2017-07-29 at 7:51 PM UTC
why do you drink ?
sometimes i am angry and i drank. but not always. being happy, lame, bored, anxious, in fact, almost every kind of feeling makes me want to drink.
turns out i just want to drink all the time. it got so badd that i would spend hours of my time going around town looking for alcohol after work becos my usual merchant was closed. i need-need-need-need to have alcohol before i go to sleep.
i can not sleep until it makes me sleep.
they say this is alcohol addiction and that i'm an alchoholick. and i thought so too and believed them. i thought i had alcohol problem.
until like about 6 weeks ago when all of a sudden all that cravings went away in one nite, which i've no explanation for.
now i find myself starring at that half a bottle of hunting lodge and i say to ''drink, benny drinkk''
but just couldnt be bothered to go pick it up.
weird.
2017-07-29 at 7:55 PM UTC
7Up commercials trigger my thirst. I personally dislike alcohol. The trade off sucks, a mediocre buzz for a shitty hang-over.
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2017-07-30 at 12:49 AM UTC
Why is this in H&S lol? Please keep it to the relevant forum.
2017-07-30 at 12:52 AM UTC
i think its a cry for help lanny.
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2017-07-30 at 1:11 AM UTC
but to respond to OP, I seem to always have a background desire to drink, it's fun, feels good, but it's easily ignored The biggest things that make me feel like "man, I need a drink" are being tired or being angry. When I'm tired, either physically or just worn out from working a lot, I just want to chill out and have a couple of drinks. It's pretty rare that I feel actively mad about things but when I do I have a bad habit of drinking heavily. It's just like "this is so fucked, I don't even want to dignify it by being sober" which is kind of a wierd line of thinking but it's very compelling. Also it's the only headstate where I can enjoy MXE I've found.
I think it might be an inherited quality, the men in my family all have this very peculiar self-destructive anger response. Like not always drinking, but the total sense revulsion, I think the psychology is to do something with obviously terrible outcomes as a outward sign of contempt for the situation. I've seen by grandfather and both his sons just totally screw themselves over so bad following this pattern on multiple occasions, especially in a business context, so I guess by comparison a hangover isn't the worst thing in the world.
2017-07-30 at 4:51 AM UTC
with alcohol you lose control of all your senses. with drugs you get to be high as a fucking kite yet still able to think, feel, see, walk, talk etc. i still like to retain admin privileges over my body when i get fucked up.
you get me?
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2017-07-30 at 6:07 AM UTC
Dr. Pepper, an intellectual drink for the chosen ones.
2017-07-30 at 7:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie
IDK, i just don't like it.
like hiv aids, it has to be acquired.
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