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Slaynk's monday
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2018-03-12 at 9:57 AM UTCAfter an aimless, powerful yet emotional weekend, I'm going to go into this week with relatively few expectations. I might meet more girls. Who knows. Went to church Saturday night, acting like I was deeply entranced, when in reality I was at the emptiest I had felt in a while... Then I went again Sunday morning, it was refreshing to see all the old faces and to see my dad. Overwhelming... I'm glad I've been forded these opportunities.
Today's regiment
Get dressed
Go to store for food to eat
Eat
Ride to the center
Fill out paperwork/ prepare for group.
Attend group
Home
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2018-03-12 at 10 AM UTCy not skip group?
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2018-03-12 at 10:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Nil y not skip group?
I would but people kind of want me there. Plus I don't mind getting out of the house :(
Plus I need food, so I can't stay in all month. I'll ride this out. I expect to watch some track meets this spring, to appease my inner pedo :(
But Idk tbh. I would skip, and that sounds like a good idea. But I don't possess the creative capacity to think up something that would be equal or (preferably) better to do. -
2018-03-12 at 12:24 PM UTCWhat's "group"?
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2018-03-12 at 12:43 PM UTCYea what's group? Are you some sort of recovering addict or something?
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2018-03-12 at 1:15 PM UTCFor mental health. I was admitted to in patient on February 5th for general shenanigans. So today I will be listening to the saddest stories in the world...
But I just get high then after I get high I get low. Leading to depression. So I'm here now about to do this stuff. Yesterday I came in to do an assessment after a comedown from bundy. I was falling asleep on the road, geesh. But It's a two week thing, I wanted to stay home, but it'll be nice getting out. For sure.
Had a good weekend, time for some stuff now. -
2018-03-12 at 2:08 PM UTCwtf is bundy
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2018-03-12 at 5:08 PM UTC
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2018-03-12 at 5:20 PM UTCyou will feel fucked in the head and depressed if you abuse dextromethorphan. this effect can last a while too. You might wonder afterwards if you fucked yourself for life.
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2018-03-12 at 5:22 PM UTCMeth reverses damage caused by bundy. #FACTS.
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2018-03-12 at 5:37 PM UTC
Originally posted by BRiCK you will feel fucked in the head and depressed if you abuse dextromethorphan. this effect can last a while too. You might wonder afterwards if you fucked yourself for life.
Yea, you're right. Ultimately I am limited by my resources though. I just got in my zone and started pounding and became an astronaut. Saw some good shit out in space, did a few experiments. Hell I even did a ritual. Ultimately though, I don't think I need to do that stuff to the extent I did anymore. I'd post pictures, but I'm not messing with Imgur right now. But I think it's a good choice to leave it be. It was a one time deal. It was the highest I had ever been without being totally debilitated. It's little kid shit though. I was vibing hard as fuck though. But it got to the point that doing the simplest tasks (including remembering to do it) became difficult challenges. There was a lot of giving up and going to bed through out the night. But it's like my advanced studies teacher would say of deductive reasoning, "atleast you know what not to do now" so I got that going in my favor. Just glad there was no dph involved, or it would have been chaos.
DOn't do it man, not worth it.
As far as meth is concerned though, I don't really use meth -
2018-03-14 at 8:22 PM UTC"atleast you know what not to do now"
Best to stay away from drugs in general, else you'll know about a whole lot of other stuff that you'll know not to do.
Time will eventually heal what damage you've done. If you want to speed up recovery, take noopept. You're supposed to take a 10mg sublingual dose of it 2-3 times a day after meals. The meals should contain a lot of choline for max effect. The treatment term is little under 2 months, to be repeated after some time (forgot exactly how long before repeating, I think 1 month).
If taken properly without skipping doses, it will increase neuroplasticity as well as NGF and BDNF in the brain.
I'm trying to help because, judging by the shoes you got, you're an alright lad.
PS try learning new things while recovering. Do things a little differently generally. -
2018-03-15 at 12:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by BRiCK "atleast you know what not to do now"
:( man thanks, I had a rough day. I needed this.
Best to stay away from drugs in general, else you'll know about a whole lot of other stuff that you'll know not to do.
Time will eventually heal what damage you've done. If you want to speed up recovery, take noopept. You're supposed to take a 10mg sublingual dose of it 2-3 times a day after meals. The meals should contain a lot of choline for max effect. The treatment term is little under 2 months, to be repeated after some time (forgot exactly how long before repeating, I think 1 month).
If taken properly without skipping doses, it will increase neuroplasticity as well as NGF and BDNF in the brain.
I'm trying to help because, judging by the shoes you got, you're an alright lad.
PS try learning new things while recovering. Do things a little differently generally.