2019-12-07 at 3:45 AM UTC
being an artist, that is, someone who conveys the supreme quality of the esthetic image as itis first conceived in their mind, is not a choice. i view anyone who has a compulsion or otherwise spends a ridiculous amount of time creating something that will convey an intense emotion or memory, or something that will help people in some way as an artist. these people are either born with this trait or something happens to you to make you anxious and weird and sometimes mean and angry and sad and anxious and sleep and they make you stick knives and needles in your arms. but not all angsty weird people are artists either, some of them are just junkies. those kinds of people are usually content just doing their drug of choice and then doing something really dumb people do like watch family guy for 12 hours or just keep talking and never shut up and nothing makes sense.
there aren't many happy artists though, most of them are impostors and their art fucking sucks. anyway, this girl i work with is a total fucking normie, but since it's the "popular" thing to do with her younger crowd she goes to festivals and "drops acid" (like half a tab) or "does mushrooms" (1.2 g) and she dresses up in elaborate costumes for these festivals and stuff and dresses kind of eccentrically and is one of those people that like always puts their hand on you unnecessarily when they talk to you. plus she drinks alcohol and smokes weed so today i was high at work and for some reason we were talking and i called her a fucking normie and she got pissed and was like I CANT BELIEVE YOU JUST SAID THAT but it's true. i can see into her future, 5 years from now she will be happily married with some faggot living at the top of yuppie hill in goddamn downtown, married and drug free and only has friends over for drinks.so i called her a fucking normie again and she called me a weirdo and i was like well look at my name lol.
but all this leads me back to the point. there is something special about an artists life or conscious, it is unique, different to most people who only seem to consume, and that quality is fuckin golden. its worth more than ANYTHING. worth more than sex, worth more than being rich, worth more than showing off to your fancy fake friends, worth more than having 200 african kids on another continent working for your comfort while you fuckin rack up money at the mall. while you are being shown what to consume and how to feel about it, the artist is continuously perturbed and anxious. it may take them many decades of suffering and practice before they finally (if they ever do) discover their method of bringing new art to the world.
people can also transition in and out of this state. factors like health and substance use can effect it dramatically and unpredictably.
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2019-12-07 at 3:47 AM UTC
Ok now say it in a slam poem
2019-12-07 at 3:48 AM UTC
Infinityshock spam is art
2019-12-07 at 4:01 AM UTC
shes coming over for dmt n chill
2019-12-07 at 4:02 AM UTC
chill is actually an acronym for a research chemical lol
2019-12-07 at 4:10 AM UTC
Netflix and chill
Hit her in the back of the head with a hammer while shes distracted by the tv and keep her in the freezer
