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The last two months of my life
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2019-08-11 at 12:12 AM UTCAside from the cough medicine I have been drinking heavily to the point where I needed it everyday. I started going into rages and blacking out. The last incident I was drinking outside my building and got arrested for punching someone...went to jail for the first time which sucked except for the benzos they gave me for alcohol withdrawl.
When i got out of jail my landlord told me I was to leave or face eviction. My girlfriend was allowed to stay there but I had to leave and decided to stay at the shelter for awhile. I met a girl there who was very attractive and me and my current girlfriend were fighting so I start hanging with this new girl. She ended up getting kicked out and went to another mission. A day later she texted me and told me to come be with her at the other mission which I did because I got kicked out myself for drinking alcohol on the property.
I got to the other mission and this place sucked even worse me and her ended up leaving in the middle of the night and sleeping in the park. This was the first time we had sex that night there. In the middle of the night the cops were called and they asked us what was going on they called cps and we were put in a hotel for a few days for free.
CPS came back days later and bought us a greyhound ticket to a bigger city where I used to live. It seems at this point things changed. I thought she was nice and fun to be around but she ended up showing her true side. Being disrespectful, not appreciating anything I did for her, and even putting her hands on me. She ended up getting me kicked out of that shelter but she got to stay because according to the staff they always take the womans side in domestic situations. I am staying with my dad until next week but realized my ex is who I want to be with and will probably go back there. I still care about this new girl and she wants me back but no pussy is worth all that shit...forgot to mention she has kids which i was cool with at first but became too much for me. -
2019-08-11 at 12:42 AM UTCTl drThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-08-11 at 2:59 AM UTChow were her kids "too much for you?" if she lived at a shelter and you were traditionally homeless? It sounds like some degenerate homeless fun. So are you going back with your ex/original girlfriend?
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2019-08-11 at 3:05 AM UTCWhat do you usually drink
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2019-08-11 at 3:27 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo how were her kids "too much for you?" if she lived at a shelter and you were traditionally homeless? It sounds like some degenerate homeless fun. So are you going back with your ex/original girlfriend?
Yea im going back with my ex we been together for years and I realized she truly loves me this girl just wanted me to take care of her and her kids which I did but she didnt even apperciate it.
Im not really a kid person but for some reason I thought her kids were cool but the novelty wore off after awhile and she would even tell her kids to disrespect me or talk bad about me when me and her got into a fight which is a pretty low thing to do. -
2019-08-11 at 3:28 AM UTC
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2019-08-11 at 3:32 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sudo It sounds like some degenerate homeless fun.
It was fun at first thats why I did it...if I didnt get with her I probally would have fucked another girl at the shelter, lot of loose women there. When I first starting talking to her she was drunk and crying and I came over and calmed her down, and we just hung out all the time after that but like I said she did a 360 on me almost like I owed here something or we been in a relationship for years and she could just treat me anyway and i would just take it. -
2019-08-11 at 3:33 AM UTCCPS helped you? Aren't you a grown adult?
If you're addicted to fucking bundy and a blackout alcoholic too maybe you should focus on getting your shit in order a bit before you go chasing around homeless women just to get your dick wet. -
2019-08-11 at 3:34 AM UTCLol @ lots of loose women at the shelter
Guess i know where I'm going tonight?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-08-11 at 3:36 AM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice CPS helped you? Aren't you a grown adult?
If you're addicted to fucking bundy and a blackout alcoholic too maybe you should focus on getting your shit in order a bit before you go chasing around homeless women just to get your dick wet.
She had kids thats why CPS got involved. I actually wanted a relationship with her and calmed down on the drinking and was trying to get my shit together. I dont understand I should get my shit together then I should get my dick wet?? If I had my shit together and was sober I wouldnt have made those bad decisions in the first place -
2019-08-11 at 3:37 AM UTCWeird they bought you a ticket too tho
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2019-08-11 at 3:38 AM UTC
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2019-08-11 at 3:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by Duke Zion She had kids thats why CPS got involved. I actually wanted a relationship with her and calmed down on the drinking and was trying to get my shit together. I dont understand I should get my shit together then I should get my dick wet?? If I had my shit together and was sober I wouldnt have made those bad decisions in the first place
I just don't understand why people seek out relationships when their life is in shambles. That's just a commitment of time/stress and having to deal with their bullshit too when you've got too much of your own shit going on. But you do you man, it sounds like it's going really well for you. -
2019-08-11 at 3:39 AM UTC
Originally posted by G4LM Weird they bought you a ticket too tho
Yea they were very nice even the cops when they came one cop said we seemed like good people and hoped things got better for us. I even got to choose where they sent us which I chose a big city with more opportunities which is much better then the shithole I met her at. -
2019-08-11 at 3:43 AM UTC
Originally posted by Solstice I just don't understand why people seek out relationships when their life is in shambles. That's just a commitment of time/stress and having to deal with their bullshit too when you've got too much of your own shit going on. But you do you man, it sounds like it's going really well for you.
I been through worse and I really dont regret anything it was a life experience I will learn from like other shit I been through.
But to answer your question its actually good to be in a relationship when your life is in shambles because sometimes you can help each other out but it all depends on who you are with. In the case with this woman I think the way she treated me was just what she was used to or maybe she was just trying to push me away because she was in abusive relationships. -
2019-08-11 at 3:45 AM UTC
Originally posted by Duke Zion I been through worse and I really dont regret anything it was a life experience I will learn from like other shit I been through.
But to answer your question its actually good to be in a relationship when your life is in shambles because sometimes you can help each other out but it all depends on who you are with. In the case with this woman I think the way she treated me was just what she was used to or maybe she was just trying to push me away because she was in abusive relationships.
I'm sure it'll all work out. -
2019-08-11 at 3:46 AM UTC
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2019-08-26 at 12:25 AM UTCI am no longer homeless I got my own place and I just masterbate now when I am horny.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-08-26 at 12:29 AM UTCI masturbate to your profile pikshure.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-08-26 at 12:31 AM UTCI got thrown off by the thread title, like you had 2 months to live. Which might still be true.
