step daughter until the divorce.
After the divorce my ex continued to use drugs and I got clean in March 2013.
Couple years later, my former step daughter gets into major trouble / heroin addiction and gets taken from my ex wife by Child protective services for severe neglect (age 16) That’s when I got full custody of our 13mo boy and 7yo girl. My step daughter didn’t like group homes at all and asked to come live with me and her half siblings so I said yes. This was feb / March of 2016.
Fast forward and things are moving along, and November rolls around and my mother suddenly faints at the school she teaches at overseas and it turns out that it is brain cancer and it’s really really bad. 5cm tumors. Plural. In the brain. That was thanksgiving day 2016. 30 days later my stepdaughter goes missing and had relapsed on heroin and the first clue to her whereabouts was pictures of her on backpage being sold as an underaged sex worker. The fbi got involved as it’s super illegal to post naked / sell women under the age of 18 online. They have a exploited children task force. My profession is cyber security and online forensics as well as being a former Marine so for three weeks I tracked everything down that I could and that lead me to finding her at a shady house at 1am just north of the downtown area of a major US city. A Top 10 US city.
The cops didn’t believe the “crazy” father right away but when they raided the house 2 hours later they found her and took her to the hospital. Long stint in rehab and she’s been doing a lot better.
After I found her, and after those three weeks were done, m ex-mother in law came to stay with me and my younger kids and I barely left my bed for a month. It took me months to cry. I started havin nightmares about random motels and watching through the eyes of other men, finding and paying and sleeping with my own kid. But it’s not me, I’m stuck having to watch and when I wake up and fall back asleep the dream would continue.
I lost my job. Couldn’t keep things together and in August of last year I attempted suicide when I had to face the reality that I couldn’t take care of my children anymore. They left with cps under a voluntary order as they call it. Much better that I did that than have them taken. I went to the VA hospital and was admitted to the psych ward for a week.
It’s been a rough couple years Recovering drug addict Single dad of really young kids Foster / step daughter gets sold into prostitution when she didn’t have the money to pay her dealer back.
It’s been almost 11 months since the suicide attempt and even telling people the story seems to mess up their worldview and catches people off guard completely. I barely go out anymore and was able to get my kids out of foster care after being gone for three months. I have a job that I love but am suddenly noticing that my short term and medium to long term memory is in shambles. I’ve been in fight or flight / mission mode for multiple years now and I’m not sure how to move forward. 35yo single male, full time employed, no family anywhere nearby and I cry randomly or intermittently, and feel like I’m just barely hanging on. No real end in sight and I would really love for someone to tell me how to be happy again.
Taken from Reddit, not me.
Forgot to put in the link. Basically MALICE, you're not the only one dealing with issues. You can make it work.
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2018-06-26 at 9:04 PM UTC
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2018-06-26 at 9:26 PM UTC
Originally posted by NARCassist that could explain ghosts you know. it could be kinda like some partial old code left on a disc after deletion getting unintentionally read again, like a glitch. life's a glitch, then you die.
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That is exactly right. That's because it's ALL still really there, just not at the moment, and sometimes a glitch, or intentional interference, reveals that truth. In reality, the past, the present and the future are all really one thing. We just don't know it yet. -
2018-06-26 at 9:45 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL Just because you don't know someone doesn't make them unimportant. It's more like you are hurt and sad for you, not really for the person you profess to care for.
Never said they were unimportant. But I don't have enough time in my day to find all these dying people and save them, however I do have enough time to save Malice. -
2018-06-26 at 9:50 PM UTC
Originally posted by -SpectraL That is exactly right. That's because it's ALL still really there, just not at the moment, and sometimes a glitch, or intentional interference, reveals that truth. In reality, the past, the present and the future are all really one thing. We just don't know it yet.
but that would mean there are no souls, that ghosts aren't the soul living in the afterlife or in limbo or whatever. it would just be a reply of their dead data, like a record player plays a song but that doesn't mean the artist is in your house playing it live, its just a recording being replayed is all.
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2018-06-26 at 9:53 PM UTC
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