2016-12-31 at 2:22 AM UTC
i never have any energy to do anything. i get tired just sitting in a couch using my computer. i lay down in bed like 5 to 20 times a day before finally falling asleep. like i'll lay down in the dark dissociating into my own thoughts for a while, then i'll get restless in bed so i'll play a game on the computer for a bit, then i get tired and have to lay down again. the fact that nothing interests me/apathy also contributes to this. but to me taking a train to go somewhere or just going to school is enough to burn me out for the whole day. is anyone else here like this. people always tell me "you seem like you're half asleep all of the time", like i must be annoyingly benzo'd out on my own cerebrospinal fluid.
2016-12-31 at 2:25 AM UTC
and my attention span is so bad i can't even watch a TV show or movie. i'll start zoning out and getting distracted within a few minutes every time. my brain is fucked and there's something seriously wrong with me.
2016-12-31 at 2:26 AM UTC
Get off the computer and your energy to do things will return. It might take some time but it would give you the energy and will to do things. Perhaps by begin by allotting yourself a certain amount of time for computer use and begin to regiment your schedule with things you would like to see yourself doing.
Originally posted by the holy ghost
my brain is fucked and there's something seriously wrong with me.
And when you say things like this it doesnt help. If you tell your brain there is something wrong with it then it will think in that manner. Im not even trying to make a point about how you just gotta be positive its just that you gotta change from thinking "My brain is fucked up" to thinking "My brain is unique in structure, this is not an inherent disadvantage."
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2016-12-31 at 2:33 AM UTC
Sounds like you're doing everything right, eating safe, delicious and hygienic processed foods, living the lifestyle of a natural aristocrat, avoiding dangerous and onerous physical activity, expanding your consciousness on our internet, and refraining from reproduction. I think the problem might be your own inferior goyish genetic makeup. Have you considered taking prescription medicines?
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2016-12-31 at 2:33 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
jerking off and playing starcraft all day will do that too you. Sounds like you have that womans disease fibromyalgia aka being a pussy
2016-12-31 at 2:45 AM UTC
Then simply move more. Thinking "my body was made to be in a permanent vegetative state or to sleep 24/7" is probably worse than thinking your brain is fucked up. Seriously dude, just stop being such a lazy shithead. Yeah maybe its hard to concentrate and maybe doing things seems like bullshit but, speaking from experience, if you are in such a state that you cant even do simple shit like take care of yourself then your first priority needs to be taking care of yourself and build a routine around doing so.
Daily Tasks for Sploo:
-Shower, brush your teeth, put on fresh clothes | Hygiene is important. Not only for social reasons but because if you feel dirty and disgusting and perpetuate that feeling by normalizing it you see yourself as dirty and disgusting. It gets to a point where you internalize these feelings of self disgust and they wreak havoc on your ability to actually clean yourself.
-Have a stretch, do some pushups, walk around | Physicality is second to hygiene. You dont have to be ripped but you do have to be able. Stretching is great for keeping limber and will reduce the chance of accidental or work out related injury. A tai chi or yoga would really compound the exercise and bring it to a spiritual level. Push ups and sit ups should be done daily. I dont know how much fluff you are but start with 10 each and increase by 5 a day or so until you are at 100 each per day. Maintain your 100 pushups a day and you keep in shape for a good while. Walking around is really great for the brain. The brain seeks novelty and expanding your "Territory" is a great way to start. Some studies indicate that children restricted in their play spaces (i.e. have small living quarters and dont get out much) have lesser brain development. But this can be changed because every time you go somewhere new your brain makes new connections to map this area. Take a walk to somewhere new. Go to a forest when its warm and just explore sometime. For now just rediscover your neighborhood.
A good goal would be to get a job. Something like being a dishwasher would probably be good. Its mindnumbing work but you can zone out and think about triangles and shit while you do it. But first you need reasonable hygiene standards for yourself.
2016-12-31 at 2:46 AM UTC
Stop abusing drugs except caffeine.
2016-12-31 at 4:45 AM UTC
kroz
weak whyte, frothy cuck, and former twink
^the holocaust is a hoax artard
i bet you believe in fema camps too
2016-12-31 at 5:34 AM UTC
Originally posted by jedi.Goldstein
Someone needs to ban this Holocaust denier from my forum. I can't even. It is almost 2017 and still we have dinosaurs like you who insist on getting their bigoted "evidence". Here's your bigoted evidence goyim. I myself was gassed 8 times in the ovens of Srebrenica.
you are so unoriginal. Please make a new account with a better, less "beating a dead horse" gimmick.
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