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How old are you and what are your plans for your life?
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2015-11-18 at 1:50 AM UTC
I'm 18, and just like any other young adult. I will take my SAT, then go to college, then get a job, then marry someone, then have kids.
I don't know, you seem to be pretty fucked up/dysfunctional, who knows what kind of damage you've caused and how your brain may be abnormal. Unless you've been massively misrepresenting yourself for your own amusement/to troll us, which I think is the case, but to what extent, I'm not sure. Actually being half as crazy as you make yourself appear is still pretty fucking crazy. -
2015-11-18 at 3:31 AM UTC
I'm 18, and just like any other young adult. I will take my SAT, then go to college, then get a job, then marry someone, then have kids.
Are you taking the non-core subject exams? If so which ones? Any college in mind and do you have a target score? Done any prep?
Protip is that the English (not writing) one is the easiest of the core three, don't waste too much time studying for it. The writing section is all technical, having the stupid 5 paragraph structure down and timing it, worth practicing for the timing you but can't really make yourself a better essayist through practice. Math is the only one worth doing drills/repeated practice and shit for.
I went to a shitty highschool so I had to get into college on SAT scores, wasted a lot of time studying for no real benefit. -
2015-11-18 at 2:59 PM UTCI am 19, turning 20 next month. My plans for life are getting into college doing my thang. But the odds are stacked against me.
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2015-11-18 at 3:11 PM UTC
I don't know, you seem to be pretty fucked up/dysfunctional, who knows what kind of damage you've caused and how your brain may be abnormal. Unless you've been massively misrepresenting yourself for your own amusement/to troll us, which I think is the case, but to what extent, I'm not sure. Actually being half as crazy as you make yourself appear is still pretty fucking crazy.
Don't worry, I know my brain is fucked. I still have regular goals, even though I don't do anything to go through on them except flow with the current. I plan on curing any brain damage I may have with meds and nootropics, then I'll be better off and possibly have a cognitive advantage.
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2015-11-18 at 6:05 PM UTC
Don't worry, I know my brain is fucked. I still have regular goals, even though I don't do anything to go through on them except flow with the current. I plan on curing any brain damage I may have with meds and nootropics, then I'll be better off and possibly have a cognitive advantage.
Might as well throw in some faith healing for good measure -
2015-11-18 at 6:56 PM UTC
Don't worry, I know my brain is fucked. I still have regular goals, even though I don't do anything to go through on them except flow with the current. I plan on curing any brain damage I may have with meds and nootropics, then I'll be better off and possibly have a cognitive advantage.
a decade ago i was exactly like you -
2015-11-18 at 8:14 PM UTCI'm moving to Thailand to marry a ladyboy and have an adopted family of black children.
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2015-11-19 at 1 AM UTC
Might as well throw in some faith healing for good measure
maybe he'll go have a spiritual journey in greyfox's cave -
2015-11-19 at 1:27 AM UTCMid 30's, already been down the good job, wife kids and house road. It went all to shit. Right now I have no fucking clue but my plans do involve seeing more of the world.
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2015-11-21 at 7:58 AM UTC
It went all to shit.
But what exactly happened if you don't mind? -
2015-11-23 at 4:43 AM UTC
Mid 30's, already been down the good job, wife kids and house road. It went all to shit. Right now I have no fucking clue but my plans do involve seeing more of the world.
Do you still live with your gf's alcoholic mama? Not trying to be a dick, but I'm just curious as to how that turned out.
It's very common for men these days it seems to go down that whole good job, wife, kids, house road.
Refer back to my "what happened to the good old days of a merica" thread
seems like a lot of men these days are dead beat dads, homosexual butt fucking meth heads, who once had the empty american dream. But i guess that's just how it goes sometimes. -
2015-11-23 at 7:57 AM UTC24; take drugs and kill myself eventually. I see it happening either January 2017 or 2018. Sooner if I have to be on the streets this winter.
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2015-11-24 at 4:25 AM UTC25. Gonna change as many lives as I can through social outreach work on the web and converting Jehovah's witness'
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2015-11-24 at 5:19 AM UTC
24; take drugs and kill myself eventually. I see it happening either January 2017 or 2018. Sooner if I have to be on the streets this winter.
funny you mention this, I was actually thinking about a similar plan earlier this evening. I dont think I actually would on purpose, maybe just not giving a fuck and slipping up kinda like markler. *bless his heart*
the last year I've really really had this feel of foreboding, as if something is just going to gobble up the sun and and all the happiness and laughter, as if we don't already live in a world full of pain, disease and war.
I try very hard to not thinking like that, but I think I may have some kind of anxiety issue honestly, because I've been working more and having to drink less, don't do drugs anymore. I've been considering not drinking for a year so I can lose weight and not wake up feeling like a piece of shit. But I'm not sure If I will follow through with it. Though I'm sure I will feel a lot better if I do, I'm just impatient.
I haven't had sex in almost 3 weeks and that has put a damper on my mood as well. I use to have sex at least twice a week.
