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2020-02-19 at 9:05 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs Doctor Dregs here, what the fuck is your problem(s)? Dr. Casper is off on some Italian villa with some understanding beautiful petite cunt thats been there for him lately…she should be raped and killed but the Dr has helped me lately so MAYBE some mercy on her worthless cunt. Maybe not.
Tell me all about your problems…and I will write ya up several treatments and prescriptions for you FREE OF CHARGE because i care so much about YOU.
If you want to sexify me…FREE OF CHARGE UNLIKE THAT PIECE OF SHIT DOCTOR CASPER.
LETS cuddle IF ya don't wanna talk..and IMPREGNANT ME NOW.. Casper isn't around. I will kill the baby asap. Truest Romance ever Cheyes.
Kill the leeches in my ovaries though babe…they ain't acting right. Thanks
i found dietpeeno guys hes okThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-02-19 at 10:54 PM UTCwell fuuuuuuuuuuukkk
i called my doctor this morning asking if she still wanted to put me on naltrexone but she was busy.. then she called me like 5 minutes after i ate a wheede gummy asking me to come in and pop a UAy... im completely clean from everything else rn though is the thing, and had no wheede in my system either. i could tell she was kinda pissed that my neuro is keeping me on max dose ROGABBARDZORZ even though I made her put me on it to be begin with lol cos in her voicemail she went
UUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHH UHHH UH UHHHH... UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UUUHHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHH every other word was UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but she's not dumb, she's really smart for an NP she's just kinda weird. I would have weird sex with her maybe, she has a weird nose and acts really weird so maybe she's not mad idk
well now i pretty much have to change my mind and tell her i dont want it (again) which will look suspicious (again) but the only reason i was asking about it was because she told me i have to try naltrexone before i can do suboxone.. but to be honest i dont want to do either one anymore. suboxone sounds appealing at first but those clinics are a nightmare i imagine and i have to cut back my gabbz some. im not welfare'd enough to have time or desire to go into the clinic for an hour a day to get my subs that i dont really want in the first place. Also i only imagine they do frequent drug testing there which would probably be a good thing tbqh but seriously fuck suboxone. I want it but I don't.
the Crouton is more expensive and definitely weaker (not that that's a bad thing), and it has naltrexone built into it if you take enough which is kind of neat. The more you take the less drugs you desire because it puts you in a headspace that feels dysphoric yet anti-addictive, but unlike naltrexone and suboxone you can still get high on other opiates which makes it better than those govt cuck drugs. pills are gay, the only opiates anyone should do are Crouton and morphine
O WAIT
FUK
brain kicked in for a minute
I'll can just say that I took cbd oil for pain and insomnia which actually can make you pop hot. she might not buy it if it's quantitative but probably wont care either. then i can get naltrexone anyway and add it to the stash
im not really sober even though im sober am i
people here like to shit on me and say "DUURR HURR CRAKHED CRAKHED!! !!" even though it's the same goddamned thing as cocaine which is the "rich ppl high class celebrity" drug. it's bullshit that they call the exact same equivalent thing the scourge of the earth homeless people drug that makes you a bad person for doing. It's really rich coming from them and it's really just ignorant and closed minded conservative thinking tbqh famThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-02-20 at 12:01 AM UTCi think the reason i came back to this website (briefly) was just to witness the destruction and sorrow resulting from your lives of wrongness, and look down on you from my very, very high vantage point of happiness.
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2020-02-20 at 4:18 AM UTC
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2020-02-20 at 4:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by Cheyes well fuuuuuuuuuuukkk
i called my doctor this morning asking if she still wanted to put me on naltrexone but she was busy.. then she called me like 5 minutes after i ate a wheede gummy asking me to come in and pop a UAy… im completely clean from everything else rn though is the thing, and had no wheede in my system either. i could tell she was kinda pissed that my neuro is keeping me on max dose ROGABBARDZORZ even though I made her put me on it to be begin with lol cos in her voicemail she went
UUUUUUUUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHH UHHH UH UHHHH… UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH UUUHHHHHHHHH UHHHHHHH every other word was UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH but she's not dumb, she's really smart for an NP she's just kinda weird. I would have weird sex with her maybe, she has a weird nose and acts really weird so maybe she's not mad idk
well now i pretty much have to change my mind and tell her i dont want it (again) which will look suspicious (again) but the only reason i was asking about it was because she told me i have to try naltrexone before i can do suboxone.. but to be honest i dont want to do either one anymore. suboxone sounds appealing at first but those clinics are a nightmare i imagine and i have to cut back my gabbz some. im not welfare'd enough to have time or desire to go into the clinic for an hour a day to get my subs that i dont really want in the first place. Also i only imagine they do frequent drug testing there which would probably be a good thing tbqh but seriously fuck suboxone. I want it but I don't.
