ah yes...this thread. i still had my girl during this time, she's the one i made the cake for because she had never had that flavor because it's an american thing i guess. we must have been high on meth/Crouton/etizolam and making videos and stuff. we'd always be methed out and having sex or talking for hours or just holding her ribs close to me with my arm we actually made a ton more content like this i never posted.
yes, how times change. if i could go back to then, i'd take a break from school and i'd suck it up and go to an inpatient rehab program. my relationship would have most likely been saved, but even if it hadn't, it would have at least ended for a reason. and i would have saved myself months of withdrawal from going back and forth
Originally posted by Misguided Russian
Would you please make another cake and take pix?
Channel your feelings through the cake and pix. The different atmosphere of pix will help to capture the change in the last year.
Also post the other content that you speak of.
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i dont make things like that much anymore. anhedonia and depression and all that. and cakes dont excite me too much, it was for her because it's fun to show someone dank they did't know of before. i will look through the other content later...to be honest a lot of it is just me being loaded and retarded and taking about nothing though
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Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i dont make things like that much anymore. anhedonia and depression and all that. and cakes dont excite me too much, it was for her because it's fun to show someone dank they did't know of before. i will look through the other content later…to be honest a lot of it is just me being loaded and retarded and taking about nothing though
What was your meth usage to cause this? honestly wondering. how much/for how long did you use to achieve this?
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i dont make things like that much anymore. anhedonia and depression and all that. and cakes dont excite me too much, it was for her because it's fun to show someone dank they did't know of before. i will look through the other content later…to be honest a lot of it is just me being loaded and retarded and taking about nothing though
Plz express your sadness through cake.
The saddest of cakes.
Perhaps....apple walnut? That's a sad fucking cake.
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Originally posted by Misguided Russian
What was your meth usage to cause this? honestly wondering. how much/for how long did you use to achieve this?
blaming it only on meth would be disingenuous. Crouton, benzos, heavy drug use in general, and my willingless to believe my own bullshit along with a bad breakup all while being somewhat socially isolated all played significant roles and it''s hard to tell what exactly caused what.
i was actually just watching that "extra content" i never posted and i remember i had already been using a ton of drugs at that time for a while but i still had a different sort of demeanor or composure or something
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i was actually just watching that "extra content" i never posted and i remember i had already been using a ton of drugs at that time for a while but i still had a different sort of demeanor or composure or something
