2017-11-17 at 5:43 AM UTC
As u prob know i have no self control but im tired of wasting my life
That job didnt last long because humans are lame but I know someone who can get me a job at some lumber yard which sounds ok
But aside frm the drugs, I spend alot of my days being vain for literally no reason like a delusion my face is collapsed from snorting all the drugs but is kinda true now because of bruxism malnourishment and... snorting hundreds of pills a month
I came up with a cool idea of making up all hours wasted being delusional or staring at the floor trying to imagine as many possible ways my life couldve turned out better by...
Lifting and running
For the past thirteen hours ive ran on amphetamine phentermine and done hundreds of dumbbell reps and coming up with stupid exercises which are probably damaging my muscles even more
I can only get three hours of sleep max. nowadays even if i down a fuckton of gin or overdose on muscle relaxers and blood pressure pills so fuck brain damage atleast I can get off my ass to exercise
2017-11-17 at 5:44 AM UTC
My diet consists of cigarettes, amphetamine, v8, pepsi, prune juice and chicken broth
2017-11-17 at 5:58 AM UTC
You're gonna get rhabdomyolysis
2017-11-17 at 6:09 AM UTC
Binge loser-ing and trying to sweat out the shame?
No
2017-11-17 at 12:03 PM UTC
self preservaton keeps the crowd alive