the Crouton is more expensive and definitely weaker (not that that's a bad thing), and it has naltrexone built into it if you take enough which is kind of neat. The more you take the less drugs you desire because it puts you in a headspace that feels dysphoric yet anti-addictive, but unlike naltrexone and suboxone you can still get high on other opiates which makes it better than those govt cuck drugs. pills are gay, the only opiates anyone should do are Crouton and morphine
O WAIT
FUK
brain kicked in for a minute
I'll can just say that I took cbd oil for pain and insomnia which actually can make you pop hot. she might not buy it if it's quantitative but probably wont care either. then i can get naltrexone anyway and add it to the stash
im not really sober even though im sober am i
people here like to shit on me and say "DUURR HURR CRAKHED CRAKHED!! !!" even though it's the same goddamned thing as cocaine which is the "rich ppl high class celebrity" drug. it's bullshit that they call the exact same equivalent thing the scourge of the earth homeless people drug that makes you a bad person for doing. It's really rich coming from them and it's really just ignorant and closed minded conservative thinking tbqh fam
why are you trying to get on either one? sounds like ur DOC is krek anyway -
2020-02-20 at 4:37 AM UTC
34. Consider the hypothetical case of a man who can have anything he wants just by wishing for it. Such a man has power, but he will develop serious psychological problems. At first he will have a lot of fun, but by and by he will become acutely bored and demoralized. Eventually he may become clinically depressed. History shows that leisured aristocracies tend to become decadent. This is not true of fighting aristocracies that have to struggle to maintain their power. But leisured, secure aristocracies that have no need to exert themselves usually become bored, hedonistic and demoralized, even though they have power. This shows that power is not enough. One must have goals toward which to exercise one's power.
35. Everyone has goals; if nothing else, to obtain the physical necessities of life: food, water and whatever clothing and shelter are made necessary by the climate. But the leisured aristocrat obtains these things without effort. Hence his boredom and demoralization.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-02-20 at 5:16 AM UTCgotta keep walkin
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2020-02-20 at 10:47 AM UTCman my plan is just to quit sniffing muh ds because rituals are what feeds the addiction demons. The bioavailability in dilaudid is so low orally compared to intranasal, Im going to have to take at least 3 times more a day which will take longer to clear in my system even when I substitute with subs FUCK even thinking in this way is part of the obsessive compulsive cycle thats part of having an addiction.
Idk whos working in my best interests right now. It seems some are better than others but its hard to trust almost anybody. That type of stuff is FUN but makes for sleepless nights -
2020-02-20 at 10:50 AM UTCill work for you, how much do you pay
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2020-02-20 at 10:55 AM UTCnot that much like $600 a week or $15 an hour but inconsistent hours rn plus I like to finesse a few of those dollars back for goods and services I'm a lil kykey like dat.
It's a good environment tho and I always buy you lunch -
2020-02-20 at 10:57 AM UTCheard, ill shill for you i can tell its worth it
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2020-02-21 at 2:05 PM UTCNot much to update. Getting drunk. Although the inner disappointment, rage shit like that is all good right now. Don't feel like BOOMING on anything or anyone. Even most of yesterday. So much calmer and relaxed. Not sure when or I will give it up in baby steps right now. Had myself convinced for a few days I would but honestly just gonna go down the only road I've ever known. I'll probably pay for this choice sooner or later but thats life good and bad decisions. Still there ain't no right or wrong to this shit. Maybe I wasn't meant or maybe I shouldn't care about quiting.
I think though once my rent goes up at the end of April I will honestly give it more serious consideration as I won't be able to afford the amount of booze as I do now. Maybe. Maybe drink myself to death on my 44th in November. Fitting day. -
2020-02-21 at 2:08 PM UTC
Originally posted by Dregs Not much to update. Getting drunk. Although the inner disappointment, rage shit like that is all good right now. Don't feel like BOOMING on anything or anyone. Even most of yesterday. So much calmer and relaxed. Not sure when or I will give it up in baby steps right now. Had myself convinced for a few days I would but honestly just gonna go down the only road I've ever known. I'll probably pay for this choice sooner or later but thats life good and bad decisions. Still there ain't no right or wrong to this shit. Maybe I wasn't meant or maybe I shouldn't care about quiting.
I think though once my rent goes up at the end of April I will honestly give it more serious consideration as I won't be able to afford the amount of booze as I do now. Maybe. Maybe drink myself to death on my 44th in November. Fitting day.
You can just be like Bill Krozby and post every other day saying "I've been cutting back with the drinking" and then keep saying that for years and years "yeah I've been cutting back on the drinking" . Like take two less sips of your 20th beer and you're not lying.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-02-21 at 2:10 PM UTCI could do that...Hmm maybe I will.
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2020-02-21 at 2:19 PM UTCI would make a really good addiction counselor.
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2020-02-21 at 2:45 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2020-02-21 at 3:33 PM UTCK.
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2020-02-22 at 2:17 PM UTCIn pain but mentally okay. Kind of amazed ibuprofen does anything bc i was always on so many opioids it never did shit for me before. Lost 7 lb this week just from shitting so much that icant hold down much food. I was a brave boy and got my blood work done today without procrastinating. So i should be on testosterone in a couple of weeks. There was a jumping spider in the shower and i let him walk arround onmy hand for a min. Which is weird bc i hate spiders and needles, so the way it didnt give me anxiety made me think about the effects of drug use on anxiety and fear response.
I just need to remember that even when i dont have the energy to do big stuff, its not too late for me to have the things i want in life. Im relatively healthy. Im not hideous or deformed. Im not completely retarded. Its going to be a couple more years and a lot of work before that can happen, but when i really sit downand think about it, the greatest shame for me wouldnt be not being able to do something, but having the ability and not trying bc it was too hard, bc itd take too long, bc i couldnt envision it formyself.
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2020-02-22 at 2:23 PM UTCGood to know. Never go full retard on me or us...or yoself. Baby steps like "What about Bob?" google it if you don't get it. You are Bill Murray only fatter. Is what I'm sayin. Probably fatter than you so no offence.
Keep it up dude..Doc. I may need ya for another dozen or so years. I don't want to make to my 70's though so you got that dude. If I ever end up in a home for the geriatric JUST KILL ME. WITHOUT ANY HESITATION.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2020-02-22 at 2:37 PM UTCI am an angel of mercy. And drugs. when the time is right I will dose you up with the finest fentanyl and black tar my bro dont worry none.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
