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every time hydro says "chronic pain"
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2017-01-22 at 12:48 PM UTCread it in your head as "my condition where i have to have opiates all of the time"
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2017-01-22 at 12:50 PM UTCI wish I had opiates all the time though. I probably have chronic pain.
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2017-01-22 at 1:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost read it in your head as "my condition where i have to have opiates all of the time"
as a former opiate addict thats what i think when i hear chronic pain every timeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-01-22 at 1:22 PM UTCI wish I didn't need opiates just to function. I wish I could be normal, and I didn't suffer with pain every single day, around the clock. It's a shitty life, living like this, but would be even shittier if I didn't have anything to help with relieving pain.
a-nom-a-ly, you'd know if you had chronic pain, there is no "probably" with chronic pain. When I went without opiates, I spent the majority of it bed ridden, unable to get up, unable to move, unable to do jack shit, much less work a job- and no, I'm not referring to any withdrawals here, I'm talking being completely clean and sober for an extended period of time, years. I'd have pain that would result in me breaking down to tears. Even when I do have opiates, the pain is still there though, and some days are worse than others, and results in not being able to do anything, or having it get so bad I'm crying, or on the verge of. Opiates just take the edge off, they don't kill it completely, or very rarely do, at any rate. Be happy that you don't have shit like this affecting every aspect of your life. I'd trade anything to not be hurting and dependent on T-PAIN, or any drug for that matter. -
2017-01-22 at 1:27 PM UTCdamn did you stub all ten toes?
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2017-01-22 at 2:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost damn did you stub all ten toes?
you're one to be talking, you're gonna be crying in 10 years when your kidneys are failingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-01-22 at 5:18 PM UTCI have a herniated disc, I have two torn meniscus in my knees, I have had my feet broken 6 times in my life, with one injury causing the 5th metatrasal to not heal correctly, thus being free floating/the bone did not heal back together in my left foot. I've dealt with sciatic nerve pain for a very long time, not to mention I am quite arthritic in all my joints. I have a thoracic aortic aneurysm, and often suffer from angina (chest pain- which I take propranolol to control), and have suffered a heart attack in March. I also get kidney stones periodically. Granted, there are people far more fucked up than me, who likely suffer pain greater than I could bear, but I do legitimately have documented reasons to be using pain medications. My doctor had me on perc 10's, hydrocodone 10's, somas, tramadol, xanax, and a bunch of other shit since I was 16 to 22. I can't afford a doctor anymore (assuming I could find a doctor who understand chronic pain knows no age, and isn't afraid of the DEA butting into treating their patient appropriately- I know a paraplegic/wheelchair bound woman who is my age, who's had several surgeries, and deals with intense pain whom she can't find a doctor to treat her because of her age- under 35 and they are terrified to treat you because of the DEA's bullshit), so I medicate with T-PAIN, and it helps, without having to deal with the headaches of going monthly and dealing with their dumbass shit. The icing on the cake is chronic depression, and anxiety, which is as real as any of the physical pain I have too.
I wish I were healthy, I wish I could kick drugs altogether and live each day sober and pain free. I envy the healthy, I envy people who can live day to day without a chemical crutch. I have no idea why someone would use, much less spiral into addiction, when they don't have something wrong with them. I've thought about this a lot, and I think most people who use and develop addictions, do so because they do, somewhere have pain in their lives. Yes, I think most usually medicate with the wrong things, sometimes being extremely harmful, in very negative patterns of use and abuse, but I don't believe a person who is healthy and well in mind and body would toy with their brain chemistry, especially so far as to develop physical dependency, if something wasn't wrong with them. There is a great deal of pain and suffering in the world, and the only difference now is that we live in an age with a great many drugs more available, that do a great many different things to help us that our ancestors didn't have before. I don't believe we live in a world where suddenly there has been a massive rise in pain of the population, rather it's always been there, but we lacked many chemicals, and access to such drugs in those days. What we should being doing about this is finding the root of the problems and help these individuals address their specific form of pain so they can be productive, happy people. Education is key here. I believe a lot has to do with lack of education, and limited resources to pinpoint and address their issue. So many people fail to see mental illness, depression, anxiety as "pain". While it isn't in the traditional sense, it is very much a real pain many people experience, and there is so much taboo, lack of understanding, and lack of resources for people to appropriately address these issues with and without the use of drugs in a healthy, productive manner. There is so much we don't even understand about how our own bodies operate and function, we're still guessing at a large percent. I think a lot of people who have these problems fail to even see where it stems from because there is so much racket and stigma against people who use drugs, along with this stereotype- I've known so many heroin addicts who were hard working guys, who provided for their families working manual labor, where often they first got hurt, creating their chronic pain issues. I've known more of those types than I have of the stereotype "junkie" who's homeless nodding out on the streets, and even those often are there after being stripped of their job, losing everything, including family for being busted with drugs and having this stigma surround them, trapped and unable to receive proper care for problems. You'd see crime plummet if drugs were legalized, along with more education and resources for people who suffer. Pain comes in many different forms and we all handle it differently, but it's something we as a people should take more seriously, with a focus on education and resources to help people who fall into this category.
