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2017-01-22 at 9:25 AM UTCpatriots in Belarus downed a Russian plane with a drone the other day. Fighting as Belarus resistance can create some big problems for the Orc plans to use Belarus as a staging area again. Boom boom. Poor little Vlad. LMAO
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2017-01-22 at 9:28 AM UTCi want to harm your child
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2017-01-22 at 9:28 AM UTCITT: lies and no tears ^
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2017-01-22 at 9:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I have never, nor would I ever allow someone, for any price to hurt or abuse my child. I'd kill the fucker if anyone harmed a hair on my child's head. I'd do evil, sick, awful things to them before they died. Nothing offends me more than for you fucks to assume I'd allow, much less place my child in a bad position where there is strong reasoning he could be harmed. I don't care who it is, if they hurt my child, they will have a very violent, and evil mother to deal with, and will be praying for death long before it comes.
Funny thing is, I can count on one hand the times I've ever "nodded" and all were right after a serious injury (and not once since my child has been here). I've done H a total of 3 times in my life and never once nodded on it. I do drugs to function, not to be oblivious to the world like most of you seem to. Honestly, I'd pass up H. I'm quite content using T-PAIN for my pain atm.
I certainly have never been fucked up on any drug where I wasn't capable of caring for my son. If I plan to ever drink, or do something where I was going to/could become inebriated, he'd be at a babysitter, or someone there who is sober and trustworthy, to take care of him while he's asleep in case he wakes up or needs something. You all seem to forget that I use medication for chronic pain, and am far from being a reckless druggie. I work, I take care of my child, and I do what I need to do.
I have never once asked for anything from anyone here, not for myself or my son. I've borrowed money from §m£ÂgØL once, and have paid it back. Hell, I've even been the person who's given money to a regular of TRT when they asked me and I had it (they started a new job and needed gas money to get to work), and told them not to worry about it when they had it to pay me back some weeks later. I never even asked anyone to spend anything more than a stamp, just mentioned things if anyone felt particularly generous how they could go about that, and things that would be helpful. If you don't want to do it, then don't. Simple as that.
Bill Krozby, you're one to be talking when you signed off on being in your daughter's life. You don't even care to be part of her life and protect her, or support her. Do you know who is babysitting your child right now? Do you know where she is at, if she is safe? Do you know her babysitter, or daycare? How many times did you pop in to check up? I'd leave work just to check on shit sometimes, even with people I had no reason to think or assume they'd be treating my child anything but good. How important has your child been to you? To me, my child has been my world, so much so I get paranoid about even the best people who's watched him. If I ever found my child was being hurt, I'd be in jail for some serious charges. I'd do anything for my son, and I've sacrificed a lot for him, and would sacrifice even more for him. You decided being a responsible father was too much and gave away any say in your child's life. You have ZERO rights to your child, or to standing up for her, and that was your CHOICE. I don't know how any decent human being could do that, especially after all the shit you've said about the mother, and their impoverished life. I will always be there to defend my child to the end, if I'm not there for him, providing for him, nurturing, loving, and protecting him, it's because I'm dead- I won't take the easy way out and just sign off and walk away from him no matter how hard life gets. How dare you accuse me of being a bad mother, when you aren't even there to support or be an advocate for your child. Grow up, Bill Krozby, and stop being a hyperbolic liar, and lazy fuck who doesn't own up to their responsibilities.
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2017-01-22 at 10:10 AM UTCcool story, bro. He's also done far more, and gave way more fucks for my child than you have ever done for yours.
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2017-01-22 at 10:47 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny It seems entirely within the realm of possibility a person can have formative experiences which they lose instance recollection of in adulthood.
This.
When I was like 4 I told my dad that I wished he was never born and told my grandfather that he'd probably rather spend his bonus on Harley Davidson collectibles than put food on the table
I felt horrible about that for the longest time but then realized that someone must've put that shit in my head, 4 year olds don't just go around saying shit like that -
2017-01-22 at 10:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice Something that crossed my mind.
