Like a really good money making method, or a way to get some trucks, something like that. I sit there on google maps over my city, looking for...something. Maybe an abandoned building with a shittload of scrap metal laying out in the open, or just something cool to explore, even though I have no way to get there if I did find something.* I sit in the chair looking out the window at my backyard, thinking of where I should apply next when I'm done with this "job", and ways to supplement my income, trying to come up with some solution to my life's one and only problem: not having enough money. I still belive I'll either figure something out, or eventually i'll come all the way back around to where I was trying to get without trying because so much time went by that I eventually got enought pay raises and work experience and shit...or something. Its no pressure though, I'm gonna die someday.
*I'll be able to drive around here and there in about a month or 2 actually
