I took some melatonin last night to get my sleep back to normal I took 1.5 mg's and I felt woozy and went to a half sleep for about 2 hours and woke up at 3 completely wide awake and started thinking bad thoughts and watching porn really freaking out severely. So I waited til 7am and bought two brews and drank them and then went to heb (a tx grocery store for you yanks) and bought six whyte castle sliders and ate all six of them but still couldn't sleep so I went to luis's place down the street and smoked a blue berry blunt with him and asked to have a glass of his shitty popov vodka or whatever it was and we watched a couple episodes of jag. I then when to mitt's and they took my blood pressure and they were like "mr monk.. your blood pressure is really high are you alright? you're profusely sweating.. your bpm is 140" and I was like lol im cool it must be wrong or that the fact that i walked here and I've just got a case of the vapors. https://vocaroo.com/i/s0YEMS2C5pJ9
So they told me to go sit down and they will call me back in ten minutes and I meditated and they took my blood pressure again and it was 83 bpm. Can you believe that in ten minutes I was able to take control of my heart rate that quickly, just quick enough to get in. Got my cash and a scratch off and I was back at heb again, bought some pure leaf tea, chamomile tea, a 211, and more sliders, and lemon peppered pork chops for tonight.
Its goin donw. I'm going to try and shock my body into being normal before I have to go to work tomorrow because I can't keep up with this, its starting to wear me down, its going down. But yeah I've decided to become a pot head again so I can save myself.
