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2016-12-28 at 5:45 PM UTCWell I used to have a pretty solid opiate problem but don't really use anymore. But yesterday I had surgery and the nurse hooked up the IV and i was like "yo whats in there tho?" and she's like FENTANYL and I was like ohhhh shit alright I'm down. So she hits me with the fentanyl and I felt it a little but obviously I have a tolerance still even though it's been a while since I did it. Since I was basically obviously still sober they hit me with fentanyl twice more and by now I could feel it pretty well. They started the surgery though and it was pretty painful so I was like ahhh fuck that hurts. The nurse seemed surprised so I just told her "I have a very high natural tolerance for opioids" and she was like "oh you do? alright hold on" then gave me more and I was like ahhhhh fuuuuuuuuuck this is good. Then I was thinking the whole time after I get out of here I'm going to shoot some heroin because this is so goddamn euphoric. So my friend took me home and I copped a little $10 of heroin from him but his friend was there and she was some uptight weaboo girl who isn't cool with people shooting up so I just melted it down and snorted it.
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2016-12-28 at 5:55 PM UTCSounds like how many of my friends starting using again. They would quit and would end up breaking some bones or having some sort of surgery get prescribed opies which usually lead them to shooting. I've done the same to justify the beginning of my habit. Its always best to not use again , but that feeling thoughhhhh.
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2016-12-28 at 5:58 PM UTC
Originally posted by paradoxspace Sounds like how many of my friends starting using again. They would quit and would end up breaking some bones or having some sort of surgery get prescribed opies which usually lead them to shooting. I've done the same to justify the beginning of my habit. Its always best to not use again , but that feeling thoughhhhh.
Yea, luckily I woke up with a huge fucking headache and nauseous as fuck which makes me want to stay away. When I woke up I was like wow I really was just about to shoot some heroin last night.. -
2016-12-28 at 5:59 PM UTCill take a chisel to ur spine if u split ur script halfs after
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2016-12-28 at 6 PM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic Yea, luckily I woke up with a huge fucking headache and nauseous as fuck which makes me want to stay away. When I woke up I was like wow I really was just about to shoot some heroin last night..
I been getting the headaches after oxys and stuff recently . Not really fun anymore . Gonna try and quit myself here. Its better to live life not high instead of always going through the WDs IMO -
2016-12-28 at 7:29 PM UTCI only do opiates when I have a few thousand $$ laying around. I spend a few hundred to get a fair bit of oxy, heroin or hydro's. I haven't done fent since 2009 or bought it from the darknet.. Yet.
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2016-12-28 at 7:41 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump I only do opiates when I have a few thousand $$ laying around. I spend a few hundred to get a fair bit of oxy, heroin or hydro's. I haven't done fent since 2009 or bought it from the darknet.. Yet.
I still have yet to try and source from the darknet... Thankfully i have a few sources locally for basically every downer you could want lol. My plug is dumb and will sell hydromorphone 8MG IRs for 2$ at times.... -
2016-12-28 at 9:18 PM UTCHe probably gets it from the darknet. Once you do it once your desire to repeat the ritual kicks in and you never forget.
From buying btc to placing the order only takes me an hour -
2016-12-28 at 10:40 PM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump He probably gets it from the darknet. Once you do it once your desire to repeat the ritual kicks in and you never forget.
From buying btc to placing the order only takes me an hour
I doubt it if he's charging $2 for an 8 mg hydromorphone. Usually pills are still expensive on the darknet -
2016-12-29 at 12:16 AM UTCI used to be addicted to opiates for about 3 years, back around when totse was closing and zoklet was opening. I have been using opiates recently but at very low doses as I don't much of a tolerance anymore.
I look back on my life how I spent it back in the day as kinda crazy, like not being an every day user has made me realize I hate dealing with shitty people for drugs, I hate spending money on them, and I hate having w/d's. I will always be crazier than a shit house rat but I don't want to do it that way anymore.
I basically fucked off about 3/4 years of my life on opiates.
I had a friend who claimed he would never do heroin again, because it put him in the hospital, then he started smoking meth and I would do it with him to an extent, but the guy let it completely consume him.
I quit hanging with and about a year later, he tells me he's in the hospital again because of ANOTHER abscess from shooting heroin..
something he said he'd never do again.. I honestly wouldn't be surprised if he's dead now. -
2016-12-29 at 12:18 AM UTCoh wow just looked him up online and yeah he's dead... with as much as that sucks I'm glad I quit hanging out with him.
