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2019-12-28 at 3:51 PM UTC
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2019-12-28 at 3:55 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I feel ya, I used to be really angry all the time like seven years ago, its just different for everyone. I still get pissed off at my daughters mom for having such a blase' rattitude about lying to me to get pregnant and the bullshit the pulled in court. But the thing I don't understand is how §m£ÂgØL got involved a girl like that when he's a goody two shoes, I would never want to be around someone like that unless I was shooting dope and sport fucking them, I wouldn't actually want to be in a real relationship with them lol
But yeah with all the bullshit I went through when I was committing all my crimes seven years ago, I was really hateful and upset because so much bad stuff was happening all at once and I realize now after going through all that that its never worth getting upset and angry the way I used too.
Really the only thing I do feel bad about though where I felt like I was really in the wrong (sure I can be mouthy and a dick) but when my daughters mom was pregnant I was shooting diladids and just raging and she had already told me she was pregnant and I was still willing to see her because I believed she was (despite having mutliple girls lie to me about being pregnant for attention) I don't really know what happened I guess but she told me she was waiting for me outside when we were going to dinner and it was really late and she totally was not where she said she was and eventually just started walking up to me with this bitch face pursed lip look on her face that was so goddamn casual, I couldn't help myself I fucking socked her as I could and dragged her into my place with one of my neighbors just in awe staring at us and I put her to bed. I started nodding really hard while watching captain murica and I would come to every 15 minutes and just start chewing her out. I was really pissed off.
Damn nigga.
See I would generally have to escalate th8ngs to words at least before I closed fist punch a bitch.
I probably wouldve led with
“Oh you’re waiting for me outside are you? Strange since I’ve been out here 20 fucking min and your car just pulled up. I guess it’s par for the course to have people waiting around for you huh.?”
Then if she wants to get loud or spits or tries t9 slap me, THEN it’s go time.
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2019-12-28 at 3:59 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby You're a good father, we all make mistakes. The family unit has definitely changed in this time and era. One of my ex gf's on several occasions would laugh and smile about how if she ever got pregnant she would abort it and not tell me.. like kind of weird thing to say and laugh about when you're someone you claim you love..
wow thats almost the reverse situation as mine where she said she had an abortionand obviously we broke up only to learn after the kid was born that she kept it. What kind of a sociopath weirdo would do that? I talked to her on the phone several times before she even told me. Ive learned a lot through the whole situation and am very glad its working itself out. I hope things are good with your daughter or whatever single mammer youre fuxing whose kid becomes a part of your life -
2019-12-28 at 4:04 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo wow thats almost the reverse situation as mine where she said she had an abortionand obviously we broke up only to learn after the kid was born that she kept it. What kind of a sociopath weirdo would do that? I talked to her on the phone several times before she even told me. Ive learned a lot through the whole situation and am very glad its working itself out. I hope things are good with your daughter or whatever single mammer youre fuxing whose kid becomes a part of your life
yeah that wasn't my daughters mom that said that some other bitch. -
2019-12-28 at 4:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER Damn nigga.
See I would generally have to escalate th8ngs to words at least before I closed fist punch a bitch.
I probably wouldve led with
“Oh you’re waiting for me outside are you? Strange since I’ve been out here 20 fucking min and your car just pulled up. I guess it’s par for the course to have people waiting around for you huh.?”
Then if she wants to get loud or spits or tries t9 slap me, THEN it’s go time.
Billy Krawdad a savage off dem dillydads
yeah i feel bad about it but she was alright, im all about the psychological abuse if it has to go to that but I really don't even do that anymore. I don't really have those problems anymore, I just have really crass humor that turns some girls off. -
2019-12-28 at 4:07 PM UTCwomen are always surprised when I dont hit them because I look like the type of person who does, and is accustomed to a lifestyle of promiscuous drug addled women around who are constantly telling lies.
When I saw surprised I really mean they dont believe me until they get to know me kinda well. Ive twice hit girls while defending myself but I was never in a relationship with these women or even had sex with them. One punched me when I was drunk and my immediate reaction was the swing back and clock her and then my girlfriend started beating her up. Another was about to hit me with a wine bottle and my friend threw her to the ground and we kicked her at a party with a lot of people present lol but she was definitely going to hit me with it. Then went to another party a few months later and she was there and it was awkward but we had a talk and she agreed to act right lol -
2019-12-28 at 4:07 PM UTC
Originally posted by CASPER And as I’ve told §m£ÂgØL before, I sometimes find it strange how he still harbors so much animosity, but the if I had her do to me half the shit he said she did, I’d probably call her a stupid fucking cunt too.
what if she took your virginity, and shared it with her husband.
like an oreo. -
2019-12-28 at 4:10 PM UTC
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2019-12-28 at 4:12 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Oh well from what you have said she has always seemed like she was by the way she was acting so…. sudo is actually right, you're not really that intuitive in certain that would be obvious to others. But at the same time if I was fooled like that yeah I'd be pissed too. I knew when my daughters mom told me she was pregnant with my kid that it was mine. I got the sixth since .
