2019-10-01 at 6:19 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Morning.
Pretty unseasonable weather we are having.
It is 91F and sunny here at the moment.
How is the weather where you live today?
Last night and today have felt really off.
I'm feeling weird and it not an enjoyable feeling.
It really puts a damper on my experiences.
Kind of like a "cloud of no good" is the best I can describe it.
Shell won't go get her BP meds and I don't wanna have to go through that again.
She doesn't wanna take them because they make her feel tired for a couple weeks while her body adjusts.
I understand not wanting to for that but I was in the room and the nurse read off her medical history and this episode was not the first.
She has had multiple heart related problems and some very serious ones.
Why won't she take the meds.
She knows something else or is just really stubborn.
Idc if she takes 2 weeks off to adjust.
I just don't wanna be scared like that again.
Waiting until it's an emergency and then who knows if you will get there in time.
I'm bout to buy a fuckin defibrillator.
Anyways I passed out a lil after 2 last night (once michelle quit giggling).
I woke up and we went and paid rent but no one was there and all the doors was open. Phones and computers laying out.
After 25 minutes someone came in from out back.
(I went out and 4 people in 2 cars all just sitting there)
After that we went to Long John Silvers where I got a 3 peice chicken with honey mustard and a Cole slaw and mountain dew.
Went to my mom's and played with the dogs.
Now I'm at work.
It's going to be a long day on a machine but at least I might get a breeze blowing in from large bay door.
Anyways...
I hope you all have a wonderful day.
I love you guys.
Ttyl.
2019-10-01 at 6:55 PM UTC
Grylls
Cum Looking Faggot
[abrade this vocal tread-softly]
i know a spanish guy named michel
2019-10-01 at 7:36 PM UTC
Thats not ideal fona.. I too take blood pressure medications, one is clonidine the other is propanolol.
Clonidine doesnt make me tired after the first day, but it doesnt work meaely as good as propanolol which does make me tired, or at least it did.
Anyway, it was 80s yesterday but jack to cool 60s again thank christ.
Thankfully I still have a good heart probably. I don't know if I caused serious damage with my rhabdo month or not, and now I've been taking a huge amount of diarrhea pills that cause cardiac arrest, which scares me... I shouldn't need any more.
