2019-09-03 at 5:55 AM UTC
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victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Hello folks.
Needless to say I think I have found something that isolates me and wastes my time.
Minecraft.
Its a total waste of time.
Just virtual blocks you click and you click other shit and click click click.
This isnt for me.
I will keep playing every now and again maybe but i really could care less.
The server sucks dick I know.
Only some of you seem to be able to connect.
I will upload the server if you guys want but if you all wanted to play a certain mode just say so.
Yes, I kinda got a lil carried away but i think I did way more good than harm.
I didn't blow up anyones shit and i go obbe some dogs and built slaynk a house and rebuilt the tax office.
If you guys need some help I can turn it on for you too.
I know what I will do!
I will just give everyone admin so no one is bitching.
If someone blows up your shit they must just not like you and maybe you 2 should work things out.
Its called life.
Quit bitching about shit.
If you wanna make your own minecraft servers I will gladly walk you through it step by step no extra shit like you gonna find googling it.
Id like to play other modes with you guys and will host them if I can.
I guess that would mean shutting one server down to start another if I do it but I can always start them back up.
I dunno...
Anyways...
As far as life goes I got a lot to do.
You guys know I wanna thrive.
Minecraft is a good waste of time.
I dont have time to waste on it though.
I will keep server running while we figure out what to do.
But I can't play anymore.
I gotta get ahead.
I have leaks in my wallet and I got to get to work improving my life more.
I need a car or at least my drivers license.
Also I gotta pay rent tomorrow morning and take my dog to the vet for probably fleas.
And!
I might have a lot less money coming in tomorrow.
On Friday some idiot at started talking about unions.
and everyone at work has been at each others throats and not getting along.
For all I know they might fire everyone.
It is an entry level job. They can do that.
Shell hasn't had a great couple days at work either.
Getting more money is one of my goals and part of that might mean I got to get another job.
I really need to start looking into that but I hate to leave my job now.
Its pretty sweet but I know there has to be even better but I gotta go look for it.
I need to figure out how to live to 70.
Guys, I gotta focus on that retirement.
And I told Shell I would take her on a cruise.
Anyone got a suggestion on where we should cruise too?
I can start paying for the tickets now.
So stop bitching.
I am fine.
Just have a lot on my mind and its hard to get through the fog in my head sometimes.
Decisions are hard and I dont look forward to them.
My malaise gets triggered by the littlest thing and can really be debilitating.
My health aint so damn good.
My guts hurt bad and I have had hep for 10 years.
I got doctor appointments made but i got to go still.
My hip and shoulder have really been bothering me from falling off that wall.
Its constant discomfort and very often just a constant pain of varying intensities.
I have to get x-rays on that whenever I can.
I need to do some footwork.
I got to be productive.
Let me instinctive drive take over and push me through everyday toward the greatness that awaits.
I wanna make him proud.
If you aint doing anything ask yourself why?
Its probably because you have something to do.
Just do it and keep improving.
I believe in you guys.
You know what I am saying??
You guys really should stop using drugs and alcohol sometime.
I quit and I got to admit I am pretty fucked up.
My mind.
Oh my god my mind.
And physically, I hurt and mentally its a fog.
Sometimes I shake.
You guys should really make sure you can stop and you are not too fucked up.
You dont wanna retardate yourself.
Read a book and do a puzzle.
Make a hot drink and just meditate.
Listen to jazz music.
Lots of jazz music and smoke marijuana.
Take it easy but get to work.
I got to go to bed now.
Goodnight.
Sweet dreams.
I love you guys.
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2019-09-03 at 5:57 AM UTC
Gonna need a minute to digest this
2019-09-03 at 5:58 AM UTC
You can still play just don't play as much? Like I have been playing less because it knocks me off my router and so I can share the computer with hts
We really should migrate to a more stable server though.
2019-09-03 at 6:02 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
anyways you guys have the work week to figure it out as I will be too tired or just not wanna play after work this week.
2019-09-03 at 6:03 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
All The Glory Goes To GOD!
2019-09-03 at 6:05 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Good night folks.
tomorrow
tell me...
will tomorrow bring,
all the things
i'm longing...
stowed upon its elusive wings,
tirelessly beating
and fighting
to show what's dangling
and hanging...
ready for the picking...
awaiting...
such time so it could begin its need for unloading,
delivering
and dropping,
its gleaming
treasures
on those who are deserving,
in no way lacking
so they could be at the receiving
end of this pressurising,
inking
of dwindling
words...
careless thoughts conceived only to
fuel
my deranged ramblings...
incessant mutterings of a shattering
mind...
bending backwards, almost breaking,
risking...
the chance of ever fully
mending...
hoping and praying
for a sentence that's pending
dawn's approval...
allowing
the rising
of the sun...
paving
ways for thriving
wishes,
unbarring
gates for soaring
dreams, unlocking
latches,
relieving...
the heightening
anxieties of grieving
hearts.
constantly whispering
utterances, promising
good will, happiness
and titillating
sanity.
we're thinking...
the earth is spinning,
the moon is setting,
so the sun must be rising
but...
tell me,
tomorrow...
*is it coming?
2019-09-03 at 6:09 AM UTC
I have an stable interbutt connection with a static IP and a spare machine, but no time to admin a server.
I also have shekels for a VPS if that would be the best option. Azure or whatever
2019-09-03 at 6:09 AM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
DONT BLAME ME FOR WHO I AM.
BLAME YOURSELF FOR THE WAY YOU SEE ME.
AN EXPECTATION IS NOT A RIGHT!
2019-09-03 at 2:16 PM UTC
Fonaplats
victim of incest
[daylong jump-start that nome]
Good morning everyone.
I hope you all are having a wonderful morning.
I am off to pay my rent and take my dog to the vet and hopefully do some laundry before work.
love you peeps
2019-09-03 at 3:37 PM UTC
Obbe
Alan What?
[annoy my right-angled speediness]
Is river town still there or is it all burned down and blown up?
