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Becoming an alcoholic on purpose
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2019-12-05 at 5:31 PM UTC
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2019-12-05 at 5:34 PM UTC
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2019-12-05 at 6:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by WellHung Sounds intense.
yeah, I love my anxiety which is why I don't take meds.
It does fuck with trying to have a normal life. Sometimes I get anxious around my own girlfriend even though we are so close, it has a way of completely taking over my mind and I have to do a lot to keep it at bay
But I embrace it for the most part. When I get a panic attack at work I just try to focus on the job and when I calm down I look around and realize i've been working twice as fast as anyone else
Sometimes I get a bit manic and I become talkative and full of energy. It's a wild ride, i can't imagine living a life with normal balanced emotions it seems so alien and weird to me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-12-05 at 6:29 PM UTCYou don't take meds but you smoke and drink so
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2019-12-05 at 6:30 PM UTCI haven't smoked weed all week and I still have jager left and found half a cider in my fridge
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2019-12-05 at 6:40 PM UTCThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-12-05 at 6:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood yeah, I love my anxiety which is why I don't take meds.
It does fuck with trying to have a normal life. Sometimes I get anxious around my own girlfriend even though we are so close, it has a way of completely taking over my mind and I have to do a lot to keep it at bay
But I embrace it for the most part. When I get a panic attack at work I just try to focus on the job and when I calm down I look around and realize i've been working twice as fast as anyone else
Sometimes I get a bit manic and I become talkative and full of energy. It's a wild ride, i can't imagine living a life with normal balanced emotions it seems so alien and weird to me.
That's awesome that you utilize its positives and just roll with it...great attitude and perspective.👍 -
2019-12-05 at 6:45 PM UTC
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2019-12-05 at 7 PM UTCEnjoy suffering from korsakoff syndrome
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2019-12-06 at 8:13 AM UTC
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2019-12-07 at 11 PM UTCI don't get much out of uppers and downers anymore, my brain is starting to register them as not euphoric anymore. I think that's mostly good but it would be nice to get off now and then
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2019-12-12 at 5:56 AM UTC
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood If I quit smoking weed I can be drunk 24/7
I have never been a hardcore alcoholic before I think it's time for a new journey. The bigger bottles don't even last that long I did like 10 shots today
Jagermeister is good but that would be a bad way to be an alcoholic in my opinion.
I'm actually been trying again to not be such an alcoholic. Like I used to be crazy when I was younger just because I was more naive / stupid.. but now I'm crazier just from the depression and being used to alcohol.
Id definitely get krunk and hit the pipe with you though -
2019-12-12 at 6:03 AM UTCI like Jameson or knob Creek. But Evan Williams when I'm slumming it. I mostly just like whiskey as far as liquor goes
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2019-12-12 at 6:03 AM UTC
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2019-12-12 at 6:08 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I like Jameson or knob Creek. But Evan Williams when I'm slumming it. I mostly just like whiskey as far as liquor goes
Evan Williams is great. For some reason I always feel ripped off when I'm not buying 15 dollar handles of vodka though. It's the best bang for your buck and I don't even mind the taste. I can drink it right out of the bottle. It's not good. I try to share as much as possible so I don't drink a whole handle by myself, but mostly I just moderate by not buying any. -
2019-12-12 at 6:15 AM UTC
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace Evan Williams is great. For some reason I always feel ripped off when I'm not buying 15 dollar handles of vodka though. It's the best bang for your buck and I don't even mind the taste. I can drink it right out of the bottle. It's not good. I try to share as much as possible so I don't drink a whole handle by myself, but mostly I just moderate by not buying any.
I'm not a big vodka gont as far as drinking it straight. I like Tito's but damn I don't know what the hell it was but I had a shot of vodka with this dude the other day and thought I was going to throw up for a second and I was already drunk -
2019-12-12 at 7:04 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I'm not a big vodka gont as far as drinking it straight. I like Tito's but damn I don't know what the hell it was but I had a shot of vodka with this dude the other day and thought I was going to throw up for a second and I was already drunk
I wish i could go back to hating the taste of beer -
2019-12-27 at 1 PM UTC
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2019-12-27 at 1:10 PM UTCEvery time I drink Jager hts threatens to leave me
I'm already suicidal though so nothing seems like a real consequence unless I'm dead. I should have just killed myself on Christmas -
2019-12-27 at 1:28 PM UTC
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