The sadness will probably destroy me for a few years... I'm gonna make an attempt to save a little bit of etiz for each of their funerals + a couple uses in general when I find out. Feels grim & "guilty" to have some set aside and sitting around for that but i'll need it...
I should have some lines ready to repeat to myself to feel better like "they would rather have died before me than see me die before them"
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Talk to them and tell them how you feel about them before they leave. I've been doing that.
My mom and dad did a lot for me and I've done a lot of things to disappoint them but my dad told me the other day that he loves me and it was one of the best feelings I've had in a long time
my mom used to get high on crack and vodka and come in my room trying to fight me but we cool now because i did the same thing to her on meth we even now
my mother died when i was 19, and my dad isn't the same after the brain damage he suffered from his anoxic brain injury. it sucks i wish i had more time with them.
just hope when they die it's quick and sudden because trying to take care of them is a burden, i tried for my dad and gave him three years of my life and it sucked. everything suffered for it and i wouldn't wish it on anyone. loyalty is hard, harder still when you fail those whom you feel you owe.
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood
my dad told me when he's old and can't remember his name on his death bed to hold up the crack pipe to his lips and light it and he will just injale
