I was watching some series on youtube on anvient battles like stalingrad to even shit in the medievsl times and it just boggles my mind. How can you fucking charge a castle knowing archers will be shooting st you and hot ass iron pouring down on you amongst other shit. Or even in stalingrad, how do you decide tos torm a building knowing you will probably have granades throwna t you and your limbs blown awya while you are bleeding to desth or see it sround you knowing you can be next any minute. It just boggles the mind thinking how these men in so many different cuktures and battles went through it. How did they not all run away or just fake desth and faintz. How did they deal with that pain. Imagine being blow torched st stslingrad. I mesn just hold your hand newr a fire more than a seocnd. How did these people do it? Even in prison. Why or how would snyone choose to stab someone knowing they themselves csnt tske a stsbbing? How many of tou would volunteer for general populatioj and know ahead of time you can take a Stabbing?
The way I look at life is I wont hrut anyone anymore or do anything to them unless I either have taken it myself before or am able to when and if karma comes back. No matter who it is what theyve done etc. In general I mean.
All i Know is when I was 18 I worked at the state hospital (psyche ward) as a nursing assistant on the night shift and this little old black puppy dog looking black woman with coke bottle glasses grabbed my hand and sternly looked me in the eyes and said "there will be an upcoming race war that in the year 2030 that will divide the USA into four factions, the rooty, the tooty, the fruity, and the tsunami. And told me to get ready for it" I believe her that this will happen, as it was even confirmed by "batman" RIP sweet prince, who had visions of this happening, but sometimes prophecy is not always prophecy It can also merely be prediction.