Ethically (in terms of pure reason, not the emotion I despise), I can't think of anything really wrong with this.
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2017-01-22 at 12:21 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I have never, nor would I ever allow someone, for any price to hurt or abuse my child. I'd kill the fucker if anyone harmed a hair on my child's head.
You made your son be born an addict.
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2017-01-22 at 3:02 PM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost i want to harm your child
If you did, you'd make the gravest mistake of your life, and no god or person would be able to help you.
Originally posted by reject You made your son be born an addict.
So, err, suicide?
I didn't make my son born an addict. There is absolutely no difference between any other mother who takes a drug throughout pregnancy for medical reasons. You act like this has negatively affected my child, when it has not. I have a thoracic aortic aneurysm too, and needed to continue my propranolol. Does that make me a bad mother because I continued a medication that has negative side effects, akin to withdrawal (that could have resulted in my death rather quickly- Hell, even taking it, I suffered a heart attack last March- my cardiovascular shit is no joke) for sudden withdrawal from? Pregnancy causes the blood vessels to stress, and usually results in enlarging aneurysms, thus increasing the risk of it suddenly rupturing and me bleeding to death internally, with no hope of being saved, much less even making it the ER alive. If I had stopped taking T-PAIN, I very likely would have miscarried, and even so, if I didn't, stress like that undergone by the fetus is by far more harmful than continuing. For him, he experienced no stress from sudden withdrawal, or my health being needlessly compromised, which intern compromises the fetus, and was born healthy, happy, and experienced no negative side effects from my usage. There is a reason doctors will prescribe methadone to pregnant mothers whom have been dependent on opiates- because it's in the best interest of both parties, especially the fetus, and considering my other health issues, me continuing was far more preferable for him than me discontinuing. Believe me, I weighed both sides carefully.
I know there will always be close minded assholes, trolls, and people who have little understanding of the intricacies involved with pregnancy, and especially my unique circumstances, but I know I did the right thing for him. If I'd not had these circumstances that existed prior to conception, of course, I'd never have done any drug, unless it was beneficial to his and my health. Many woman have to continue on anti-depressants or even be started on them during pregnancy- discontinuing an anti-depressant, of which to discontinue is to wean/taper off of, rather than quit suddenly. Why? Because they have withdrawal like effects that can negatively affect a person. There have been human studies conducted on T-PAIN during pregnancy that are coming to the conclusion that they are safe and do not present harm to the fetus. My son was born happy, healthy with no ill affect, so why do you try to use this to act like I am this terrible person for weighing the pros and cons for the health of taking medications during pregnancy? If it had been safe, and in his benefit, I would have discontinued using any drug, but it wasn't. Life is rarely ideal, and everyone is forced to make do, and make the best choices they can with what they have, and in this case, my son was born healthier than many babies that are birthed by mothers who take zero medications during pregnancy. He also was vigorous, thriving, and happy- with zero stress. Breastfeeding wasn't easy, and it'd have been easier to just stuff a bottle in his mouth and calling it a day, but no, I didn't do that, I did what was best for him. When I dried up, I went through hell to find him the next best thing rather than be on formula. He has always been my priority, and I always carefully weigh the pros and cons for his benefit and well being in everything and will always choose that regardless of what you or anyone thinks, even if it's hard for me, even if some people like you will look at me as a terrible mother for the truth- he's more important than what you or others might think of me as. I will always do right by him and make the best choices I can for him, as I always have. I'd rather people not just say I'm a shit mother for the choices I've made during my pregnancy and in his life (without even seeing the whole picture, no less, or understanding how drugs and pregnancy work, function, and effect a fetus and mother), but my ego is far down the list of priorities, when his health and happiness is at the top of the list. I will always do the best I can for him, regardless of how people perceive me.
