2018-03-26 at 1:04 PM UTC
I have to do it. I have to calm down. I analyze every little thing women do to me, to the point where it drives me insane. It'll be difficult to change my thought patterns, but there's no benefit to them. Lanny's right. I'm just going to have to accept that I'll be alone forever, and no girl would want me. I'll focus on other things.
It's hard, because I have this animalistic urge to want to have sex with women... maybe I should get myself chemically castrated.
Anyway, I'm going to start learning how to meditate. Obbe put me off it for the longest time, but 'eh... if it can help recreate the effects of valium, then why not.
I just blocked all my porn sites too. Seriously, that's a contribution to my anger. Porn and instagram whores.
Just gotta calm down... calm down... calm down...
2018-03-26 at 1:07 PM UTC
Aw, I like you Enter... if I didn't have a boyfriend you'd be at the top of my list ha ha. You're weird. Women don't hate you. 🙃
2018-03-26 at 1:09 PM UTC
cut your cock off if you serious
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2018-03-26 at 1:24 PM UTC
i'll just have to fuck prostitutes... should've done that a long time... they're all i can get.
i'll keep working out tho. make the prostitute's jobs a bit easier, so they at least get to fuck someone with a good body. :(
im literally crying lol
2018-03-26 at 3:36 PM UTC
Obbe
Alan What?
[annoy my right-angled speediness]
You don't have to sit in the lotus position to learn how to quiet your mind.
2018-03-26 at 3:47 PM UTC
You don't need to calm down you need to vent. Go do a shooting at a mosque and let yourself get captured alive. You're still young. The girls will all notice you for being an hero. So when you get out they'll be lined up waiting for you. Plus the world will have a few less mudslimes.
