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When I was "manic'
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2019-12-18 at 5:16 AM UTCI had a lot of thoughts floating around. I tended to type them without regard, much like I do when I'm drunk.
I'd often forget what I was talking about when I was telling someone something because I already had a new thought in my head that i was thinking about, and I'd literally have to say "haha wait what was the thing I was just talking about?"
I don't know what my point is in making this freddy kreuger. Maybe has anyone else experienced that ? I kind of like it. Why am I typing formal? I don't talk like this. -
2019-12-18 at 6:03 AM UTCNiggers?
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2019-12-18 at 7:19 AM UTCKind of. I only had that for a few hours while talking to my dad during my manic episode, and I don't remember it super well because I had like 2 hours of sleep, but before and after that conversation when I was alone was the most emotional I've ever been in my life. I thought God was talking to me and basically that he was cracking through heaven and into my head in order to communicate with me. My physical perception kind of "shifted" like it was at a bit of a different angle and everything had a yellow tint.
He told me I was a prophet and that I had to go write a new book of the bible and confess all my sins to people, and when I didn't want to do that then he said I needed to blind myself by looking into the sun for him to give me more proof that he was actually talking to me and I wasn't just going crazy. Then I finally decided I didn't want to do what he said and I was being tormented by satan as punishment afterwards.
Otherwise I remember wanting to spend a bunch of money and being really hyperactive, but I wasn't manic for all that long.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-12-18 at 3:43 PM UTCI'm listening, plz continue.
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2019-12-18 at 3:50 PM UTCwhen i was
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2019-12-18 at 3:54 PM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano Kind of. I only had that for a few hours while talking to my dad during my manic episode, and I don't remember it super well because I had like 2 hours of sleep, but before and after that conversation when I was alone was the most emotional I've ever been in my life. I thought God was talking to me and basically that he was cracking through heaven and into my head in order to communicate with me. My physical perception kind of "shifted" like it was at a bit of a different angle and everything had a yellow tint.
He told me I was a prophet and that I had to go write a new book of the bible and confess all my sins to people, and when I didn't want to do that then he said I needed to blind myself by looking into the sun for him to give me more proof that he was actually talking to me and I wasn't just going crazy. Then I finally decided I didn't want to do what he said and I was being tormented by satan as punishment afterwards.
Otherwise I remember wanting to spend a bunch of money and being really hyperactive, but I wasn't manic for all that long.
Thats not just manic. That's straight up delusional. -
2019-12-18 at 4 PM UTCstraight up retard
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2019-12-18 at 4:10 PM UTCSometime even lopsided retarded
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2020-01-08 at 2:31 AM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ I had a lot of thoughts floating around. I tended to type them without regard, much like I do when I'm drunk.
I'd often forget what I was talking about when I was telling someone something because I already had a new thought in my head that i was thinking about, and I'd literally have to say "haha wait what was the thing I was just talking about?"
I don't know what my point is in making this freddy kreuger. Maybe has anyone else experienced that ? I kind of like it. Why am I typing formal? I don't talk like this.
yeah I enjoy mania, i've only felt it naturally a few times tho