But anyways its whatever no one is giving hydro any money.. what did she do with her kid though? I'm a pretty bad dad but I still pay child support and her mom isn't a junkie and mary anne is taken care of at least.
Eh I was 20 and thought I had responsibilities. Was paying her bills for a while because she was just absolutely hopeless and alone and living in a hovel with no vehicle. I felt bad for her and thought most of her shitty behavior was because of other people. Yeah there was the gun thing, but it took a long time before she started actually directing her anger at me. I went to stay with her for about 3 weeks and it was just fights everyday for absolutely no good reason. One night she tried to kill herself with her baby in the car, and threatened to shoot me if I tried to stop her. Was sitting inside with the fugitive pedophile roomate babysitter she had at the time and heard a gunshot. All she did was fire it off into the night to, idk, stir up more drama? Fool us into thinking she died? I have no idea.
That visit was when I realized it would never work. So many pointless, stupid, explosive fights. -
2019-12-28 at 4:17 PM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo women are always surprised when I dont hit them because I look like the type of person who does, and is accustomed to a lifestyle of promiscuous drug addled women around who are constantly telling lies.
When I saw surprised I really mean they dont believe me until they get to know me kinda well. Ive twice hit girls while defending myself but I was never in a relationship with these women or even had sex with them. One punched me when I was drunk and my immediate reaction was the swing back and clock her and then my girlfriend started beating her up. Another was about to hit me with a wine bottle and my friend threw her to the ground and we kicked her at a party with a lot of people present lol but she was definitely going to hit me with it. Then went to another party a few months later and she was there and it was awkward but we had a talk and she agreed to act right lol
The night hydro pulled a gun, I had her sit down and tell me why the she did it, and made her admit that she was a fucked up person. I told her that I really wanted to hit her. She told me I could, but I didn't. I think I said something like "No, I'm not like you" lol.
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2019-12-28 at 4:29 PM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace The night hydro pulled a gun, I had her sit down and tell me why the she did it, and made her admit that she was a fucked up person. I told her that I really wanted to hit her. She told me I could, but I didn't. I think I said something like "No, I'm not like you" lol.
I really wish I did it tho.
You probably were best off not hitting her otherwise she might of got you arrested for fake wyfe beating. -
2019-12-28 at 4:29 PM UTCWhat a depressing thread.
Don't shoot drugs. -
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2019-12-30 at 1:44 AM UTCI am not a racist. Many of my friends (most, actually- dude, I live in Baltimore... White folks are the minority) are either black or Hispanic. There are a lot of Hispanics who live in Fells Point, surprisingly enough, however there are Hispanics spread all over too, just Fells has many more than most areas. I'm just sick of §m£ÂgØL's near stalkerish bullshit.
I am genuinely happy. I don't post much here for this, exactly. What's the point in socializing and sharing experiences when 90% of you want to shit all over anything good I have to say, and some of you tells out right lies like Bill Krozby. I never asked him for money. It was when I was during a hard time and ask YOU ALL for help in a thread (thank you, Aldra for trying, and a few others I know who would have helped had they been able). I only talked to him because I felt bad his daughter died. I bet it's a lie now too.
I do not sympathize or would help anyone harm a child.
If you want to believe I'm this aweful person, then go ahead. You'll never know what §m£ÂgØL really is because he lies so much or refuses to disclose. I know what he is though and he's far worse than what I am, and he's a huge pussy on top of it. I fucking never harassed or threatened that piece of shit either.
My life may be different,and difficult sometimes, but I'm happy. I have medical care, I have a therapist. I go to regular appointments, and I have a routine which I believe helps my mental state a lot. Hey, maybe tomorrow things will change... I hope not, but it could... Ill deal with that when it comes and just appreciate the now.
I wish those whom aren't complete brainwashed sheep that'd believe the likes of Bill Krozby and §m£ÂgØL to have a wonderful holiday season and happy New year. Narc, Sophie, HTS & scron, Aldra, Lanny and fuck I'm probably forgetting a few more but you know who you are... Have a wonderful new year and be safe. Don't drink and drive.
With love, peace and hope,
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2019-12-30 at 1:51 AM UTCHydro I thought you meant street drugs, sorry if you're in pain.
Hope the best for you -
2019-12-30 at 1:53 AM UTCGood to see you still about hydro ;)
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2019-12-30 at 1:55 AM UTCYou have Medi-cal? I thought you lived in Florida. You live in California, Hydro?
