fuck.. any south carolina druggies?

1. 2019-08-02 at 12:35 PM UTC

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   Dissociator African Astronaut
   since I moved to this fucking state ive been bone dry minus this slut natalie i used to smoke crack with and fuck.. anyway I ditched her for leeching off my drugs, house, money, etc. so since may, ive been forced to just smoke spice,do whatever grey market drugs and hope I get good scripts or whatever.
   my doc forced me off suboxone against my will and every single day has been a fight since then, with the akathisia and the pain and restlessness and the days feel like 3 days in 1.
   
   anyone live in south carolina (im around the north myrtle beach area)
   
   i only got like 20 bucks but a shit ton of gabs.. like atleast 500
2. 2019-08-02 at 12:35 PM UTC

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   Dissociator African Astronaut
   atleast 500 800mgs
3. 2019-08-02 at 12:42 PM UTC

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   Ghost Black Hole
   Hahahaha I am so jealous man. Being isolated and having no friends and ordering drugs off the internet... OH WAIT I DID THAT FOR YEARS AND IT FUCKING SUCKED AND I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF
   
   But I guess you figured it out. Move to somewhere that matters and get a job
4. 2019-08-02 at 12:48 PM UTC

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   Dissociator African Astronaut

   Originally posted by Ghost Hahahaha I am so jealous man. Being isolated and having no friends and ordering drugs off the internet… OH WAIT I DID THAT FOR YEARS AND IT FUCKING SUCKED AND I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF
   
   But I guess you figured it out. Move to somewhere that matters and get a job

   
   i need to get disability... at this point, due to lack of proper benzos and opioids, I'm a nervous wreck all the time... its even worse when fully sober. like, suicide worse. every time im sober its just brutal awful gnawing hell.. sometimes I sleep for days until my legs have so much built up energy i have to run around the bloc just to pass out again
   
   I dont want this life
   I dont even know where to start with friends. the friends i had at home in jersey I made when I was younger, more human, and the drug tolerances were lo enough that the alterations from adderaxanax and ebverything else made me personable enough to seem eh ok
   
   
   like even the way my face looks and the way i dress, alot of people tell me i look and act like a confidential informant. even that natalie chick had to tell everyone at the hood i had autism so they wouldnt be sus mode
5. 2019-08-02 at 12:51 PM UTC

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   Ghost Black Hole
   Yeah dude if you were in Canada you would get $1000/mo like HTS does