You live by the needle you die by the needle
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/statesman/obituary.aspx?pid=181253255
He was cool most of the time, but he was one of those rich kids that would go on about how he's never going to face drug charges (his brother is a narc for apd, and his parents have a lot of money, yet never had clean clothes to wear..) They even paid for him to have a nice condo and would hook him up with jobs at nice places where you'd just show up schitzed out and not able to handle it.
But to be honest maybe he did the right thing by killing himself, he wasn't going anywhere, didn't have or want kids, i Just saw him get into all the gay orgy meth head stuff and I wasn't like that so I had to quit hanging with him. His parents were huge libs and let him do it though, he would always go on about how he's so much better/luckier than me...
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2016-12-29 at 12:29 AM UTC
Originally posted by Bill Krozby oh wow just looked him up online and yeah he's dead… with as much as that sucks I'm glad I quit hanging out with him.
You live by the needle you die by the needle
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/statesman/obituary.aspx?pid=181253255
He was cool most of the time, but he was one of those rich kids that would go on about how he's never going to face drug charges (his brother is a narc for apd, and his parents have a lot of money, yet never had clean clothes to wear..) They even paid for him to have a nice condo and would hook him up with jobs at nice places where you'd just show up schitzed out and not able to handle it.
Post last edited by Bill Krozby at 2016-12-29T00:28:43.648405+00:00
Know to many people who lost their lives to the needle... Usually after a tolerance break and shooting up their old normal dose. Thankful i never used the needle , but gotta stop the shit soon. -
2016-12-29 at 12:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by paradoxspace Know to many people who lost their lives to the needle… Usually after a tolerance break and shooting up their old normal dose. Thankful i never used the needle , but gotta stop the shit soon.
well to be honest I guess I don't know how he exactly died.. considering the article i just looked up didn't say.. but I can only assume.
You can predict how certain people are going to die sometimes.
He was into whatever he could get his hands on, he had 2 different benzo scrips, addies, started smoking cigs, and was really into meth because of the whole gay side of meth usage. He was just out of there.
I had another friend about 9 years ago die from heroin/crack. And its funny how people like that will give you one last call before its all over -
2016-12-29 at 12:37 AM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic I doubt it if he's charging $2 for an 8 mg hydromorphone. Usually pills are still expensive on the darknet
YOu can press fentanyl and call it whatever you want. -
2016-12-29 at 12:53 AM UTC
Originally posted by SCronaldo_J_Trump YOu can press fentanyl and call it whatever you want.
I was getting legit hydromorphone 8MG irs , know my guy is getting it from his dad who has cancer and gets 120 of them a month. Which is why he doesnt know the real value of them thankfully. -
2016-12-29 at 1:18 AM UTCGotta say, been seeing a lot of reasons to never pick up opiates ever being posted around here lately.
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2016-12-29 at 1:35 AM UTC
Originally posted by Lanny Gotta say, been seeing a lot of reasons to never pick up opiates ever being posted around here lately.
meh, its all subjective. Most drugs are bad, I've seen the worse damage done with meth, at least heroin users tend to kill themselves off quickly, while a lot of meth users I've known tend to fuck over people and then go to prison. It's different for everyone though, just like some people might have an alcohol problem yet might not smoke cigs and get lung cancer.
Personally for me looking back on it, I was way more functional and "normal" as a heroin addict than a meth addict. Speak to a hardcore meth addict and mention you like heroin they will look typically look down on you for it.
Even my dead friend would express that same sentiment towards me when dealing with meth heads, he was also a big benzo addict on top of it all yet would bitch at me for being an alcoholic (probably because he didn't like alcohol and it didnt fit into his life style)
meth is what did him in ultimately -
2016-12-29 at 1:39 AM UTCYeah, the love for opiates will never, ever leave you. Trust me, i have the same, but YOLO i still do oxy three days a week.
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2016-12-29 at 3:58 AM UTC
Originally posted by Sophie Yeah, the love for opiates will never, ever leave you. Trust me, i have the same, but YOLO i still do oxy three days a week.
Yea but it gets lame af when you feel like you need it or you're gonna get all emotional and shit lol. And have that disappointed feeling when you could be feeling awesome if you did acid instead.. -
2016-12-29 at 4:13 AM UTC
Originally posted by greenplastic Yea but it gets lame af when you feel like you need it or you're gonna get all emotional and shit lol. And have that disappointed feeling when you could be feeling awesome if you did acid instead..
Lol really? Acid over opiates? Fuck outta 'ere.
