2019-09-18 at 5:28 PM UTC
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
as much as i'd like to believe that, it's unfortunately not the truth in every situation. This girl spent like 2-3 years staying with me trying to get me to go to rehab while I was just not even giving a fuck and totally destroying my life and our relationship prospects
Sure. But if you can see how shitty you were, you are still winning. There's nothing to do but move forward with the understanding that you were at minimum worth loving and sticking around for 2-3 damn years, obviously there's something to work with there
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2019-09-18 at 5:28 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
If you too immature to understand not everyone HAS to feel the same way then you are too immature to be in a healthy relationship.
I can already tell you probably send her 200 messages a day.
Stop being creepy and clingy.
Stop saying oh woh is me shit "she wont love me"
and start saying "I am not her type."
maybe try going to the gym or making more money.
2019-09-18 at 5:36 PM UTC
Tragic. A disfigured world gives birth to disfigured creatures. Aware that something's wrong, knowledgeable enough to see a course for correction but powerless due the their own shortcomings and weakness. I could probably give you a motivational speech.
"Something about selfishness. Like you don't need 'em. Just like you don't need this place. You can be a strong and independent creep and weirdo. The difference between you and other creeps is money and once you have it the world kneels before you."
But we both know it's pointless. I don't think this is the place to be talking metaphysical shit like "what's the purpose of life" either. I guess it all depends on what do you want. Do you even want to live? Do you want to struggle? Do you want to get out of the dump you're in?
You could've probably got better. Question is, are you too dumb or too smart? Are you disfigured in mind to a point where you can't get anything done, or are you too smart, you see all the trash in the world around you and that scares you off because you don't want to put yourself into it?
Will answering those questions even help you, that I don't know. There are a lot of things which don't make sense. I know it all too well. The human mind is one of those. It's not my place to ridicule you or to support you. Not my place to tell you who's to blame. Not my place to point fingers.
I suppose the only thing I can tell you is that I somewhat know the feeling. From a different angle, but still. The nightmares, the fear, it's all in there. And everybody who tries to provide relief for it, they become collateral. That's how it went for me. In my case, it'll never really leave. So I chose a life of isolation.
I chose to make edgy remarks, lurk the asshole of the internets, watch creeps and weirdos shitpost and go insane. Just so I can be reminded that I'm not the only lunatic out there. It's not gonna get me anywhere. Could've probably got out of it. Chose not to. In the end, I somehow like it. If life is Hell, might as well get used to be a damned soul.
Welcome to hell, buddy. Enjoy your stay. The one good thing when you're close enough to the fire is that you can light your cigars.
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2019-09-18 at 6:33 PM UTC
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
This part makes me a little anxious. When I got together with her I had 40k in the bank, a free full ride through college plus housing allowances from the VA, my mine was definitely more stable, and I places more importance in the goal of finding a girlfriend or at least someone to sleep with. These days I feel like I'm too old to really hang out with the "graduated a STEM degree at 22 and works for google," old enough but probably not as respected as grad students, and just out of place in the world in general I guess?
Nothing happened to that guy. He's still there. It's you. Dummy.
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2019-09-18 at 9:09 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
I had the same thing happen to me last summer though to be honest I honestly had it coming and completely get why she left but I'll admit it kind of surprised me because in my opinion we never had crazy fights or arguments.
Surprised she put up with my smart mouth while I was drinking for as long as she did.
It's for the best anyways I really enjoyed having sex with her and giving and receiving affection but we really didn't have anything in common besides that to be honest.
Plus I would get frothy that I'd go meet her family and friends for holidays but if I suggested going to Barton springs or a show there was always an excuse and she eventually told me she hates those things but will go ahead and do them and at that point I didnt even care it's like geeez it shouldn't have to like pulling teeth to something I occasionally want to do once in a blue moon.
2019-09-18 at 10:35 PM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
Y daughter's mom tricked me into getting her pregnant and I by no means was anchored by it.
With my ex gf we talked about and discussed it at least. You don't get where I'm coming from your action hysterical like a woman
2019-09-18 at 11:21 PM UTC
Into these twisted months I plunge without a light to follow
But I swear that I would follow anything
If it would just get me out of here
And so you get six months to adapt
And then you get two more to leave town
In the event that you do adapt
We still might not want you around
And I fell for the promise of a life with a purpose
But I know that that is impossible now
And so I drink to stay warm
And to kill selected memories
Because I just can't think anymore about that or about her tonight
I give myself three days to feel better
Or I…
