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Have you ever successfully kept a "reserve" stash?
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2019-07-15 at 3:42 AM UTCEvery time I set some pills aside for future situations when I'd have anxiety I'd always end up using it before then for boredom/no reason. I'm trying to use this long probation break to mentally train and build up the willpower to keep a reserve stash of benzos to only be used for good reason. Because knowing you have it for times you'll need it is just as rewarding of a feeling as being on it just fuckin around for no reason.
I think I'll make some plans, and smoke some weed / do nitrous / etc instead of touching the reserve stash. But i'll still have a seperate general use stash thats for recreation.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-07-15 at 6:04 AM UTCYou can't make a stash when your dealer is a hot babe and her friend with a baggy of 700 pills trying to fuck you
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2019-07-15 at 7:02 AM UTCNot of any specific drug but I definitely buy more than I consume. My drawer I keep everything in is getting pretty full. I actually had to reorganize all the jars and shit so it'd fit in one neat place.
I've thought about throwing it out but like you said, the option is nice. -
2019-07-15 at 11:49 AM UTC
Originally posted by GGG Not of any specific drug but I definitely buy more than I consume. My drawer I keep everything in is getting pretty full. I actually had to reorganize all the jars and shit so it'd fit in one neat place.
I've thought about throwing it out but like you said, the option is nice.
ur not an addict. -
2019-07-15 at 11:53 AM UTCOf big pharma meds, yes. Of illicit street drugs, no
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2019-07-15 at 12:14 PM UTCWhen I was eating benzos daily I was on a quest to try every benzo that exists and I ordered everything this one vendor had in stock, Bromazepam, Diazepam, Alprazolam, Clonazepam and Ativan and I kept blacking out and waking up 3 days later with no memory of trying to fight people or stumbling into work and being sent home.
Eventually the pills all went missing, I thought I ate them all but my dad hid them because he says I was 'foaming at the mouth' and being way too violent.
He gave them back to me when I moved away and I gave them all to a homeless prostitute and possibly killed her or got her arrested lolol -
2019-07-15 at 12:19 PM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost When I was eating benzos daily I was on a quest to try every benzo that exists and I ordered everything this one vendor had in stock, Bromazepam, Diazepam, Alprazolam, Clonazepam and Ativan and I kept blacking out and waking up 3 days later with no memory of trying to fight people or stumbling into work and being sent home.
Eventually the pills all went missing, I thought I ate them all but my dad hid them because he says I was 'foaming at the mouth' and being way too violent.
He gave them back to me when I moved away and I gave them all to a homeless prostitute and possibly killed her or got her arrested lolol
So much bus pass in that story -
2019-07-15 at 12:23 PM UTCBitch go to Toronto and drive 2km it takes 30 mins and you hit about 10 red lights.
Fuck cars and fuck driving. You might think it's funny to use a bus pass but try telling that to the 200,000 daily commuters that use the streetcars and subway.
"Daily ridership 199,700 (avg. weekday, Q4 2018)" -
2019-07-15 at 12:30 PM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost Bitch go to Toronto and drive 2km it takes 30 mins and you hit about 10 red lights.
Fuck cars and fuck driving. You might think it's funny to use a bus pass but try telling that to the 200,000 daily commuters that use the streetcars and subway.
"Daily ridership 199,700 (avg. weekday, Q4 2018)"
Yeah I don't even get why he's on hard about it. There's nothing wrong with using the bus or other public transportation. If I had the option to take busses or the subway I would. -
2019-07-15 at 12:33 PM UTCAll you are doing it idling and slowly killing the planet and waste 30 minutes of your life in traffic when you could have just walked, biked or taken public transport.
It makes no sense to drive in a big city like Toronto or New York unless you actually to go out of the city to do stuff and drive on highways a lot. -
2019-07-15 at 12:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by Ghost Bitch go to Toronto and drive 2km it takes 30 mins and you hit about 10 red lights.
Fuck cars and fuck driving. You might think it's funny to use a bus pass but try telling that to the 200,000 daily commuters that use the streetcars and subway.
"Daily ridership 199,700 (avg. weekday, Q4 2018)"
I already know that you live in a cuck city. But thanks for pointing it out to the rest. -
2019-07-15 at 12:48 PM UTCNot really. I buy in bulk, like I just bought 10 vape carts off a DNM...But I'll smoke it through. I've been thinking of doing it differently though. I think I'm gonna keep 4 carts as a "reserve" separate from a battery, only to be smoked when all else fails. The cart is only screwed in when it's time to be used, one hit at a time.
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2019-07-15 at 12:49 PM UTC"Cuck city" = one of the most desirable places to live in the northern hemisphere.
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2019-07-15 at 2:14 PM UTC
Originally posted by Common De-mominator Not really. I buy in bulk, like I just bought 10 vape carts off a DNM…But I'll smoke it through. I've been thinking of doing it differently though. I think I'm gonna keep 4 carts as a "reserve" separate from a battery, only to be smoked when all else fails. The cart is only screwed in when it's time to be used, one hit at a time.
There's no such thing as a reserve if you use it with any regularity. Keeping 4 to have on hand is just a security blanket so you don't run out. Don't give in to these addict mindsets. It took me a long ass time to realize keeping shit on hand just meant i was planning ahead so I can stay addicted. There's really no other reason to keep a reserve.
If you want to stay addicted tho, that's fine too. Nothing wrong with it but you've mentioned wanting to cut back before, so maybe recognizing the patterns will help. I have a few drugs I'm not good at saving and I just buy small amounts to keep myself from wasting time/money. -
2019-07-15 at 3:35 PM UTC
Originally posted by GGG There's no such thing as a reserve if you use it with any regularity. Keeping 4 to have on hand is just a security blanket so you don't run out. Don't give in to these addict mindsets. It took me a long ass time to realize keeping shit on hand just meant i was planning ahead so I can stay addicted. There's really no other reason to keep a reserve.
If you want to stay addicted tho, that's fine too. Nothing wrong with it but you've mentioned wanting to cut back before, so maybe recognizing the patterns will help. I have a few drugs I'm not good at saving and I just buy small amounts to keep myself from wasting time/money.
True, good advice. I really just don't feel as productive when I'm smoking a lot. -
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