I started this summer motivated to be sober and do shit

1. 2017-09-16 at 4:17 PM UTC

   #1
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Well I got a lot of work done, made a bunch of money, got into some new hobbies, got a decent amount of exercise, but still ended up being on benzos, opiates, and weed daily. I can function on these drugs for work no problem, but going to class and retaining information will be harder so I have to quit so I've been tapering but I'm still not happy I have to take 4 fucking drugs daily. Like my life just turns into managing the chemicals currently running through my head. I got other shit to worry about.
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   • RisiR †
2. 2017-09-16 at 6:19 PM UTC

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   RisiR † 29 Autism
   Time management was one of the main reasons I sobered up.
   
   Everything had to align with me getting high. That was the priority. No matter what I did I had to be high or I thought it was shit.
3. 2017-09-16 at 6:22 PM UTC

   #3
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Just kill yourself dude. Or stop being a fucking degenerate.
4. 2017-09-16 at 7:26 PM UTC

   #4
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole

   Originally posted by RisiR † Time management was one of the main reasons I sobered up.
   
   Everything had to align with me getting high. That was the priority. No matter what I did I had to be high or I thought it was shit.

   
   yea...i mean i get everything i need to get done done, perfectly well, but then i just don't do shit else
5. 2017-09-16 at 7:30 PM UTC

   #5
   The Self Taught Man Black Hole
   Eventually the drugs don't even do anything and you start to wonder what the fucking point is.