I know you must gain some pleasure, or reassurance from painting a faceless woman on the internet as this awful person. Does it help you sleep better at night thinking you're not the worst person in the world? Does it give you some joy in laughing about things you have little comprehension of, all while assuming your position, and societal adopted opinion is correct? You choose to see me as a bad mom, rather than see anything good about me to help your own ego get stroked. Really, all you do is point a finger at me "bad mom!" for needing to continue medication during pregnancy... really, I was a bad mom for staying with an abusive partner throughout, for working long days to support someone who took all my money away from what should have been being saved in preparation of my child coming into the world. I made a terrible mistake in believing that person's lies, and letting them leech off me and my unborn child, manipulating and abusing me mentally and physically. That did more harm to my child, and myself than anything I did during or after my pregnancy, and I should have, and I regret that, and feel guilty for that every single day. No body is perfect, and I erred, but as soon as I seen my err, I adjusted it and moved forward to do the best I could for him and myself. I sacrificed a lot to do that, but I did what was best for us both. I am grateful to my child for being the light in my life that finally woke me up and showed me what awful things I had allowed to happen, and unlike other mothers who would have continued for sake of ease, for sake of habit continue in that abuse and manipulation, I did the right thing, and I got us both out of that situation before any lasting damage was done. I may not have been worth anymore than that life I was living, but I know for certain my son is worth more than that. I am a flawed person, but my heart, and the intention of my choices, which I weigh heavily, are always made for his best interest.
Fault me for my wrongs, fault me for my mistakes, but don't fault me for shit you don't understand and take out of context, when you cannot see the complexity of a situation. If I were a liar, I certainly would lie about a lot of things I've disclosed. Since no one seems to understand pregnancy and continuation of medication, then one would assume I'd lie and say I did absolutely no drugs whatsoever during or after my pregnancy. The only liar I can plainly see here is Bill Krozby, because his life is so sad and boring that he needs to twist the words, take shit out of context, and outright lie about things he doesn't even have the brain capacity to comprehend. You all are just judgemental sheep, unable to think and reason for yourselves, and use berating a mother as being bad to inflate your own sorry egos. -
2017-01-22 at 3:10 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone If you did, you'd make the gravest mistake of your life, and no god or person would be able to help you.
after i hide your heroin needle you wont be able to run 10 feet towards me without falling over in "pain" -
2017-01-22 at 3:29 PM UTClol I don't have any "heroin needles" first off, and secondly, I could be dying in the worst form of pain, but I'd still muster the strength to rip your tongue out your ass, and have you pleading for death long before it comes. I wouldn't need pain medicine at that point, for someone who's harmed my child, it would be enough sadistic adrenaline to go until you suffer more than you could handle.
I might suffer in pain, but you underestimate my ability to stave it off and do what needs doing when it comes down to the nitty-gritty, and I promise, for anyone who'd harm my child, I'd trade any form of pain relief to have my way with them and let them become familiar with the evil that usually lies dormant within me. I'm a very nice person, I'm genuinely empathetic, generous and caring, but not not when it comes to people who'd harm the people I love- I turn into a different person, and just as nice and kind as I can be, I can be just as evil, and sadistic under such circumstance. -
2017-01-22 at 3:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I didn't make my son born an addict. There is absolutely no difference between any other mother who takes a drug throughout pregnancy for medical reasons. You act like this has negatively affected my child, when it has not.
I know you have to tell yourself this and justify it to convince yourself you're a good mother, but ask 99% of women who have given birth and they'll say your child being born an addict is a bad thing. It's just child abuse. Nothing less.
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2017-01-22 at 3:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone lol I don't have any "heroin needles" first off, and secondly, I could be dying in the worst form of pain, but I'd still muster the strength to rip your tongue out your ass, and have you pleading for death long before it comes. I wouldn't need pain medicine at that point, for someone who's harmed my child, it would be enough sadistic adrenaline to go until you suffer more than you could handle.