I just wish I had a lil more something to my life than drinking and working. I just dont completely know what will ultimately make me happy. I'd hate to be a dry drunk. -
2015-11-24 at 8:22 PM UTCI am amost 40, my kids are grown, my old lady left me because she became all super-religious and I am an unrepentant sinner, so now I live alone in the house I bought for us. Well, not really alone, my son lives in a spare room there while he goes to college, and actually I am hardly ever there. I dropped out of college twice, and worked 60-hour weeks in factories throughout my 20's and early 30's, and once my family fell apart I resorted to full-time criminal enterprises. I know certain people locally, and have some union friends, which is probably integral to my success. I have been charged with several felonies but never convicted of any, and currently I make a sufficient living with minimal effort.
I'm seeing this girl on and off, I'm at her house using her computer right now, but I really can't stand her and she is a fucking slob, but I gotta get laid somehow. Also she knows a lot of people which is good. I don't have a drivers license, for various reasons, so I pay people to drive me around. I have a car that I keep in someone elses' name and I drive it sometimes, but rarely, because I don't like to drive and because if I get caught driving while suspended again, I will probably be a habitual traffic offender.
I am addicted to opiates, usually procured through grey-market channels, such as poppy seeds or pods; occasionally I will buy a couple hundred methadone 10's when they are available, also I smoke weed daily and have been dabbling with benzo's lately. That's it, I am pretty boring. -
2015-11-24 at 9:31 PM UTC
Don't do it, the effects of social isolation are disastrous. It may take years, but eventually it will probably happen, or at least you'll look back with regret at your life and realize how you really feel.
It's not that I have any social awkwardness disorder or I don't know how to handle/talk to people it's just that I'm "finished" with people for the most part. I'm beyond tired of hearing about their shitty problems, hearing their advice only given in their self interest, and generally having to hear about dumb ass things I could care less about. I don't feel this way about everyone of course there are some awesome and epic people in my life but it's such a small percentage it's easier to just build a cabin in the woods and call it a day. It's not a new thing with me either I've been kicking around this idea for the past 3 years or so. Maybe I'll do a prolonged isolation experiment this spring..we will see.
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2015-11-24 at 10:20 PM UTC
funny you mention this, I was actually thinking about a similar plan earlier this evening. I dont think I actually would on purpose, maybe just not giving a fuck and slipping up kinda like markler. *bless his heart*
the last year I've really really had this feel of foreboding, as if something is just going to gobble up the sun and and all the happiness and laughter, as if we don't already live in a world full of pain, disease and war.
That's what I kind of wish would happen. I don't want to outright chuck myself in front of a train, but I just wish I get a terminal illness or my reckless actions lead to my death. After all my dodgy CWE's I still have a perfectly healthy liver. My lungs are still good, as are my kidneys and other organs.
I can see I'm going to be one of those cunts who lives til 102 just to piss me off if I don't do something directly about it. I'm just tired, tired of living and dealing with this shit. I never asked or wanted to be alive and now I'm stuck with this burden. I bet I could walk through the biggest nigger ghetto and still wouldn't be shot or beat up. -
2015-11-25 at 1:09 AM UTC
It's not that I have any social awkwardness disorder or I don't know how to handle/talk to people it's just that I'm "finished" with people for the most part. I'm beyond tired of hearing about their shitty problems, hearing their advice only given in their self interest, and generally having to hear about dumb ass things I could care less about. I don't feel this way about everyone of course there are some awesome and epic people in my life but it's such a small percentage it's easier to just build a cabin in the woods and call it a day. It's not a new thing with me either I've been kicking around this idea for the past 3 years or so. Maybe I'll do a prolonged isolation experiment this spring..we will see.
Find more awesome and epic people. This will not end well. Even if you enjoy it for a time, that may be even worse, because it will make it easier for it to become a self-perpetuating cycle until you realize how miserable you are, alone and empty you and your life feel, and because of the state you're now in it becomes so much harder to get back. You may not even remember, or be extremely reluctant to accept, that as flawed as your life with people was before, you felt and were functioning leagues better than you are now. You may waste years trying to find a way to make it work, to become happy alone, all in vain while you continually die inside and become worse. -
2015-11-25 at 6:50 AM UTC^I hate to be a negative nancy lol. But malice does kinda have a point to an extent, im not sure to how far that extent is. But I've heard about people working as a manager of a fancy corporation , who had some half assed employee get them bitched out and ent up killing themselves, not only because the last final straw cracked their back, but because their whole world, their loss of freedom, their wife and kids, just anything that ever mattered to them. Then their shitty job came into question then they just snapped. Or did they just realize its such an uphill battle they finally want to lay down. It's crazy out there.
My mother and father tell me I'm going to end up like that If I don't accept god into my life..
My grandma is 96 years old and I cannot understand how someone can raise 8 kids.. have their husband die and just live off an army pension.. going to catholic church for years.. then laying in a bed bedridden for the last 13. while be bat shit insane for the last 30.
It's all mystery
The job I currently have now I only got out of morbid curiosity from what my lady friend of the summer told me about, to investigate the death of a guy in south austin over a girl she was in a band with. So far its going well. I guess I'm just that bored and could use a few bucks. I've gotten my boss to give me names and locations, while all playing it coy. dat goin' rogue dough bro -
2017-02-01 at 10:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject 24; take drugs and kill myself eventually. I see it happening either January 2017 or 2018. Sooner if I have to be on the streets this winter.
Don't worry lads, I survived this January. I'm here for at least another year
