to have someone that you loved and cared about deeply and who loved you almost unconditionally and did so much to try to get you out of that self destructive mindstate, finally cut you off for good and wish you the best. and it's not out of any sort of malice or spite or anything, just from the sheer positive effects that have come to their life solely from you not being in it anymore. they should hate you, but they just feel pity for you because they finally realized how inferior and weak you are and how flimsy your facade is.
i can feel her out there, having fun, going on trips, fucking him, planning for their future, probably wouldn't even remember my name. but it totally consumes my mind 24/7 in this filthy room, just trying to get to a mental spot where i can talk to people without weirding them out.
she told me if i killed myself everyone would go on with their lives and forget about me and i'm sure she's right but i couldn't do that to my family. so i guess i'll just continue suffering here, i feel like i deserve it anyways.
This is just my take on it. If she tried to help you stop, it was probably killing her to watch you continue. I know it would be painful to watch someone you love destroying themselves.
How long ago did it end? Does she know you’re working on getting your shit right?
Not to minimized your love for her, but it can be found again. I had that kind of love when I was 27, and thought I’d never find it again. It took awhile, 26yrs, but I found it again.
Originally posted by Technologist
Finding unconditional love is as good as it gets.
This is just my take on it. If she tried to help you stop, it was probably killing her to watch you continue. I know it would be painful to watch someone you love destroying themselves.
How long ago did it end? Does she know you’re working on getting your shit right?
Not to minimized your love for her, but it can be found again. I had that kind of love when I was 27, and thought I’d never find it again. It took awhile, 26yrs, but I found it again.
I hope time will help you heal.
it's been like 9 months. she knows, but i've tried many times before and did fucked up things that i really regret sometimes when we fought. so she's done and i can't even blame her.
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Originally posted by Technologist
Not to minimized your love for her, but it can be found again. I had that kind of love when I was 27, and thought I’d never find it again. It took awhile, 26yrs, but I found it again.
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
all they ever seem to see are hideous disfigurements tried to tried to buck myself now i gotta live with it
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
she told me if i killed myself everyone would go on with their lives and forget about me and i'm sure she's right but i couldn't do that to my family. so i guess i'll just continue suffering here, i feel like i deserve it anyways.
So yeah that’s just not true. I mean yes people carry on with life but their lives would be impacted and people shouldn’t say this kind of shit.
Hope you pull yourself out of this and find somebody new.
Originally posted by frala
So yeah that’s just not true. I mean yes people carry on with life but their lives would be impacted and people shouldn’t say this kind of shit.
Hope you pull yourself out of this and find somebody new.
i think she really would forget, but maybe it would stick in memory a little better if i caught up to them, chopped the bf's dick off, then write "lol zoklet forever fuck you normies" and then blow my own head into a million pieces with a shotgun in plain view.
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i think she really would forget, but maybe it would stick in memory a little better if i caught up to them, chopped the bf's dick off, then write "lol zoklet forever fuck you normies" and then blow my own head into a million pieces with a shotgun in plain view.
Jeepie just because she left you doesn't mean you don't deserve someone who can lift you up and support you. Maybe you looked to her to see the good in you but understand that what she saw in you was always there. She might have been good for you but you got someone like her once, you have it in you to do it again.
The game bitches play, above all, is to make themselves feel irreplaceable. You pour all your insecurities and fears and failures into them, and it feels like they're the only person in the world who could understand you. Not true. She understood you because you put the time in. No girl will start on the ground floor with the same level of intimacy as someone you spent a lot of time with but that's okay.
You're worth it homie.
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Originally posted by Rear Naked Joke
Bitches ain't shit but hoes and tricks.
as much as i'd like to believe that, it's unfortunately not the truth in every situation. This girl spent like 2-3 years staying with me trying to get me to go to rehab while I was just not even giving a fuck and totally destroying my life and our relationship prospects
Originally posted by WellHung
But ur too much of a pussy to do that.👍
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
i think she really would forget, but maybe it would stick in memory a little better if i caught up to them, chopped the bf's dick off, then write "lol zoklet forever fuck you normies" and then blow my own head into a million pieces with a shotgun in plain view.
She’s not gonna forget you killed yourself after she told you your life is a radar blip lol, regardless of Rambo theatrics, but please don’t.
Originally posted by Rear Naked Joke
Jeepie just because she left you doesn't mean you don't deserve someone who can lift you up and support you. Maybe you looked to her to see the good in you but understand that what she saw in you was always there. She might have been good for you but you got someone like her once, you have it in you to do it again.
The game bitches play, above all, is to make themselves feel irreplaceable. You pour all your insecurities and fears and failures into them, and it feels like they're the only person in the world who could understand you. Not true. She understood you because you put the time in. No girl will start on the ground floor with the same level of intimacy as someone you spent a lot of time with but that's okay.
You're worth it homie.
Why dont you gargle his sperm a little harder, faggot?