I might suffer in pain, but you underestimate my ability to stave it off and do what needs doing when it comes down to the nitty-gritty, and I promise, for anyone who'd harm my child, I'd trade any form of pain relief to have my way with them and let them become familiar with the evil that usually lies dormant within me. I'm a very nice person, I'm genuinely empathetic, generous and caring, but not not when it comes to people who'd harm the people I love- I turn into a different person, and just as nice and kind as I can be, I can be just as evil, and sadistic under such circumstance.
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2017-01-22 at 5:32 PM UTC
Originally posted by reject I know you have to tell yourself this and justify it to convince yourself you're a good mother, but ask 99% of women who have given birth and they'll say your child being born an addict is a bad thing. It's just child abuse. Nothing less.
Misinformed, uneducated people, who have no idea of the circumstances, medicine, biology, or chemistry, like yourself would, I agree. 50% of those same mothers, if not more, would also be hypocrites too, and have gave far less thought, and concern into learning, researching and making the best choices for their unborn child than I have. I don't tell myself this to justify anything or convince myself of anything. You don't even know what child abuse is, and if you think I've ever abused my child, you're very ill informed. The right choice isn't always (and rarely is) going to be the popular choice. Think for yourself, educate yourself before you hurl insults at me- come back when you've learned something. -
2017-01-22 at 5:34 PM UTC
Originally posted by the holy ghost you take the internet incredibly seriously
Not really. I think it's lulzy you'd try to prod me in stating you'd want to hurt my child, I'm just honest is all. If some DID harm my child, or was a serious threat to them, truth is, they'd be fucked and regretting that decision. I take my child seriously, not the internet. -
2017-01-22 at 5:35 PM UTC
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2017-01-22 at 5:35 PM UTCWHy do you feel the need to defend yourself from strangers on the internet?.
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2017-01-22 at 5:36 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone I take my child seriously, not the internet.
good cause im gonna harm him anyway -
2017-01-22 at 5:46 PM UTCI want to be a part of the kewl kids club. Who do I make fun of?
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2017-01-22 at 5:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone If you did, you'd make the gravest mistake of your life, and no god or person would be able to help you.
I didn't make my son born an addict. There is absolutely no difference between any other mother who takes a drug throughout pregnancy for medical reasons. You act like this has negatively affected my child, when it has not. I have a thoracic aortic aneurysm too, and needed to continue my propranolol. Does that make me a bad mother because I continued a medication that has negative side effects, akin to withdrawal (that could have resulted in my death rather quickly- Hell, even taking it, I suffered a heart attack last March- my cardiovascular shit is no joke) for sudden withdrawal from? Pregnancy causes the blood vessels to stress, and usually results in enlarging aneurysms, thus increasing the risk of it suddenly rupturing and me bleeding to death internally, with no hope of being saved, much less even making it the ER alive. If I had stopped taking T-PAIN, I very likely would have miscarried, and even so, if I didn't, stress like that undergone by the fetus is by far more harmful than continuing. For him, he experienced no stress from sudden withdrawal, or my health being needlessly compromised, which intern compromises the fetus, and was born healthy, happy, and experienced no negative side effects from my usage. There is a reason doctors will prescribe methadone to pregnant mothers whom have been dependent on opiates- because it's in the best interest of both parties, especially the fetus, and considering my other health issues, me continuing was far more preferable for him than me discontinuing. Believe me, I weighed both sides carefully.
