2019-08-04 at 4:59 AM UTC
I almost kind of wish I had less than a year to live so then with all the consequences of getting caught being removed I would be able to go on a theft spree across the country, stealing cars, valuables, cash, getting an occasional jackpot, picking a town on the map and going there for the next adventure and not being afraid or caring if I get caught because I would't care since I'd soon be dead. That would be a freedom, maybe thats why some people do stuff like a bank robbery, they talk themself into it by being like "fuck it I don't care if I get caught".
Or being a heavy alcoholic kind of sounds like it would be nice in a way too, being drunk all the time would be like being on a vacation. You'd only feel like shit a few short moments when you have no BAC and have no booze or cash on hand so you have come up with a few bucks to get withdrawal relief, then a little more money and your back on vacation again. I think its highly likely I will have a stint being a serious alcoholic like that sometime in my life.
Wanting to break free is what it is I think, not having to get up to do something you don't want to. It could be the same reason people spend thousands they save up for to go on a vacation, its worth it to them to spend that much money to have that freedom for a week instead of all the other things they could have bought.
2019-08-04 at 5:26 AM UTC
Nil
African Astronaut
[the overexcited four-footed chanar]
I've reached a point over here where i've realized that i need to drop some obligations and work on myself, i was getting to a point where driving off a cliff or doing stupid risky shit was getting appealing but at the end of the day it was more of a reaction, ive felt chained up for the last few years and was losing it.
I think i'll stick around awhile longer, just not like this.
Change is on the horizon, closing this chapter soon.
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2019-08-04 at 5:41 AM UTC
Actor, what would you do in that year if you had unlimited money?
2019-08-04 at 8:43 AM UTC
We should just have a megathread for pity parties. This is getting old.
