2019-08-22 at 3:34 PM UTC
Meaning my brain is bleeding
And I can't sleep at all thanks to alcohol withdrawal
But if I drink it will make the bleeding worse
Yay
2019-08-22 at 3:37 PM UTC
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2019-08-22 at 3:37 PM UTC
And I've caught like four criminal charges and lost my weapons permit for shit I don't even remember doing, yet passed the field sobriety tests
2019-08-22 at 3:39 PM UTC
Yeah, the alcohol is a blood thinner. Have they discussed surgery to fix it? It’s good if they haven’t. There’s surgical intervention for the big ones, or they just let the smaller ones self absorb.
2019-08-22 at 3:40 PM UTC
They've already done surgery but its still not totally fixed
2019-08-22 at 3:41 PM UTC
And I talk and type like a retard unless I sit and edit forever and it takes me 30 minutes to get up the stairs to my apartment
2019-08-22 at 3:42 PM UTC
Apparently someone found me seizing out and not breathing in my apartment and had no alcohol in my system which is probably what caused it in the first place
2019-08-22 at 3:48 PM UTC
You don’t know who found you? Did they find you at home?
Juicy,
I really wish you could find a way out of this self destruction. I know this wasn’t intentional, but your lifestyle led up to it. What’s it gonna take to make you care about living?😞
Probably just going to end up progressively lobotomizing myself with accidents until I'm too stupid to hate life anymore
2019-08-22 at 4:07 PM UTC
I know that’s not what you want. You wanna be a vegetable?
I won’t ride your ass anymore, but I wish there was a way to help your mental illnesses, that didn’t make you a zombie!
2019-08-22 at 4:07 PM UTC
Narc
Naturally Camouflaged
[connect my yokel-like scolytidae]
jesusfuckingchrist, who the fuck would ever use alcohol? what a horrible shitty substance.
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2019-08-22 at 4:12 PM UTC
aldra
JIDF Controlled Opposition
would help if I could but goddamn, that is a really shitty hand
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2019-08-22 at 4:18 PM UTC
what the fuck. i don't feel so bad about my anhedonia and depression from this at least.
2019-08-22 at 5:12 PM UTC
Tell them you had a seizure even though you're on benzos, they'll give you phenobarb or at least a lot more beznos, which it sounds like you truly need. Coming from a person who thinks some benzos should be pulled from the market.
Also you can take some FMLA if you want to recover, but maybe that's not right for you.
Let me know if I can help
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