I know there will always be close minded assholes, trolls, and people who have little understanding of the intricacies involved with pregnancy, and especially my unique circumstances, but I know I did the right thing for him. If I'd not had these circumstances that existed prior to conception, of course, I'd never have done any drug, unless it was beneficial to his and my health. Many woman have to continue on anti-depressants or even be started on them during pregnancy- discontinuing an anti-depressant, of which to discontinue is to wean/taper off of, rather than quit suddenly. Why? Because they have withdrawal like effects that can negatively affect a person. There have been human studies conducted on T-PAIN during pregnancy that are coming to the conclusion that they are safe and do not present harm to the fetus. My son was born happy, healthy with no ill affect, so why do you try to use this to act like I am this terrible person for weighing the pros and cons for the health of taking medications during pregnancy? If it had been safe, and in his benefit, I would have discontinued using any drug, but it wasn't. Life is rarely ideal, and everyone is forced to make do, and make the best choices they can with what they have, and in this case, my son was born healthier than many babies that are birthed by mothers who take zero medications during pregnancy. He also was vigorous, thriving, and happy- with zero stress. Breastfeeding wasn't easy, and it'd have been easier to just stuff a bottle in his mouth and calling it a day, but no, I didn't do that, I did what was best for him. When I dried up, I went through hell to find him the next best thing rather than be on formula. He has always been my priority, and I always carefully weigh the pros and cons for his benefit and well being in everything and will always choose that regardless of what you or anyone thinks, even if it's hard for me, even if some people like you will look at me as a terrible mother for the truth- he's more important than what you or others might think of me as. I will always do right by him and make the best choices I can for him, as I always have. I'd rather people not just say I'm a shit mother for the choices I've made during my pregnancy and in his life (without even seeing the whole picture, no less, or understanding how drugs and pregnancy work, function, and effect a fetus and mother), but my ego is far down the list of priorities, when his health and happiness is at the top of the list. I will always do the best I can for him, regardless of how people perceive me.
I know you must gain some pleasure, or reassurance from painting a faceless woman on the internet as this awful person. Does it help you sleep better at night thinking you're not the worst person in the world? Does it give you some joy in laughing about things you have little comprehension of, all while assuming your position, and societal adopted opinion is correct? You choose to see me as a bad mom, rather than see anything good about me to help your own ego get stroked. Really, all you do is point a finger at me "bad mom!" for needing to continue medication during pregnancy… really, I was a bad mom for staying with an abusive partner throughout, for working long days to support someone who took all my money away from what should have been being saved in preparation of my child coming into the world. I made a terrible mistake in believing that person's lies, and letting them leech off me and my unborn child, manipulating and abusing me mentally and physically. That did more harm to my child, and myself than anything I did during or after my pregnancy, and I should have, and I regret that, and feel guilty for that every single day. No body is perfect, and I erred, but as soon as I seen my err, I adjusted it and moved forward to do the best I could for him and myself. I sacrificed a lot to do that, but I did what was best for us both. I am grateful to my child for being the light in my life that finally woke me up and showed me what awful things I had allowed to happen, and unlike other mothers who would have continued for sake of ease, for sake of habit continue in that abuse and manipulation, I did the right thing, and I got us both out of that situation before any lasting damage was done. I may not have been worth anymore than that life I was living, but I know for certain my son is worth more than that. I am a flawed person, but my heart, and the intention of my choices, which I weigh heavily, are always made for his best interest.
Fault me for my wrongs, fault me for my mistakes, but don't fault me for shit you don't understand and take out of context, when you cannot see the complexity of a situation. If I were a liar, I certainly would lie about a lot of things I've disclosed. Since no one seems to understand pregnancy and continuation of medication, then one would assume I'd lie and say I did absolutely no drugs whatsoever during or after my pregnancy. The only liar I can plainly see here is Bill Krozby, because his life is so sad and boring that he needs to twist the words, take shit out of context, and outright lie about things he doesn't even have the brain capacity to comprehend. You all are just judgemental sheep, unable to think and reason for yourselves, and use berating a mother as being bad to inflate your own sorry egos.
you are a fucking piece of trash. you and your kid should be ground into fertilizer. your son is already fucked. he'll have a life just as shitty as yours. honestly everything would be for the better if you both just died in a crash, but, we know what's probably going to happen is you're going to nod off and suffocate your kid. i really hate scum like you. absolutely dispicable. fucking whats worse than a single mother, and a slut? a drug addict single mother slut child abuser piece of shit.