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anyone ever withdrew from benzos?

  1. #21
    Originally posted by Issue313 I was once hardcore addicted to benzos, just whatever, I had a box with mail order clonopin and xanax and lorazepam IIRC, it was like a sweet box. Just weaned myself off over two or three weeks.

    Benzos addiction experience made me better and really helped with my anxiety. I have to say mail order benzodiazapeines and becoming addicted were on the whole a positive thing for me, and really helped me straighten myself out.

    You never really hear about the positive drug stories.

    because 99.9% of the time being addicted to benzos is horrible?
  2. #22
    bling bling Dark Matter
    ehhh benzo wds are weird unless ur comeing off alot diaz is one of the top ones to taper off wif
  3. #23
    Originally posted by bling bling i eat 100mg diaz for breakfast cuz manic depression such a frustratin mess

    That's because you're retarded.
  4. #24
    bling bling Dark Matter
    yeh im retarded im livin slow livin lavish why u hateing on me
  5. #25
    i've been popping xanax bars once or twice a week recently

    this thread makes me want to get more
  6. #26
    I wanna cook my own Xanax it looks easy

    https://erowid.org/archive/rhodium/chemistry/diazepam.html
  7. #27
    bling bling Dark Matter
    benzoids dont get u buzzed dont bother
  8. #28
    once or twice i've gotten full body euphoria from xanax, but the vast majority of times i just start forgetting things and have delusions of sobriety
  9. #29
    Originally posted by Issue313 I was once hardcore addicted to benzos, just whatever, I had a box with mail order clonopin and xanax and lorazepam IIRC, it was like a sweet box. Just weaned myself off over two or three weeks.

    Benzos addiction experience made me better and really helped with my anxiety. I have to say mail order benzodiazapeines and becoming addicted were on the whole a positive thing for me, and really helped me straighten myself out.

    You never really hear about the positive drug stories.

    I feel the same way. Drugs kind of changed my personality for the better. More confident/assertive and less anxious, even while sober.
  10. #30
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Issue313 I was once hardcore addicted to benzos, just whatever, I had a box with mail order clonopin and xanax and lorazepam IIRC, it was like a sweet box. Just weaned myself off over two or three weeks.

    Benzos addiction experience made me better and really helped with my anxiety. I have to say mail order benzodiazapeines and becoming addicted were on the whole a positive thing for me, and really helped me straighten myself out.

    You never really hear about the positive drug stories.

    This encourages me, because I intend to be hopped up on benzos for the entire time I'm at college. I'm literally going to tell my psychiatrist I'm too autistic to handle it without medication, which is true.
  11. #31
    mashlehash victim of incest [my perspicuously dependant flavourlessness]
    Originally posted by Something Squirrel I wanna cook my own Xanax it looks easy

    https://erowid.org/archive/rhodium/chemistry/diazepam.html

    Yes. Yes, you should totally do that.
  12. #32
    bling bling Dark Matter
    Originally posted by Malice This encourages me, because I intend to be hopped up on benzos for the entire time I'm at college. I'm literally going to tell my psychiatrist I'm too autistic to handle it without medication, which is true.

    wait for the next gen gaba tings to come out they might b safer
  13. #33
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I can't wait, I need something now.
  14. #34
    bling bling Dark Matter
    Originally posted by Malice I can't wait, I need something now.

    nooo u dont its ohk its ohk bro take a deep breath
  15. #35
    Is intense self hatred a symptom of benzo wd or is this just normal
  16. #36
    bling bling Dark Matter
    its just thoughts bro they dont last forever
  17. #37
    Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by greenplastic Is intense self hatred a symptom of benzo wd or is this just normal

    Benzos tend to block out negative thoughts. Maybe it was just being suppressed and you naturally feel this?
  18. #38
    Daily an(nu)ally [dissolutely whisk the pantheon]
    I was popping 3x0.5mg xannies a night for 2 weeks because I have difficulty sleeping

    I began to get worried about addiction/dependency so I just substituted it for weed. Luckily, didn't get any withdrawals - wasn't increasing my doses anyway. Still, I pop one or two 10mg vallies a month for recreational purposes
  19. #39
    Originally posted by Malice This encourages me, because I intend to be hopped up on benzos for the entire time I'm at college. I'm literally going to tell my psychiatrist I'm too autistic to handle it without medication, which is true.

    Having a supply is good, but IMO doing them every day isn't. The body adjusts to being on them, same as with most drugs, so they lose effectiveness, and you have to deal with the deterioration in short term memory they tend to cause.

    However if you need to socialise taking a benzo beforehand is a good thing.

    Maybe you should just become an alcoholic instead?
  20. #40
    Originally posted by Malice Benzos tend to block out negative thoughts. Maybe it was just being suppressed and you naturally feel this?

    Yea dude. I forgot about this shit. I have no withdrawal anymore though, at least that I can feel
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