I really don't wish pain on people, not the day in, day out suffering I and others like me have, but when you deal with people, and doctors who have no understanding of true pain, and what it's like, and the toll it takes on one mentally each day, it seems like the only thing that gets people to understand why someone would choose dependency to a drug over having to live with the constant pain daily. If you walked in my shoes, you'd understand, and not judge me as some junkie looking to get high. I wish I were normal, healthy and able to function and enjoy life without a monkey on my back, but that monkey is the only reason I am able to live a semi-normal, productive life. -
2017-01-22 at 5:25 PM UTCWHy don't you just do fentnayl instead of shitty T-PAIN and live pain free forever.
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2017-01-22 at 5:26 PM UTCTLDR VERSION
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2017-01-22 at 5:29 PM UTCI also have a free floating bone.
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2017-01-22 at 6:06 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump WHy don't you just do fentnayl instead of shitty T-PAIN and live pain free forever.
Fentanyl sucks, dude- just because it's got a higher potency, doesn't make it better. I don't like the way it makes me feel either, besides it's piss poor job at handling pain. Yeah, take enough and it'll knock you out, but not good for functioning and working, for me anyway. If I was going to do a real opiate to manage my pain, it'd be dilaudid (hydromorphone). T-PAIN is legal and affordable, and does the trick fairly well, so that's why I use it. It also helps in other ways with my depression and anxiety. -
2017-01-22 at 6:16 PM UTC
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2017-01-22 at 6:42 PM UTCshe's pretty much a heroin addict, §m£ÂgØL told me so it must be true
she even pulled a gun on §m£ÂgØL her gay husband -
2017-01-22 at 6:44 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I wish I didn't need opiates just to function. I wish I could be normal, and I didn't suffer with pain every single day, around the clock. It's a shitty life, living like this, but would be even shittier if I didn't have anything to help with relieving pain.
a-nom-a-ly, you'd know if you had chronic pain, there is no "probably" with chronic pain. When I went without opiates, I spent the majority of it bed ridden, unable to get up, unable to move, unable to do jack shit, much less work a job- and no, I'm not referring to any withdrawals here, I'm talking being completely clean and sober for an extended period of time, years. I'd have pain that would result in me breaking down to tears. Even when I do have opiates, the pain is still there though, and some days are worse than others, and results in not being able to do anything, or having it get so bad I'm crying, or on the verge of. Opiates just take the edge off, they don't kill it completely, or very rarely do, at any rate. Be happy that you don't have shit like this affecting every aspect of your life. I'd trade anything to not be hurting and dependent on T-PAIN, or any drug for that matter.
addicts gonna addict, I know amputees well above your age that don't need opiates and refuse to take them because they aren't pussys -
2017-01-22 at 7:16 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby addicts gonna addict, I know amputees well above your age that don't need opiates and refuse to take them because they aren't pussys
Lol why do you have such a disdain for hydro? -
2017-01-22 at 7:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Lol why do you have such a disdain for hydro?
I don't, thats like me asking you why do you have such a disdain for me. And why are you asking me personally considering a lot of people don't like her.. I didn't make this thread lol
a lot of people don't like her, especially §m£ÂgØL since she pulled a gun on him.
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2017-01-22 at 8:09 PM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby I don't, thats like me asking you why do you have such a disdain for me. And why are you asking me personally considering a lot of people don't like her.. I didn't make this thread lol
a lot of people don't like her, especially §m£ÂgØL since she pulled a gun on him.
Post last edited by Bill Krozby at 2017-01-22T20:02:40.924142+00:00
You don't? Literally every time she posts you go out of your way to try and insult her. I just was wondering why. -
2017-01-22 at 8:20 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ You don't? Literally every time she posts you go out of your way to try and insult her. I just was wondering why.
I never go out of my way, shaddup bitch. she agreed with me on my post about hygiene , that you shat all over and I commented on her post
you do the same thing, and if you've read all of my previous post you would know.
I wont ever mention anything about your dead dad because that is wrong i realized, but you need to step up your game and quit being the president of dishwashers
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2017-01-22 at 8:32 PM UTCJesus dude I just asked you a question. Why can't you give me an honest answer? I'm not insulting you I'm just wondering why. Fuck.
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2017-01-22 at 9:49 PM UTC
Originally posted by mmQ Jesus dude I just asked you a question. Why can't you give me an honest answer? I'm not insulting you I'm just wondering why. Fuck.
i gave you an honest answer , sorry you can't accept it.
